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Ch 37: Willing to try

Rick's P.O.V

Sometimes I sit and wonder what things would be like If all of this never happened.

Like, would I know Michonne? Or would I still be suffering in my marriage with Lori?

What if Shane wouldn't have slept with my wife like the coward he is, or was -- and maybe we'd all be happy?

But I actually wouldn't give up anything I have right now.  because I love Carl, and how close we are now, and I love Judith, I love raising her with Michonne. I love my girls, more than anything--- and Carl too, of course. God knows I love them more than myself.

"Rick?"

I heard Michonne's soothing voice coming from around the corner. Her sweet, sweet voice that could make a man do anything she asked.

I turned back to find her leaned against the door panel, eyeing me up and down.

I awkwardly ran my fingers through my wet hair and smiled at her.

"Pants a little low?" She giggled.

I glanced at myself in the mirror and damn, I look good. I had just gotten out the shower and shaven, so I had a clean face and a bare chest.

I'm losing my muscle, seems like, by I'm still in shape and I ain't losing my V.

I pulled my pants up a bit, to my waist, where they are meant to be, and not below my V line.

"Heh." I chuckled.

"You shaved!" she still smiled, showing all her teeth.

Man she's so beautiful.

"Yeah," I said whilst rubbing my hand over my mouth and stroking my clean shaven face.

"You look handsome as ever."

"Thanks sweetheart." I said shyly.

Michonne brings out the highschool lover boy in me. Like, I wanna sweet talk her and buy her flowers and I also wanna get wild with her. Oh,  the things I could do.

She looks awfully happy today, like she's bursting with good news.

"How's your day?" I asked.

"Great!" She smiled.

"Oh yeah? How so?"

"Well, earlier this morning Carl and I went for a walk around the hilltop. We stopped by Maggie and Glenn's  to hangout with baby Hershel for a while, and then we hung out with Sasha and Abe... and then we just spent some time together sitting on the porch, playing cards."

Jesus, it's only 2:00... How did she do all of that when it's barely afternoon.

"Is that all?" I asked  sarcastically.

"Actually no, I stopped by Dr.Carson to ask what my chances were of getting pregnant and he--"

"Wait, what?!" I exclaimed.

She raised and eyebrow at me and moved her hair from her face awkwardly.

"Wait you're not --you're not...?" I said while making weird hand gestures at her stomach.

"No Rick, I'm not pregnant," she laughed.

"Whew," I exhaled.

"What? You don't want to have kids someday?" she said in a low, saccharine like tone.

"Oh, I do. I do. You just caught me off guard.. Wh-what about you?"

Damn, I'm such a dweeb.

"I wouldn't mind someday. I mean, I love you and you're all I need.. But wouldn't be cool to have little spawns half you and half me running around the house?" she giggled.

The entire time she was talking, I was concentrating on her lips, I'm not gonna lie. Her luscious, beautiful, extremely kissable lips. And the way she absentmindedly licked at the corner of her mouth with just the tip of her pink tongue when she talked, every normal thing she did -- she did it with sass and sexiness and God, I can't get enough of this woman.

And in that moment, I knew she had it.

It's contagious and she's got it.
All these spontaneous trips to Maggie's and Sasha's all add up now. It all makes sense.

Michonne's got baby fever.

"Spawns? Nice term," I chuckled.

She walked over to me and wrapped her arms around my waist, as I leaned over the sink like they do in the movies.

She laid her head on my back and I stared in the mirror at her dark brown hands wrapped around me. The feeling of her body against mine, man it's  like no other. I can't describe the way this woman makes me feel.

She's so warm, and so close, it makes me feel like she won't ever leave and I'll always be able to protect her. And I hold her close  alot, but the feeling always come back even stronger and my love for her just gets bigger and bigger.

I'm not sure when I first  realized I liked her--- or loved her... some time at the jail, once my  head had become right again, after Lori's death and all.

So nonetheless, I actually do remember  when I had become hopelessly in love with her.

It had been after we surrendered from the jail battle, after I gained my sane and she arrived, thumping on the blockaded fence, searching for help.

