Michonne's P.O.V

"I know she'll appreciate you doing this, you are a great kid." I smiled at Carl as he packed his bag and threw it over his shoulder.

"Ah, it's the least I can do." he grinned.

I walked over and planted a small kiss on his forehead. He's growing up so quickly, but I'm glad I get to be by his side while he does grow up. These years, months, days, minutes, seconds... Every moment I'm with this kid is nothing less of amazement.

He's such a great boy.

"Now you be good, don't get into too much trouble." I chuckled lightly.

"I won't."

I kissed his head once more and watched him as he turned to walk out the door.
"I'll see you in a few days mom,"

"Be safe, please!"

He smiled and shook his head and shut the door and then he was gone. Not a flicker of remorse because I know he'll make it out there.

But --- there he goes, out on his first run ever without his father. Just him and Daryl. Abraham was going to come along instead but Carl insisted he stayed home with the baby, To which Sasha thanked him endlessly.

I walked over to Judith still in her high chair, passed out with her face in her food. So cute and so small.

"Hey Judy," I whispered, sitting her up.

She looked at me and she could barely keep her eyes open.
She's tired. She's in that stage where she wants to sleep in the bed with Rick and I everynight but we only let her do that once in a while, so therefor, she stayed up all last night screaming and crying for no reason, she barely got sleep.

I picked her up from the chair and pushed her up on my hip, "My sweet baby girl." I whispered, placing a kiss on her chestnut brown hair, with streaks of auburn. She's going to be a beautiful girl when she grows up I just know so.

I rubbed her back and walked  around the room, quietly singing 'We Will Rock You' into her ear. I know this song is not a berceuse to put her to sleep, but she really enjoys the tune and she loves the song --- she even tries to sing along, so why not? And who doesn't love Queen?

She's gonna grow up and be just like me, her mama...

She's going to love Queen, and she's going to be smart and she'll know good art when she sees it, and she'll be a warrior, and she'll love her father just as much as I do, and she'll be best friends with her brother, and maybe another sibling too.. She'll be brave, majestic and everything in between. I know she will, I've got the gut feeling.

From the sounds of her heavy breathing and the buzz from her snores, I assumed she was sleeping so I quietly tiptoed to her room and placed her in the Crib, that was also a pin, that one of the builders around here made for us. I think his name is Sebastian, yeah? Sebastian is a great guy, considering he personally built cribs for Maggie and Sasha.

I glanced once more at Judith and smiled at her before walking out the door. It's so quiet in the house without her screaming & crying, or without Carl bouncing his ball around the house knocking things over, or without Rick clinging to me at every measure..... Or without Jay laughing and cracking jokes for no reason, bringing joy and smiles to us all.

Everything feels so weird now, Like it's not real.. Has anything after the year of 2010 ever felt real? Nope. Things went down hill from then and it just doesn't feel real.

Hmph, I need some milk or some cold water against my face or something. Something to wake me up.

Unknowingly, I dragged myself into me and Rick's  bathroom and stared at my reflection blankly glaring back at me. I don't feel like myself, I don't feel complete.

I looked myself up and down and noticed the food stains Judith left on me from her messy mouth & hands. Gross.

I then slowly removed the shirt over my head and stared at my soft melanin skin and that's when my eyes caught the scar that stretched across my clavicle bone. The memories shot through my head, way back when I was just just 13. I remember trying to cook for myself when I had gotten home from school, though my mother told me not to go near the stove, I decided to anyway. I boiled some water to make macaroni and when I went to take it off the stove, it fell on me. It hurts just staring at the scar and it brings back horrible memories that happened around that time, but I'll be fine.

"Meeee shonnneee!" Rick exclaimed, running up the stairs

"Me shone?"

"Rick if you pronounce my name like that again, I'm filing for divorce." I laughed

He finally came around the corner, with a smile wider than the Mississippi River, but once he laid eyes upon  my bare chest and re lace bra, he tilted his head and lowered his eyebrows.

"Why are you shirtless?" he asked

I looked down at my chest and bit my lip seductively  and looked back at him like I had no clue to what he was talking about.

