"Yes I love you "...

Sana said loudly breathing heavily...

Sid looked her...

And then Sana realised she had confessed...

She looked him...there was a silence around them...

They could hear and feel only their breathes...

They had an eye lock...

"Yes...I love you..."..

She confessed again softly....and pulled him...she hugged him...hiding her face into his chest...

Tears flow from her eyes...she was weeping in his arms...

Sid broke the hug and cupped her face with a smile...

Sana- I love you Sid ...

She confessed again with tears... holding his hands...

Sid- bus ...yahi chahiye tha mujhe...I know you love me Sana...but...but I really need this confession...These words...these words...thank you so much Sana...thank you...

He also had tears in his eyes...

He pulled her into him...

Sana- dar hai mujhe...ki main iss khubsurat rishte ko kho jaaungi...isliye bol nahi payi ...dar hai mujhe ...I know it's complicated... I know it is difficult...and I know it is forbidden...but I can't stop loving you ...

She broke down in his arms...

Sid hugged her ...

Sid- no...our love I pure Sana...

He kissed her forehead...

Sana- par koi samajh nahi payega Sid ...

Sid- hume farakh nahi padta hai na Sana...

Sana- kaise nahi Sid...dar lagta hai mujhe...ki log kya sochenge...ye unke galti bhi nahi hai ...aur ye tumhari galti bhi nahi hai...

Sid- our love is not a mistake Sana ...

Sana was silent..

Sid sighed with disbelief...she was writhing in his arms...

He lifted her in his arms and walked towards the room...

She placed her on the bed delicately...

And laid beside her..

Sana- This society is not so kind Sid ...it is brutal...They will hurt ..you..me...and us....

She cried...

Sid- I'll protect you...I am ready to face anything...for you Sana..

Sana- kal tumhare papa ko pata chal gaya toh...what will he think of me Sid... he wil think of me so low...

Sid- I can make him understand....

Sana- kya karoge...ye bologe tum apne professor ke pyaar karte ho?...jo paanch saal badi hai tumse....aur woh bhi ek divorcee ..aur...aur...

She sobbed...

Sana- impure...bhi...

Sid shushed her immediately...

Sid- what the hell is this impure Sana...never tell this word again...

Sana- but that's the truth...

Sid knew she had went through a traumatic phase with Prashant...

Sid- kuch pure ya impure nahi hota... You are pure...kitne baar bataun... purity dil se janaa jaata hai...and I don't give a damn about this society... did you get that ...

He said gritting his teeth ..

Sid- gussa aa raha hai mujhe aap jaise samajhdar insaan aise baatein karne lagte hai...agar aapke jagah koi aur ladki hoti toh ye sab bolti aap?

Sana went silent...

Sana- par yahan main involved hun...humare nazar jaise bhi ho...par duniya hume waise nazar se dekhegi ..mujhe dar hai...Sid....

Sid was silent...

Sid- so what do you want Sana...do you want me to stay away... that'll never happen...

He said sternly...

Sana- no...Sid ...main khud nahi reh paaungi tumse dur..

She said holding his hands tightly...

He smiled at her words...

He moved closer and hugged her... nuzzling his nose into her neck...

Sana- Sid...

A small mewl left from mouth..due to his nuzzles...

Sid- leave it upon me Sana ... don't take stress ..jab main ek kaabil insaan banunga na ..tab main haq se aapka haath maangunga....koi sawal nahi kar sakta humare rishte ko...

She smiled slightly...

Sid- just leave it upon me...

He kissed her neck...

Sid- woh din jaldi aayega ..

Sana turned her face ...to him ...and cupped it...

She kissed his cheek...with love ..

Sana- I love you...

Sid- love you too...

He cupped her face and pulled it closer...his breath fell on her nose...

Sid- listen Sana...humare beech jo bhi hai na...woh bahut khubsurat hai ...aur yahi pyaar hai...ye hum dono samjhe wahi kaafi hai....