And that one moment when we stood in the kitchen, staring each other up and down.. and at long last, I felt safe again. For one transient minute, despite the fact that the world was shit, I felt amazing with her close by,  I felt like my  future would be well again. That was the first minute my heart throbbed in a while, my head spun and that's when I realized that, I was infatuated with this lady.

The sounds of sniffles snapped me from my thoughts and that's when I felt the tears run down my back.

Michonne was crying and I hate to see her cry, or even hear her cry.

She was probably thinking about Andre, and all the things he could've done with a great mom like her.

I feel so bad for her, I can't imagine losing Judith. The pain would just be too much to bear.

I gently turned around and pulled her away from me, examining her beautiful soaked face.

I grabbed her face with my hands, placing one on each cheek and wiped her tears with my thumbs.

My hands were very large compared to her face, and the height difference was equally large too.
I was a bit taller than her, so I had to hover over and look down to stare directly into her beautiful brown eyes.

It's like we're in a Disney movie and this is the part when I tell her to dry her tears and run off with me to be my princess forever.

And oh how I wish I could.

"Ri- I.. I'm sorry I." her voice cracked and she burst out in tears. She couldn't speak, she could only sob.

I pulled the back of her head into my shoulder and squeezed her tight.

"Babe..don't cry." I murmured.

It was the first time I had ever called Michonne babe, of all the nicknames... I spat out babe.

And I said it so nervously, I was afraid of what'd come next.

I pulled her away for a second and stared at her while she tried to wipe away her tears.

"Why are you sorry?" I asked whilst helping her dry her tears.

"I'm- I'm sorry for throwing this on you. I know you're not ready and I don't--- I don't wanna rush you." She sniffled.

"Sweetheart you're not rushing me-- I'm ready. In fact I'm willing to try when you are." I said, trying to make her feel better.

I'm ready to make Michonne the mother of my kids, and I know she is too. I know she's spent all these years aching inside because she just can't get no relief.

I can imagine what it's like to lose a child, hell, I almost lost Carl twice.

It hurts, the feeling of losing your child hurts.

"I love you so much." she said, linking her arms around my neck.

Even through the weird yet beautiful faces she makes when she's crying,  I still love her.

"I love you more." I whispered.

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3rd Person!!

Carl hopped in the backseat and buckled his seat belt as his parents got in the front seat. He looked over to his sister who was happily playing with her fingers and kicking her small chubby legs.

Carl had a good day, he's got to admit, but once his Mom said they were going for a ride, just the four of them for old times sake, he had felt over joyed and couldn't wait for his hair to blow through the wind.

Michonne and Rick settled into the front seat, exchanging glances and smiles. Michonne was over whelmed with all the baby fever she had going on, and she was afraid to admit it. So she'd brought up the idea of getting out the house for some fresh air for a while.

Rick agreed, in fact he loved the idea. He couldn't remember the last time they all rode together just for the fun of it. He's a family man and there's nothing he would rather do than spend time with his 3 favorite people.

Michonne reached back and handed Judith her small toy, she felt the little girls grip around her hand as she reached for the toy and it only made Michonne even more anxious.

"You want your toy baby girl?" Michonne said, in a high sweet toned voice.

Judith smiled, showing all her teeth which made Carl smile too.

Rick cranked up the car and placed the gear in drive, he hesitantly pressed his foot against the gas peddle and the car took off at a speed of 35 mph.

He hadn't driven in so long, the feel of his hands on the wheel almost felt abnormal.

"Dad, can you roll down the windows?" Carl asked

Rick looked back and nodded at his son, he was glad that Carl agreed to come along and enjoy himself for once in a while.

He rolled down all the windows and stared at Michonne as she looked in the rear view mirror at a very happy Carl, smiling indefinitely.

Carl stuck his head out the window and felt the breeze against his face. The moment his dad sped up, the force blew his hair back and his mouth was wide open, blown open from the wind.

"This is raaad!" Carl yelled trying to move his lips but he felt it a bit too hard since he could barely close his mouth with such a  strong force of wind. The breeze was wonderful and he was enjoying himself.

Judith watched cluelessly as Rick and Michonne's hands interlocked and he still cruised the car casually with one hand, like he was in fast in the furious.