"Oh, I'm sorry I'll go cover up." I smiled and tried to brush past him but he put his arm across the door frame, blocking me from walking out.

"Y- you don't have to." he stammered

I bit my lip again, which soon turned to a grin. We were face to face, he was staring down on me like I was Rose from Titanic and I stared up at him like he was the only God I could ever be devoted to.

I placed my hand on his chest and slowly backed away, giggling lightly.

"You hear that?" he whispered

"What?" I asked, pretending to listen closely.

"It's silence," he smiled "where's Judy?"

"Down for a nap, she's really tired." I explained

He nodded and glanced down at his feet and began fiddling with a loose string on his tight and right brown shirt. "I saw Carl on his way out." he sighed

"Why the sigh of despair?" I asked

"No biggie, I-- hell... It's his first time out there."

"Not his first."  I corrected

"Well, without you or without me, it's his first time out there alone." He looked back up at me with puppy eyes and aw, he's so cute.

I walked back over to him and threw my arms around his shoulders,  locking my fingers behind his neck.
"Daryl's got him. Now what better protection is there than good ole redneck uncle Daryl?" I laughed

"You're right." he smiled

I reached up and kissed his lips, partially kissing his teeth because he was still smiling  like an idiot.

"How was work?" I asked

"Um... It was okay. I worked orders with Gregory today."

I nodded and ran a few fingers through his curls.
Moments like these are my favorite moments, when his hands are wrapped around my naked torso, and we're face to face.

"That's good.. Well, I guess I'd better head down to the pantry. Carol's waiting for me," I smiled, pretending to pull away although I'm not going anywhere just yet, I still have 10 minutes.

"Woah...woah.....woah. We still have time, right?" he asked, half smirking. The smirk that will lock your knees and hypnotize you.

"Sure, If that's what you want." I giggled

He raised his eyebrows and lifted me up in a split second & I wrapped my legs around him and held on tight as he carried me out into the room.

He placed me on the bed and smiled widely at me, staring me up and down as I wrapped the bed cover around my arms and chest.

"God Michonne, you know you are the prettiest woman I've ever laid eyes on." He exclaimed, throwing off his shirt and revealing his muscular white body.

My eyes trailed to his happy trail, and then to his V line..

Life alert? I need your help.

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3rd Person

Michonne

crawled forward, until she could lean even farther across him. Until she could reach the drawer and slide it open. Until she was straddling his chest instead of his hips.

And Rick stared at her as she twisted and turned, trying to be sexy, but oh she didn't know that she didn't have to try. He's completely smitten and infatuated with her and he couldn't not do it. He couldn't in any way, shape or form, resist her.

So he moved down and kissed her, taking in the sweet  aroma of her scent. It was bitter sweet, just like her personality, just like his lifestyle.

Her thighs fixed around his face and she heaved. Be that as it may, she didn't pull back and that was all the invitation he needed.

He came up and tore her shorts and undies free, and after that, gracious yes, he was in paradise.

The sounds she made were unimaginable -- giggling blended with unadulterated, urgent joy. She wasn't at all timid about telling him how much she loved what he was doing.

She pulled on his curls and she moaned and moaned and moaned and that was his motivation.

He laid her down and without hesitation, thrusted into her, slowly stroking up and down. She had truly no clue how unbelievably amazing this quickie was for him. It was spectacular. He held her firmly, so that unless she truly attempted, she couldn't escape.

Not that she attempted.

Michonne's breath came quicker and the sounds she made were more wild, until she heaved, which turned into small giggles.

"Godddd," he finished, smiling back down at her.

This was the best quickie of both of their lives, 4 minutes is all it took for a miracle to happen.
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WHAT DID I JUST WRITE ?!!!

lol sorry for the long update guys, I'm sorta brain-dead now that its summer and all.. But thanks for sticking along til CHAPTER 39!!!! Wowowowo I can't believe I got this far. Almost 5k reads and 40 chapters :')

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& I know some of you don't like my 3rd person, sorry!!! I'm not good with smut or whatever in character's p.o.v

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