Sana smiled with tears...

He placed his lips on hers...

And she also kissed him back...

Both were showing their love for eachother through this kiss...

Sid was so happy today...that she finally confessed through words...though he knew this but her words added more happiness....

Sana felt so happy....after telling him that she loves him..

They were kissing eachother madly...

Sid caressed her waist again through her t-shirt ...

Sana shivered and pushed him shyly...holding his hands

Sana- don't do this...

She said breaking the kiss breathing heavily with a blushing look...

Sid- kyun?..

Sana- mujhe acha nahi lagta ...please...aur tum humesha karte ho...

Sid chuckled..

Sid- I just do that to tease you Sana... don't worry...mujhe apna limit pata hai ..and I will never cross that .. aur aap bina soche bata sakte hai...mujhse agar aapko mere koi bhi cheez acha nahi lagta na openly bol dena aap ..okay...

Sana smiled and nodded...and blushed again...as he was so mature at times...

Sid- oh shit..

He gasped ..moving away...and caressed her neck...

Sana- kya hua?

Sid- ab rashes ho jayega aapke ye soft skin mein...

He asked cutely...with a serious face..

Sana giggled at his cute face...

Sana- tum na jitna bhi mature behave karo...par tera ye baby wala face aur cuteness woh toh bahar aa hi jata hai...

She kissed his nose pulling him...

Sid made faces...

Sid- I am not a baby okay...

Sana- okay Mr.handsome...

She giggled again...ruffling his hair...

Sid- bolo aap..shave kar dun abhi pura...it's hurting you na...

He said indicating his stubble

Sana- no...

Sid- but it's hurting you...

Sana- but you look cool in this...

She smiled shyly...

Sid- and you love this right?

Sid smirked ..

Sana just looked away hiding her blush...

Sid- par kal kisi ne bola...ki ye bahut chubta hai aur roz lotion lagana padta hai..

Sana glared at him..

Sid- sach toh bol raha hun main...

Sana- koi baat na hain..seh lungi main...laga dungi lotion...but don't do anything...becoz I love it...

She said the last part huskily...

She giggled and pushed him running away from there...

Sid- are...

Leaving a blushing Sid ..there ..

He looked himself in the mirror...

For the first time she told about something she liked in him...about his look and appearance...

This compliment made him blush...

Sana on other side was also blushing hard....She has started to initiate her feelings for him...now more strongly...
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She was making breakfast for both of them...

And then Sid came to help her...

Sana- kya kar rahe ho Sid...tum jaa kar padho na...ye sab main kar lungi...

Sid was cutting the onions with tears in his eyes..

Sid- No Sana...sirf aap nahi khaa rahe hai ...main bhi khaaunga na ...so why do I allow only you to make it...

Sana sighed with a smile...and was concentrating on the stove...

Sid- oh shit...

Sana- Sid...

She shouted...looking the blood in his hand...

Sana- bola na maine...

She shouted...

It was deep cut on his finger...

Sid- Sana...

Sana- chup raho tum...aap mere saath...

She was doing his first aid....having tears in her eyes...

Sid- Sana...I am okay...zyada nahi lagi...

Sana- just shut up...

She shouted...

Sid was just smiling at her...

Sana- pagal ho kya tum...

She looked him angrily...

After doing his first aid...she looked him...

Sana- chup chap baithe raho idhar...

She came after sometimes...with a plate in her hands...

Sana - muh kholo...

She shoved the morsel into his mouth...

She was in tears still now...

Sid- Sana...kya hua aapko ...ye toh koi bada chot nahi hai ...

Sana- bol rahi thi na main mat karo kuch bhi...par tum...

Sid- I am sorry...

He caressed her cheek with other hand...wiping her tears...

Sid- aap bhi khao...

Sana- pehle tum khao...

He smiled ...he loved eating in her hands...

Sid- very tasty...

Sana smiled slightly ..

Sid- aur aapke haath se khaane se aur tasty ho gaya...

