If I thought I was close to ready to see him again,then I was wrong

So very wrong...

Riele's Pov

Riele:You are so messed up!!You're an horrible person!And you are despicable!!!(She said angrily)

I couldn't even control myself,I just had to let it all out.

Is it ok for men to manipulate your feelings?

He was sputtering for words but I was not even done yet

Riele: REALLY!!YOU SLEPT WITH HER KNOWING YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!YOU KNEW!!YOU FUCKING KNEW!!YOU KNEW WHAT YOU WERE DOING BUT STILL YOU DID IT!!OH JACE !!YOU ARE SO SELFISH!! WHAT WAS IT LIKE TO BE WITH THE OTHER PERSON?

Jace: Baby,I know you're so hurt,but talking about it right now will only cause you pain. So much pain. We should focus on how to go on with our....

He started but I cut him off,the reality of the situation kicking in,his words fueling my anger.

Riele: SHUT UP!SHUT THE HELL UP!You ruined that relationship when you got together with that slut(She said her voice stronger)

Jace: Baby a tho...
Riele: Don't call me that anymore
Jace:Riele,A thousand I'm sorry I'm willing to say but I know the mistake I made can't be erased from your heart.I regretted my actions and cheating on you is certainly an unforgivable mistake. I totally deserve all the anger and resentment from you for what I have put you through

By now he moved closer to me and got on his kneels.He tried touching me but I moved away. The more he came near to me the more pains I felt.

Riele: You promise?

He nodded his head and tried to hold me but I flinched away from him.

Riele:You also promised loyalty,you promised so many things but look at where we are now!!

Jace:I'm sorry.So sorry.I know I made a big mistake and I'm here to fix it.

Riele: No!No!Jace you are not sorry!!You are never sorry!!

I didn't even realise I was crying till I felt the tears flow down my cheeks.

Jace's Pov
I couldn't even look her in the eye, I just stared at the floor. I felt guilt rush all over me. I made her go through all this,She looked sick, Her eyes were swollen, she had eye bags,her hair was also in a bad state,it was uncombed.She looked terrible and it was all my fault. I ruined the perfect relationship.She came closer to me but didn't touch me.

Riele: How long?
I raised my head up and looked at her in the eyes.She looked calm and her eyes were swollen and red, she's been crying.
Riele:How long has it been going on?
Jace:You want the truth?
I raised my brows
Riele:Nothing but the truth.
I could see the deadly stare she gave me.I took a deep breathe in and remembered what Chad told me on the phone the other day.

Phone conversation
Chad:Just go home to her,filming can wait! Go get things straight.
Jace:But..
Chad:But what!you can't keep on avoiding her and sending her gifts and stupid messages that's not how relationship works
Jace:What should I tell her then
Chad: Tell her everything,every damn single thing she needs to know.She already found out about Dani just tell her the rest.Don't make your relationship more complicated.
I gave a loud sigh
Jace:Chad,if I tell her, She's probably gonna hate me now or maybe kill me. I could lose her
Chad:Then let her know now,you ruined your perfect relationship Jace! Good luck.

Oh right,I snapped back to reality!I think I would just have to tell her everything she's probably going to hate me now but I don't care.

Jace: Riele....,Its been almost a year now and it hasn't been with only Dani.

I didn't want to make eye contact with her.I felt miserable. I felt like trash.

Riele:Hmm

I could feel the tension in the air.I could tell she was hurt. She shivered,the cold was too much, I removed my jacket to cover her up but she hesitated and threw it back at me.

The light of a car flashed and immediately her mum stepped out of it. Elle had a worried look on her face ad she ran to were we stood hastily and we both turned back to look at her. Great she is probably going to kill me now for cheating on her daughter and making her look like crap.

Elle: Baby! It's late out here

She said giving Riele a kiss on her temple and she turned to me and smiled.

Elle:Hey Jace!You are back?Are you done filming Rufus 4.I'm a big fan ofRufus 3.It was so fascinating.I love it(She nearly screamed)
Jace:I'm glad you did ma
I tried giving a fake smile but still didn't take my eyes off Riele
Elle:Jace you know it's cold out here,why don't you come inside and Riele standing out here isn't good for you and the b...
Riele:He was about leaving Mum (She snapped)
Elle:Noo!I insist Jace please come on in
She looked at me one last time,took the grocery bags from Riele's hands and opened the door with gesture

I let Riele go in first and I could see the hate she had for me in her eyes. She hated me now. She obviously did. I stood there like some kind of guard,her mum went upstairs and I watched as she took of her shoes but her feet looked swollen. Why? Did I cause that too?

But she still looked beautiful. Beautiful as ever

Jace snap out of it and fix your relationship.

Jace: Riele!I swear the sex scene was just once with Dani. I swear just once!
Riele:And with other girls.

I didn't give a reply. I couldn't.She turned to look at me and stood up from the sofa

Riele:You've been cheating on me for months now,!! Oh sorry I forgot how to count it's almost a year now Jace!!A year. Who knows if I even have STD now!!Uggh! I hate you so much!

She spat.

She threw bottles at me with tears in her eyes and I had to dodge them all like it was my job

Jace:Riele please stop and let me explain.

She hasn't behaved like this before.I had started crying. I didn't want to lose her not at all. Life would be nothing without her

Jace: Riele,I'm so sorry.It was accidental.It really was. I promise I would never cheat in you again.

Riele: Oh honey,I dont want to listen to that lie.Try again.

Jace: Look Riele I'm so sorry I'm serious.I really love you

Riele: Just the lie I wanted to hear

She laughed but it was a sad one

Riele:I don't care Ok!Leave just leave!!Looking at you makes me hate you the more. I'm done being the perfect girlfriend!!.I'm done being the faithful one.!!I'm done caring about you.!!

Jace: I still love you

Riele:Ohh!Bullshit!!If you loved me you wouldn't have cheated on me!!I can't believe I actually believed you this whole time and this is what I get in return.IT'S OVER!!!

She ran up the stairs really fast but I caught up to her and held her arm but she flinched.

Riele: Ugh!!The next time you come near me or touch me I'mma chop off your balls,you wouldn't be able to sleep in anything with a skirt on.

I let her go

Jace:Ri.

Riele:Oh!Before I forget,I hope you realise that you lost a Queen to a joke that still left you.

I lost her.

I did.

I just did.

Riele's Pov
I got into my room,stood by the mirror and raised up my oversized shirt. Every single time I looked at my bump it always put a smile on my face.I could see my body changing and I think I was getting ready to be a mother.It's awesome knowing someone is growing inside of me and I loved it.

??:Riele

I turned around. It was my mum

Riele:You heard everything?
Elle: Every single thing. I'm so sorry baby.
Riele:I'll be fine mum.Has he gone?
Elle:Yes honey but he dropped this

She said dropping a letter on my bed. I picked it up but didn't open it. It smelt so much like him and it just triggered the tears to fall out the more

Elle:Come here

She opened her arms and I sobbed uncontrollably in her shirt.

Elle:Ssh!!Just let it all out!!

She rubbed my back in circles.Ok this pregnancy hormones are doing a whole lot of work in my life.

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Dedicated to loziveka

I'm free now so updates are going to be fast
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