[mature chapter up ahead!]

   all the way home, in the car, up the elevator, even when they were outside of the dorm trying to fit the key in the lock, mark and donghyuck couldn't keep their hands to themselves. as donghyuck's fingers had trouble sliding the key into place, mark's lips trailed his neck, his hands on donghyuck's waist from behind.

   the second the door opened, they went inside, closing the door and locking it behind them. mark pushed donghyuck against the wall, attacking his lips roughly. a lewd moan left donghyuck's throat as he bucked his hips, creating a sudden friction between their clothed members. "fuckkk," mark groaned against his lips. before they could go any further in the living room where other members could easily walk in, mark tapped on donghyuck's thigh, signalling for him to jump.

   donghyuck did as mark ordered, wrapping his legs's around the older's torso, and mark carried them to his room. their mouths were constantly pressed together, lips moving at a fast pace. while the kisses at the restaurant earlier had been soft, sweet, and romantic, the scale quickly escalated and somehow it became needy and sexual. 

   when they entered the room, neither of them even cared enough about the lack of light to turn anything on. as they made out through the dark, donghyuck was slammed against a wall. mark's fingers began trailing up his soft sweater, a tingling sensation everywhere that mark touched. the older pulled his lips away from donghyuck's pink ones and placed them on his lower neck, near his collar bones. he sucked on the pretty sun kissed skin, causing short and ragged breaths to be heard from donghyuck.

   mark continued what he was doing, sucking donghyuck's skin as he went up his neck, all they way to behind his ear. donghyuck found that his hands were burried in mark's raven hair, fingers pulling slightly whenever he felt pleasure. 

   before he could realize what was happening, mark began carrying them across the room. too distracted by mark's lips, donghyuck was quite surprised when he felt his back hitting mark's matress. mark joined him on the bed and hovered over him to keep from squashing the smaller male with his weight. though it was dark, both of them admired the other's features.

   the older just couldn't get enough of donghyuck's skin and each and every one of his pretty moles. donghyuck on the other hand, found himself lost in mark's dark eyes, filled with lust as not so innocent thoughts filled his head.

   this time, mark broke their intense eye contact as he lowered his lips to donghyuck's, pressing against them slowly. donghyuck immediately melted into the action as mark carressed his face. the kiss said so many things at once. the hidden meaning of an apology from mark as well as how much he loved donghyuck. he seperated his lips from the younger's before mumbling, "god, i love you."

  his voice dripped with admiration and his face held the same expression while he stared at donghyuck under him. a light blush colored donghyuck's cheeks and his heartbeat accelerated in his chest at the words alone. not sure how to respond as he was still getting used to hearing mark say such a statement openly, donghyuck tugged on mark's shirt, pulling him down so that they could kiss again.

   it didn't take long for the kiss to grow heated and soon, mark was pulling donghyuck's shirt over his head, leaving small marks across his skin. the bed covers were clutched in donghyuck's fist as mark pinched one of his nipples with his left hand and he began sucking on the other. "hyung," donghyuck breathed out.

   mark smirked at him, enjoying the feeling of donghyuck's squirming body under him. just to tease the younger, he pulled away, lips hovering over donghyuck but not meeting his. just as he expected, donghyuck whined needily. "what do you want?" he asked, knowing exactly what the other wanted. "you," donghyuck admitted, bucking his hips for contact. a devilish smile appeared on mark's face as he continued to stare at donghyuck. he was moving, trying to get as close to mark as possible. his pink lips were swollen and pushed into a pout, eyes half lidded and desperate pleads coming from him.

   after enjoying having the upper hand, mark gave in, dropping down and meeting donghyuck's lips in a gentle kiss. the brunette clearly had other plans as he kissed back forcefully, want and lust evident in the way he moved himself against mark's mouth. 

   hands burrying themself into mark's hair, donghyuck groaned against mark's lips. "please touch me," he begged. deciding that it had been too long since he and donghyuck last had sexual pleasure, mark let donghyuck pull his own shirt over his head, tossing the piece of fabric somewhere in the room. now with their skin on skin, mark felt himself grow semi-hard as he kissed the skin of donghyuck's neck. 

   in a few minutes, both males had removed their pants, leaving them to be in only boxers. everytime their crotches happened to press against one another, donghyuck would momentarily see stars. it only made him want to feel mark's hands on his skin more. 