Sana glared at him...

Sana- don't be so cheesy...

Sid- but it's the truth...

He smiled...

Suddenly his phone rings ...

Sid- Dad's call...

Sana- kya hua hoga...pata toh nahi chala gaya na unhe?

She asked with fear...

Sid- Sana just calm down...main baat karta hun...

Sana- umm..speaker par daalo...

Sid- Sana...

Sana- daalo na...

He attended the call...

Dad- Sid kahan ho tum abhi...

Sid- Papa...woh...bola na ..walk par...aur friends se milne ke liye aaya hun ...kya hua?

Dad- acha kaunse dost..Ronit aur Tina se abhi abhi baat hui meri...

Sid-huh...umm..woh...woh...Na...Nakul aur Ritesh...haan..

Dad - ye kaun hai?

Sid- papa aap mere har dost ko toh nahi jaante...

Sana was looking at him with fear...

Sid- Papa why are you asking this suddenly?

Dad- kal raat kahan tha tu?

Sana gasped...her heartbeats increased..

Sid- pa..papa...bola na party dena tha pub mein tha...

Dad- Sid ..sach mein wahi tha?

Sid- haan Papa...now please stop this investigation ...

Dad- okay...okay...sahi waqt par ghar aajao...

He cut the call...

Sana - kuch toh pata chala gaya unko...mujhe dar lag raha hai...

Sid- no...nahi Sana waisa kuch nahi hoga...

Sana was looking at him with fear...

Sid- Bola na leave it upon me...I can handle ... don't worry aur kisine hume nahi dekha...
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On the other side....

Dad- sach mein tumne koi ladki ko dekha uske saath...

Staff- ji...ji...Saheb...baba ek ladki saath upar gaye the...par saheb unko mat bolna aap ye maine bola... Phir woh mujh par bahut gussa karenge...

He said with fear...

Dad- tum jao...

He was lost into thoughts...

Dad- ladka jhoot bolna shuru kar diya...ab kya karun...

He was rubbing his forehead...and looked his wife's photo...
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Sana- Sid...ye formula ko ache se yaad rakhna okay...

Sid yawned and laid on her laps...

Sana- utho kamine...15 minute bhi nahi hua...abhi se neend aagayi tujhe...

She pushed him..

Sid- Sana mujhe toh iss semester ke subject ke naam bhi yaad nahi hoga pura...par aapko itne saare subjects kaise aata hai?..you are genius...I am so proud of you...

Sana glared at him and bet him on his back...

Sana- pehle utho tum...shayad 2 saal ke bachche ko padha sakti hun main...par tumhe...oh god...urghhh...

He smiled closing his eyes...

Sana- urghhh...

She groaned but then she was lost into his cute smiling face...

Sana- agar aise rahoge toh kaise pass hoge tum...aur badi badi baatein karta hai...ye kar dunga woh kar dunga ..agar pass nahi hua toh kya karega...

Sid- Sana...main pass ho jaaunga ... don't worry ..saare papers clear kar dunga iss baar ...

Sana- yahi baar final hai Sir...bhuliyega mat...

She pulled his nose...

Sana- tumse zyada main padh rahi hun roz...

Sid - that's why I said...I am proud of you...

Sana- urghhh...utho tum...waha Ronit aur Tina toh jaan laga kar padh rahe honge...

Sid- aapko kaise pata?

Sana- woh dono toh kabhi fail nahi hote...

Sid- huh... cheaters hai dono..hall mein enter karne pehle kasam khaate hai dono...baad mein pass ho jaate hai...

Sana giggled...

Sana- tum teeno ko dekh kar mujhe Ruhi aur Rohan ki yaad aata hai...woh dono bhi mujhe aise bolte hai...

Sid- kaun hai ye...

Sana- my best friends...and they both were dating eachother too...

Sid- best friends...

Sana- yes...oops...how did I forget...dono ke shaadi hai iss mahine yes at the end of this month ..maar denge mujhe dono... engagement mein bhi jaa nahi payi...becoz they are in Delhi..