Carl quickly stuck his head in from the window and began panting for air, "that was fun," he exclaimed.

Michonne looked at Rick and he looked at her, "you wanna know what else is fun?"  she said.

"Oh god please no." Rick pleaded. He was aware of what was coming next, Michonne and Carl were turning into the best pals they used to be... Going back to the fun, yet annoying old habits.

He didn't mind though he made it seem like it bugged him hut it really didn't.  He liked seeing them so enthusiastic and happy.

"CAR KARAOKE!!!" Carl and Michonne shouted at the same time.

Their shouts alerted Judith from the snooze she was slowly falling into, which made her jump a great amount.

"Aw I'm sorry Judy," Carl said, ruffling through her locks of brown curls. 

Carl turned his attention back up front and watched as his Dad  held onto Michonne's hand tight and she went through their collection of CDs.

She finally decided on one and popped in and in the moment of silence before the song cut on, Michonne cleared her throat because she was about to sing her heart out.

The song started out with the beat of a drum and small influences of a guitar.

Soon as it began to play, Carl got all excited in his mind because he loves this song but in reality he played it cool.

"All I am, is a man, I want the world in my hand..
I hate the beach, but here I stand, In California with my toes in my sand," they sung.

Michonne was so into the song, bobbing her head and twisting her locks to every beat, Rick almost found himself drooling.

He thought she was so beautiful, the way the moved her body and her broad shoulders with the beat. She was so majestic, the way she leaned against the door while her dreads blew with the wind.

Rick couldn't help but smile at how lucky he had gotten to get such an amazing piece of art!

Carl sung to himself and watched at his parents enjoyed the music together. They weren't holding hands anymore, but instead Michonne was so caught up in the tune, she had wrapped her fingers up in Rick's curls.

Sometimes unknowingly running her finger below his chin, pulling his attention toward her.

She swayed side to side, losing herself in the music and singing to herself, sometimes singing to Rick.

And Carl continued to watch as his father turned his gaze toward Michonne and smiled as he watched the love of his life zone out from all the stress she's been in.

Carl couldn't remember the last time he'd seen his dad so happy just looking at someone. Not even when used he look at Lori. And as heartbreaking as that may seem, Carl just learned to accept the fact that his father loves Michonne like he's never loved a woman before.

Rick was just  stunned by her arrant breath-taking movements and her easy elegance. He never was really good at taking his eyes off her.

"Touch my neck and I'll touch yours, Me in my little high waisted shorts," Michonne sang as she leaned over to Rick's ear and nearly whispered the lyrics whilst running her hand over his chest.

Carl pretended not watch, so he stuck his head back out the window. He felt like he was on top of the world, for once in a while. he felt that maybe things will be okay now, even without Jay.

"Oh you know what I think about, and what I think about..
One love two mouths;
One love one house;
No shirts no blouse;
Just ask and you'll find out,
Nothing that I really wanna tell you about, oohh."

She sang. She made the 'ooh's' sound like moans, but she didn't realize because she was so into the song.

Rick felt the vibration of her voice in his ear and he began to feel a bit turned on although she was only singing.

They stared at each other now, Michonne still singing softly and smiling at him. He tilted his head a bit, taking in every outlook of her beauty, remembering that she was just crying earlier and now she's the happiest girl in world.

Rick reached across and placed his large hand on her thigh and looked ahead dramatically as she placed her hand on top of his
They had forgot that Carl was there, or that Judith was there, although she was asleep already..

hell, they even forgot they were on the face of Earth.

She was feelin him and he was feelin her and that's all that mattered when they were in their own world.
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Hey guys!

That was my first times writing in 3rd person, what'd you think?? Be honest, Ik it sucked

Excuse typosss

I'm so sorry it's been taking me so long  to update this story but sometimes I get writers block,I hope you can understand :3

I've been working so hard on my book 'HIAA' (highschoolers in an apocalypse) thoug would really appreciate it if you checked it out. 3k+ words like every chapter for HIAA!

So yeah! Updates may be slower for this book but I promise I'll have them out asap. This summer will be full of new Richonne books, by me ❤.










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