   as they kissed, mark used one hand to spread donghyuck's legs open. he kept one hand on donghyuck's waist to keep him from moving so much, meanwhile he placed one knee inbetween his legs to keep them from closing. continuing to kiss donghyuck as a distraction, donghyuck gasped sharply when he felt mark palming his erection. "do you like that?" mark asked lowly, kissing the corner of donghyuck's lips.

   the eager male nodded his head. he slowly rotated his hips and just watching the erotic scene alone, mark became rock-hard. with donghyuck's head thrown back and eyes closed, mark slipped his hand inside his boxers, taking hold of his length.

   donghyuck arched his back, whining as he did so. "what's wrong, baby?" mark asked with his lips by donghyuck's ear. his voice was husky and sent shiver down the smaller male's spine. he skillfully stroked donghyuck's dick, watching donghyuck's facial expressions closely to see what he liked. when his thumb ran acorss his slit, donghyuck moaned. "take it off," he barely managed to say.

   mark chuckled. there was something different about seeing donghyuck be so needy for him. it was unlike his usual personality, playful and teasing. but with mark hovering over him in full control, he was submissive and desperate.

   taking his sweet time, mark pulled off donghyuck's boxers, the only piece of fabric that was left on him. he held donghyuck still by the waist, pulling away for a moment to admire donghyuck's beautiful body. from the look on his face down to the way he curled his toes, mark couldn't wrap his head around how pretty donghyuck was. with his body completely naked for mark to leave kisses or hickeys or simply do whatever he wanted to, mark truly felt like he was the luckiest person alive. even though all of his clothes were off, the necklace that mark gifted him remained on his neck. just like the pendant on his necklace, to mark, donghyuck was the sun. everyone else—including himself, were just planets revolving around him. like that, he made mark's world go round.

   despite all the thoughts going through mark's head, donghyuck still wanted him to touch him. he grabbed mark's hand, placing it on his member. the second he felt mark's fingers wrap around him, he breathed out unevenly, loving the feeling of mark's cool fingers on his hot skin.

   each stroke was made painfully slowly, mark was teasing and provoking him for the fun of it. "ngh... more...," donghyuck groaned, moving himself against mark's hand. mark figured he had enough fun playing with donghyuck, so he stroked him faster, one hand gripping onto donghyuck's thigh as he did so. he moved up and down donghyuck's shaft, the sun kissed male shaking beneath him, his high coming near.

   when mark pulled his hand away, a teary eyed donghyuck looked up at him confused like. his dick leaked with precum and within a few more strokes from mark, he would've been able to ride out his orgasm. mark pressed a kiss to his nose, "touch yourself for me."

   donghyuck listened without protesting and took his throbbing member in his hand. he stroked it, causing it to twitch in his hold as he continued releasing soft moans from his mouth. mark stared with lust filled eyes, only become more and more turned on. his erection grew painful as he watched donghyuck pleasure himself. the way his legs shook with every touch and his head was tilted back was so dirty, and he was doing it all for mark.

   seeing donghyuck laying on the bed, skin hot and completely naked, mark had never felt so naked himself. as if all his inner wishes and desires were exposed and displayed for all to see, donghyuck was becoming the living dream that he never dared to have.

   it didn't take much and before long, donghyuck moaned loudly looking at mark pleadingly as if to ask if he was allowed to cum. in the past when they agreed on their 'friends with benefits' situation, every now and then mark would be annoyed with donghyuck and make him wait to come. now, with donghyuck laying on the bed and on the verge of his high, mark wanted nothing more than to see him let it all go and hear the beautiful sounds in the process.

   "go on," mark said, licking his dried lips as donghyuck's eyes rolled to the back of his head and his legs shook, a string of moans being called out. "mark hyunggg," he groaned. white and sticky strands of cum shot out of his dick and mark couldn't help but think about how good donghyuck looked at that moment. when he was finished, he laid tiredly on the matress, chest heaving up and down while he caught his breath. 

   he was stuck in the moment of bliss until he felt a pair of lips on his own. "you did so good, baby," mark complimented. he left for the bathroom to get a towel and clean donghyuck up. the brunette whined at the lack of the older's presence but soon, he felt mark cleaning up the evidence of his release off of his lower torso. 

   it didn't take long for mark to clean him up, but just as he thought donghyuck was too tired for anymore, he felt donghyuck's fingers wrap around his wrist. "let me help you," he said, voice slightly hoarse for obvious reasons. naturally, mark knew that donghyuck was referring to his unignorable erection and most likely suggesting a blow job. as much as he wanted it, just a few minutes ago, donghyuck had looked completely exhausted so he shook his head, "get some rest."