Sid- aap jaayenge wahan?..

He looked her... curiously...

Sana- ofcourse...jana toh padega hi ..mere best friends hai dono...

Sid- kitne din jaana hai aapko...?

He held her hands...

Sana- Sid...abhi kuch decide nahi hua...but I'll go for sure...shayad 2 ,3 din lag sakta hai...wahan...best friends toh hai...

She smiled...

Sid turned to her and hugged her waist...lying on her laps...he didn't talk...anything...

Sana- oye...kya hua tumhe...?

She smiled... caressing his hair...

Sid- I can't stay away from you ..

Sana- 2,3 din ki toh baat hai...

She smiled...

Sid- phir bhi..kya karun aapke saath bhi nahi aa sakta aur aapko rokh bhi nahi sakta main ..

Sana- ab woh sab chodo...uske liye abhi time hai na..

She cupped his face...

Sid- aapke college ke din kaisa tha?...

He asked looking at her...

Sana- tumhare jaise bilkul bhi nahi thi...bahut boring sa...aur main uss waqt bahut darti thi sabse...

Sid- toh ab kya change hua...abhi bhi vaise ki vaise ho...

Sana smirked..

Sana- agar vaise hoti toh aaj tum yahan nahi hote...

Sid- acha acha..now continue...

He smiled to cover up...

Sana- kisi se baat nahi karti...papa...

She stopped... remembering her dad...

But then continued...

Sana- papa...mujhe akele kahi nahi chodte...woh khud mujhe drop karte hai aur khud mujhe pick up...

Sid- oh ho...

Sana- aur sabse bada rule main kisi ladke se baat nahi kar sakti...

Sid- that's too much...

Sana- haan...ek baar ek ladke ne...mujhe propose kiya...papa ne usko itna maara kya bataun...

Sid giggled...

Sid- kitne proposals aaye the aapko ...?

He asked curiously...

Sana giggled at his serious face...

Sana- woh ek hi tha...sirf uske baad kisi ko himmat hogi...

Sana- aur mushkil se mujhe Ruhi aur Rohan mile the...unko bhi mummy papa zyada pasand nahi karte ....uss waqt maine ye jhut bhi bola Rohan Ruhi ka bhai hai aur isliye woh saath hai...

Sid and Sana giggled...

Sid- phir...

Sana- phir mera boring sa college life mein thoda thoda enjoy bhi ki thi woh sirf un dono ke vaja se...par bahut strict the mummy aur papa...mujhe koi trips par jaane nahi dete...main uss din bhi college jaake padhti thi...

Sid- they are overprotective...hai na...

Sana- haan...itna protection sirf mujhe uss janwar ke haath dene ke liye...

She smiled sadly...

Sid rubbed her hands...

Sana- final year khatam nahi hui...uska rishta aagaya...

Sid- aapne roka kyun nahi?

Sana- mujhse pooche kahan?..bus papa bole bachpan se woh sab teh tha...

Sid- you know him from childhood?

Sana- haan...kabhi kabhi dekhi...par zyada nahi jaanti family friends the...par kabhi mujhe usse aur uske parivar se ache vibes nahi aayi...Mummy se royi...par woh sirf papa ki sunti hai...He misbehaved with me before marriage too humare engagement mein...Mummy se batayi bhi thi..par unhone zyada dyan nahi diya...bol ki woh mere honewale pati hai...maine Ruhi aur Rohan se boli..woh dono mujhe bhaagne ko bol rahe the shaadi se...par main nahi kar payi...dar gayi..

Sid- kaise parents hai aapke..? you should have done that Sana...you should have stopped it before...

He fisted his palm...with anger...

Sana- tab mere paas option hi nahi thi Sid ..aur main tab itna samajhdar bhi nahi thi...but now I regret...

Sana- usko aur uske parivar ko main pasand hi nahi thi Sid...phir bhi zabardasti mere zindagi barbaad kar diya...par mummy papa ko abhi bhi uska dard dikhta hai...par mera...

