⌈ GIVE 'N TAKE ⌋

spirits are dampened,
my soul is gloomy,
my heart is weeping blood,
while my eyes are empty.

i look at you and
a wave so woeful suddenly devours me.
i want to relive the times
i felt like i'm living in a fantasy.

it sucks;
the reality.
i'm not made for this,
but where's the testimony?

it doesn't pain anymore,
it victoriously benumbed me.
i want to scream till i
feel my ears bleed.

it's not my demons anymore,
it's just me;
just me against the
slapping actuality.

give 'n take;
but you've taken more than you gave me.
you've taken more of me than i could breathe.
you've taken more than just the key.
you've taken the life out of me.