   right when mark tried to walk away, donghyuck's grip on him tightened. "please," he gave mark some of his best puppy eyes, knowing that it would make it almost impossible for mark to turn down. just as he assumed, mark's eyes darkened and he was overpowerd by want. 

   no words were spoken as donghyuck crawled off the bed and fell onto his knee before mark who was sitting at the foot of the bed. "can i?" he asked, gesturing towards mark's boxers. the ravenette nodded, his hardened dick springing free as donghyuck pulled his boxers off. his eyes widened at the size, it had been a while since he'd seen the full thing after all.

   without warning, he ran his tongue over the slit. mark groaned and dug his hands into donghyuck's unruly brunette locks. liking mark's reaction, donghyuck engulfed the tip in his mouth, hollowing his cheeks as well as he could before sucking. "donghyuckkk," mark moaned, pulling at donghyuck's hair.

   knowing that mark would get impatient if he took too long, donghyuck took mark's full length into his mouth. the older moved his hips forward, the tip of his cock hitting the back of donghyuck's throat. not having a gag reflex came in handy as mark jerked his hips forward again, fucking donghyuck's mouth. 

   after doing sexual things with mark on multiple occasions, donghyuck learned that he practically sent mark over the edge when they had eye contact as donghyuck did something dirty. keeping that in mind, donghyuck swirled his tongue around and caught mark's eye. the canadian cursed as he had the urge to tear donghyuck apart. he pulled on his hair harshly and donghyuck moaned, sending vibrations straight to mark's dick.

   before donghyuck even had time to process what was happening, mark pulled his dick out, only so he could slam it back inside donghyuck's mouth, hitting the back of his throat agressively. "what did i tell you about looking at me like that?" he scolded, his hands controling donghyuck's head and how much of his length donghyuck took in. 

   tears pricked at donghyuck eyes as he continued to suck mark off, no control of how far in mark went. although it was somewhat painful, donghyuck couldn't deny the pleasure that came with. as long as the pleasure overpowered it, he didn't mind.

   "such a slut," mark spat. donghyuck couldn't ignore how turned on he grew by mark's words. after a few times with mark, he already learned that he had a degration kink and it only became more obvious as mark continued. he whimpered when he felt mark hitting the back of his throat even harder, making the movement more and more consistent.

   "you take me in so well," mark praised, tugging at donghyuck's hair even more. hearing the compliment motivated the younger to do better. mark thrusted into his mouth faster, groaning as a warm feeling spread in his lower abdomen. "i'm gonna cum," mark said breathlessly, warning donghyuck to move away unless he wanted him to come in his mouth. 

   the hot liquid filled donghyuck's mouth, dribbling out as he couldn't keep all of it in. while maintaining eye contact with mark, donghyuck swallowed the mouthful, darting his tongue out to catch the rest. 

   just by the way mark stared at donghyuck, he knew he had succeeded in turning him on. if having donghyuck's plump lips around his cock wasn't enough, surely, he had sent the ravenette over the edge but swallowing his cum in front of him suggestively.

   when mark attacked his lips hungrily, donghyuck knew he had been right. before he realized it, his body was lifted up and he met the mattress. mark's fingers dug into his waist as he dominated the kiss, biting down on donghyuck's lip harshly. the brunette gasped, giving mark the perfect time to insert his tongue as he smirked. 

   their tongues ran over each other and donghyuck fully submitted himself to mark. he would give mark everything and anything he wanted. as pathetic as it seemed, he was needy. so needy for mark's touch. he needed mark's hands on his sun kissed skin, and he needed mark's lips to mold together and move with his own. 

   eventually, the pulled away from the kiss, lacking air. a string of saliva dripped down donghyuck's chin and mark used the pad of his thumb to wipe it away. "hyung," donghyuck whined, wanting more than just an intense make out session. "hmm," mark hummed, tracing his finger along the younger's collar bones and neck, causing his breath to hitch.

   the stupid smirk on mark's face gave away that he knew exactly what donghyuck wanted, but he wanted to hear it himself. "please," donghyuck begged as mark's lips dove to the exposed skin of his chest. he gave the sensitive area kitten licks and gentle bites. "use words hyuck," mark mumbled against his skin before sucking on it.

   knowing that he was fully in control, mark stroked donghyuck's dick, making it twitch while donghyuck only became needier. "i want you," donghyuck admitted, throwing his head back as he enjoyed the wonders that mark could do to his pretty skin. "you want me to what?" mark asked, pulling away. donghyuck whimpered at the loss of contact.

   the ravenette purposely rubbed donghyuck's inner thigh, going up and down. each time his hand would get a little closer to donghyuck's crotch and the male would moan, wishing that mark would stop teasing him. "please," donghyuck pleaded, eyes tearing up. mark lowered his lips to his ear and kissed his earlobe, "speak clearly, baby. what do you want me to do?" 