Her eyes welled up...

Sid got up and hugged her ...

Sid- It's over Sana...please don't cry...maine khud aapko woh dard yaad dila diya...

Sana sobbed in his arms...

She broke the hug..and tried to smile...

Sid- I am sorry...Sana..

Sana- no...tum kyun sorry bol rahe ho..

She smiled...caressing his hair...

Sid pulled her and pecked her forehead...

Sid- I love you ...

Sana- love you too...

Sid- mujhe abhi bhi gussa aa raha hai ki main pehle kyun nahi mila hun aapse...aur kyun protect nahi kiya...

Sana giggled at his words...

Sid- has kyun rahi ho aap?

Sana- tab kitne saal ka tha tu?...

Sid sighed with disbelief...

Sid- ye sawaal ab zaruri hai?

Sana smiled and laid on his shoulders...

But her smile turned to a sad face...

Sana- ye farak hume humesha peecha karega na...mujhe apni bhi nahi padi hai Sid...par tum jaisa soch rahe ho utha bhi aasaan nahi hai bebu..mujhe sirf tumhari chinta hai....ye duniya mujhe judge kare woh mere liye nayi baat nahi hai...but I don't want you to get hurt...

She caressed his cheek..

Sid- phirse wahi baat...

Sana- sirf ye bol rahi hun...it's not easy...

She had tears in her eyes...

Sid- it's not easy....but we will fight.. together...hai na...

He held her hands tightly..

Sana- pata nahi...but I love you..

She looked him with tears ..

Sid- and that's more than enough...

He rubbed his nose with hers...

Sid- mushkil hai par na mumkin toh nahi...

He kissed her lips...

She smiled and kissed him back...

They were kissing eachother madly...

Sana broke the kiss and cupped his face looking into his eyes...

They were breathing heavily...

Sana- pata nahi main itne pagal kaise ho gayi...tumhare saamne mujhe kuch nahi dikhayi deta... andhi ho chuki hun tere pyaar mein...bus issi baat ki dar thi pehle se aur wahi hogaya..

Sid smiled at her words ..

Sid- aaj ka din mere birthday se bhi khaas hai....

Sana- kyun?

Sid- confess kiya na aapne...

Sana- tujhe pehle nahi pata kya?..

She blushed...

Sid- but idhar se sunna tha...

He rubbed her lips with his fingers...

Sid- and it's the best gift...I have ever had...

Sana blushed...

He came to kiss her again...

But she pushed him...with a shy smile...

Sana- ho gaya ab....ab ghar jaake padhai karna ...jo milna tha woh toh mil gaya na...kyunki yahan tere dimaag mein padhai ke alawa sab kuch aata hai...

Sid- meri galti hai?

He smirked...

Sana- toh jao na.... please...

Sid- jaa toh raha hun..

Sana- utho ab ...

Sid- mujhe bhejne mein itni jaldi...

He smirked...

Sana- kyunki phir main phirse tere baaton mein aajaungi...kal ke liye mujhe notes bhi ready karna hai...

Sid pulled her and pressed a long kiss on her cheeks...

Sid- okay Ms.hot Professor...

Sana- chi don't call me that...ajeeb lag raha hai...

She made faces...

Sid- but I love that...and it suits you...

Sana- bus kar aur jao...

She pushed him...

Sid- are I am hurt na...ab ghar jaaunga toh kaun khilayega mujhe dinner...

He said showings his finger..

Sana- dikha...abhi bhi dard ho raha hai kya?

Sid nodded like a baby...

Sana- mil gaya mauka yahan rukne ke liye?

She smirked...

Sana- ab toh sirf 6.00 baj raha hai...ab thoda snacks khila dungi...phir jao ghar...

Sid nodded like a obedient boy...

Sana glared at him and sighed with disbelief...

She smiled turning around and walked into the kitchen....

She fed him again...showing her stern face to him...but she was all happy inside ...as she is also longing for him to be there with her..but she couldn't tell him..
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"Driver....ruko..."...Sid 's dad stopped the car....

"Ye Sid ki car hai na?"..he asked the driver...

Driver- haan Sir..ye unke hi car hai...

Dad- ruko matlab woh yahi kahi hai...

He called Sid again...

On the other side ...

Sid- Papa ka call...

Sana- Sid...mujhe ab zyada dar lag raha hai...kuch toh pata chala hai unko...

Sid- shshsh...stop fearing Sana...

He attended the call...

Sid- papa...ab kya hua?

Dad- Sid...ab tum kahan ho?

Sid- pa..papa...wahi Ritesh ke saath....baar baar kyun pooch rahe ho aap?

Dad- Ritesh ke saath ho par kahan ho...uske ghar par ya kahi aur...

Sid- huh..umm..woh main pub main aaya abhi...Papa and stop investigating me like this...ye kya naya drama hai...

His dad wanted to handle him smoothly...

Dad- beta isliye poocha maine socha aaj saath main dinner karun...isliye...

Sid- huh...oh...no dad ..main kha lunga...bye...

Dad- bye..jaldi aaja...

Sana looked Sid with fear...

Sana- kuch toh hai...mujhe dar lag raha hai...

Sid- Please Sana...stop panicking...maine bola na handle kar lunga...

He said loudly...

Sana went to her...room..

Dad- Aas paas koi pub hai idhar...?

Driver- nahi Sir...

Dad- SK apartments ...

his dad read the name of the apartment under which his car was parked..

Dad- Shayad ye Ritesh ka ghar hoga...aur Sid ne yahan park kar ke uske saath gaya hoga....

He thought...

Dad- Shayad...

He moved from there..

But he couldn't stop his mind from the earrings and the news recived from his staff...

Dad- ye kya hai...aaj tak hum dono ke beech koi Raaz nahi tha ...koi girlfriend hai toh bol deta...main kaunsa usse daantne wala hun...

He sighed with a sad feeling...

He saw his wife's picture in his phone...and smile....

Dad- Shayad ladka bada ho gaya humara...hai na Smita?

He smiled....

Dad- aur main usse abhi tak baccha samajh kar baitha hun...he expect kar raha hun...woh sab kuch mujhse bole...jaise woh 5th class mein non-stop bolta na vaise...

He spoke to his wife...with a smile and little tears too...
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Sana- ye kya kar rahe ho mere kamre ko...

He was picking up all the books and throwing it on the bed... asking her to take notes on the bed....so that he can lie on her lap..

Sana- pagal ho tum..ab toh ghar jao na...mere iss organised kamre ko aisa haal kar raha hai...urghhh...

Sid- zara wardrobe ko bhi organise kariye...hum dhundte kuch aur hai aur milta kuch aur...

Sana's cheeks turned red...

Sana- galti kar di maine...ab bus kar... embarass mat kar mujhe..aur kripya kar ke ghar jao ...

He got up as it was late...

She pushed him out of the room...

He kissed her forehead..

Sid- do you want me...to help with your lotion...?

He asked her huskily ...

Her eyes widened

Sana- no thanks..ab ungli thik ho gayi teri...Dramebaaz...

Sid- chot maine diya hai...marham bhi mujhe lagana hoga na ...

He said again huskily...

Sana- main dekhlungi janab aap jao...

She pushed him to towards the door...

Sid- ek minute ..

Sana- Kya?

He cupped her face and kissed her forehead...

Sid- Thanks for making this day beautiful...

Sana smiled...

Sid- love you...

She smiled shyly and placed a kiss on his lips...

Sana- love you too...

She confessed again blushing hard...
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Hope you all liked the update...

Stay happy and healthy always...

And celebrate our king and Queen's lives everyday...

Don't forget to smile...spread love and Positivity...

Have a nice day ahead...

Love Sidnaaz...