   "please fuck me. fuck so hard that i can't walk tomorrow," he said, the dirty words falling from his lips. 

   it was pathetic, really. he was begging his best friend of many years to do the most intimate thing that he'd never even done with another person. as humiliating as it should've been, donghyuck didn't regret it and would've said it again and again to see the way mark's eyes darkened and a new persona switched on.

   "as you wish," mark said, opening his nightstand and pulling out a bottle of lube. donghyuck watched impatiently as mark put lube on his dick and closed it back in his drawer. "what about prep?" donghyuck asked, nervous that mark would rather pound into him mercilessly without stetching him out. mark chuckled and placed a chaste kiss upon the brunette's lips before shoving three fingers in his face. 

"suck."

   donghyuck obediently did as he was told, coating his didgets with saliva. when mark was satisfied with his work, he pulled his fingers out, carefully flipping donghyuck over. "get on your hands and knees. you can do that for me, right baby?" the smaller male nodded, getting in the position that mark spoke of.

   even with his most private part exposed to mark, he didn't feel shy or embarrassed. there was no other person whom he'd rather be in his current position with, and he wouldn't change anything from his past if it meant that the moment wouldn't happen.

   suddenly, mark's index finger circled his rim, causing donghyuck to suck in a sharp breath. "i'm putting it in now," he warned, "tell me if anything hurts or your uncomfortable." like that, mark slid his finger in donghyuck's warm home. the younger immediately arched his back, completely new to the feeling. something between a whine and gasp left his lips, making mark worry. "does it hurt? should i stop?" he asked, placing a gentle kiss on donghyuck's shoulder. "i've never done this before," mark admitted, almost shyly.

   "k-keep going," donghyuck managed to say, encouraging the older that he was doing well. mark moved his finger around slowly, eventually curling his finger in donghyuck's velvet walls. "mhhmm.. more," donghyuck moaned, beginning to find the feeling pleasurable.

   instantly, another finger was pushed in. this time, donghyuck was quicker adjusting and it didn't take long before he was a moaning mess with only two fingers inside him. he couldn't wait to find out what mark's dick would be like instead.

   mark easily fucked him with his fingers, scissoring and stretching donghyuck until he asked for the last one. without hesitating, mark slid it in, moving in and out rhythmically. "hyung... so good," donghyuck gasped, moving his hips and fucking himself as best as he could. "are you ready for the real thing now?" mark asked, pulling his fingers out.

   donghyuck's body was flipped over so he lay on his back and he nodded his head with a flushed face and a lazy smile. he still felt in a daze after experiencing the pleasure that fingering could give him. it had been new, exciting, and simply put; fucking amazing.

   he had been stuck in his own state of bliss so much to the point where he almost missed when mark split his legs and positioned himself at donghyuck's entrance. "can i?" mark asked. donghyuck opened his mouth to answer but mark interrupted him. "remember, once this happens, there are no take backs. it's not too late to stop now if-," donghyuck placed a gentle kiss on mark's lips to shut him up. "i'm ready."

   mark nodded his head, "don't be afraid to tell me to stop," he said and slowly pushed himself inside. with only his tip in donghyuck's hole, the younger male arched his back, curling his toes and letting out a moan. it was both painful, but strange at the same time. mark wasn't even fully in yet, but he could feel the drast difference to his fingers. mark leaned down, unintentionally causing donghyuck to spread his precum over the older's lower stomach while he kissed him softly.

   fortunately, it helped ease the pain like he had hoped as donghyuck relaxed in the kiss. mark slowly and steadily pushed himself further inside. "is this okay?" he asked, pulling away from donghyuck's lips when he was almost fully in.

   "just give me a second to adjust," donghyuck muttered, biting down on the inside of his cheek to keep from groaning. mark kept still, giving donghyuck time to adjust which he appreciated a great deal. when the pain wasn't so obvious anymore, he gave in, "you can move now."

   keeping how painful for donghyuck that it might be in mind, mark moved slowly, pulling out and pushing back in. when the movement became more natural to donghyuck and the pain disappeared, donghyuck experienced the pleasure. "go faster," he said, breathing out to keep from screaming. mark did just that, thrusting into donghyuck faster and faster.

   donghyuck's nails dug into the skin on mark's back as he dealt with the blissful pleasure. dirty moans left his throat while mark picked up the pace, burrying himself deeper and deeper within donghyuck.

   "fuck, how are you still so tight?" mark hissed as donghyuck clenched around him. both of them groaned at the feeling. mark enjoying every second of it, and donghyuck feeling himself get stretched out the more mark pounded into him. he couldn't deny how much he liked it though.

   "more.. please.. ngh," donghyuck groaned as mark responded to his request immediately. neither of them were prepared for the feeling of mark burrying himself balls deep, the tip of his cock brushing against donghyuck's prostate.

   donghyuck released a long and slutty moan while mark only thrusted into him again, going even deeper. the brunette's eyes rolled to the back of his head, vision becoming blurry as mark thrusted into him, brushing his prostate each time. "god, donghyuck," mark groaned as he unintentionally clenched around him again.

   the familiar feeling of needing to release formed in donghyuck's stomach, there was too much heat and plasure for him.

   "need... need to cum," donghyuck said with glossed eyes. mark was wrecking him, tearing his ass apart. he needed to reach that release. "wait a minute," mark said. his words were demanding but his tone reassured donghyuck that he was very much pleased with him. mark thrusted into donghyuck a few more times and donghyuck actually started believing that he was in heaven.

   the intimate gesture of mark inside donghyuck, the kisses, the words of reassurance. all of it was just so perfect.

   "come," mark said in donghyuck's ear, "come for me." donghyuck didn't need to be told twice as he reached his high, eyes closing and white stars dancing on the back of his eyelids. for a moment, he was flying— or falling. he couldn't tell which it was but it didn't matter. somewhere in the distance, he felt mark filing him with with his own warm semen. but all of that felt so far away.

   donghyuck was in his own world, lying above the clouds. all his senses dimmed and he forgot about the reality that he would soon return to. when he felt a soft pair of lips meeting his, he was brought back to the dark room that he and mark rested in. it was so warm, so nice.

   the warmth vanished before donghyuck realized it, mark pulling out. he whimpered, wanting mark to go back but he simply laughed, a beautiful sound filling the air. "i need to get us cleaned up," he said, ruffling donghyuck's hair. the smaller male watched while mark stood up, not bothering to cover himself up as they had just had sex.

   he entered the bathroom and came out wearing a pair of grey sweatpants and most likely underwear underneath. donghyuck almost groaned because mark was wearing clothes until he realized how weird that was. of couse he was wearing clothes, why would he just walk around naked for the rest of the day?

   "hold still," mark said, placing two hands on donghyuck's waist as he carefully picked him up and took him to the bathroom. there, he practically held donghyuck up under the shower and cleaned him out. when he was done, he wrapped the smaller male in a fluffly white towel and offered him some pants. after debating for a while, donghyuck accepted them and asked for one of mark's shirts to wear.

   the smell eveloped donghyuck's senses as he pressed the fabric to his nose. it smelled just like mark and he loved it.

   once all the aftercare was done and both were comfortably under the covers of mark bed (with new sheets of course), donghyuck turned on his side, unintentionally acing mark. "mark?" donghyuck called to check if he was awake. "hmm?" he replied, eyes opening.

   donghyuck giggled shyly as they made eye contact. mark's eyes were just so beautiful and enchanting that he couldn't tear his focus away even if he wanted to. now that everything around them was calm and still, donghyuck could take in mark's face.

   the high cheeks bones, pink lips, uniquely shaped eyebrows, fluffly hair... honestly, the list was endless. there were just so many things that made him perfect for donghyuck, and he wouldn't have it any other way.

   mark connected their lips, pulling donghyuck out of his daydream. he pulled away, connecting their foreheads as the room fell silent. the only sound was their shallow breathing. neither of them dared to move, afraid of ruining the moment. seconds turned to minutes while time passed. mark's thumb caressed donghyuck's cheek, his legs intertwining their's together under the covers. without speaking, he pulled donghyuck to his chest, resting his chin on the crown of donghyuck's head.

   "i love you," donghyuck said into mark's chest, feeling so overwhelmed that he needed to express himself with those words. mark pressed a kiss to his nose.

"i love you more."

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word count: 4420

wow that was a long ass ride

how do you like the new cover btw? ^^

this was actually my first time writing smut and it took me ages to write (five days) so please enjoy the cringey-ness and spelling mistakes

this book is now rated mature TT

anyways, it's ducking 5am, i'm going to sleep

✎ ---- dreaminghyuck⤾