It was late at night...

Sana shivered when she heard Sid's coughs...

She rubbed her eyes and looked him...

"Sid...Sid..."

Suddenly Sid jerked and rubbed his eyes...

Sana touched his forehead and neck...He was still burning with fever...

Sid looked the time...

"Sana bolna chahiye tha na...time dekha... aapne"

He started to move .. weakly...

"Are...kahan jaa rahe ho tum..aur itne tez fever hai ...tumhe.. tablets bhi kaam nahi kar raha hai Sid"

She spoke following him..

He was searching for his bag ..

"Sid..."

She held his arms ..

"Sana I should leave..."

He mumbled...

"Par...Par kyun Sid...aur time dekho pagal ho tum"

Sid sighed and looked her...

"Sana exams hai...padhna hai mujhe..."

Sana looked him confused...

"Toh yahan nahi ho sakta hai kya?..aur tum...tum bimaar ho Sid"

"Nahi ho sakta yahan...mai...main Roni ke ghar jaa raha hun.."

He murmured looking her and started to moved from there...

Sana stopped him shouting at him..

"Ruko tum...iss waqt jaaoge tum uske ghar...yahan rehne se problem kya hai haan..."

"Problem hai...pura toh clear nahi kiya humne..."

He shouted at her...

Sana sighed at him..

"Dekho pehle tum baitho...you look tired..and fever thoda sa bhi kam nahi hua hai Sid"

She said looking at his condition ...

Sid relaxed himself and looked her...

"Sana you know what...we need space....I don't like to be in this on and off relationship...Let's clear everything once I am done with my exams. I won't disturb you...and I expect the same from you"

Sana looked him ..her eyes turned moist...

She came closer and cupped his face..

"Bebu...achanak kya hua?..Maafi maanga na tumse...galti meri hai"

Sid looked her..

"Koi galti nahi hai Sana.. bus waqt galat hai...I know we need to give some time for this relationship...varna aise hi bikar jaayega.."

Sana shushed him with her finger on his lips..

"I promise..Mai..main nahi karungi kuch ulta seedha...nahi bolungi...kuch"

Sid sighed looking at her...

"Acha...Tina aayi thi na aapse...milne vaise kal mere papa aayenge toh phir toh aap back to square ho jaoge..."

Sana looked down... biting her lips..

Sid sighed with disbelief...

He tried to calm himself and held her arms..making her look him..

"Dekho..ye sab insecurities hota hai rehta hai dil mein..I know it's way to difficult for you than me...isliye bol raha hun"

Sana looked him..

"I want our relationship to be stronger...aise baat baat pe bikar jaana acha nahi lagta mujhe...we both have to work together Sana...mere paas khud ka job nahi hai padhai puri nahi hui hai...thrown out of my dad's house...upar se best friend ki galatfehmi...I know all these might suffocating for you more than me..and you , you fear of the society, norms , your parents, my dad , profession I know it's difficult for you but my problem with is the lack of trust...you should be my cheerleader here but you are giving up Sana..."

His words are so true..

"Sana... let's be far for sometime...and think about clearing this mess.."

Sana wiped her tears..

"Sab sahi hai bus aaj raat ruko yahan .."

Sid looked her..

"No Sana"

"Please...Sid"

Sid sighed and thought for a while it was around 1 he can't go there now especially when his relatives are still there..he took a pause and nodded....

She smiled widely..

"Sana I don't even have my dresses here..."

Sana smiled at him..

"Hai yahan sab kuch...you don't need to worry about that..."

He gave a tight lipped smile walking back to the room.

He saw Sana going to the kitchen..

"Tum jao main aati hun"

He nodded and laid on the bed lost in thoughts...

She came back with water and cloth...

She sat beside him...

"Idhar aao.."

She made her rest his head on her lap and put the cloth soaked in water on his forehead to reduce his fever ...

He closed his eyes resting on her laps..

"Aise itna bukar kaise hue tum..haan mausam bhi kharab nahi hai...Exam me time hai toh careful rehna chahiye tha na"

She asked him... caressing his hair..

"Main naraz hun uss Roni se...mujhe laga woh khayal rakhega tumhare...par dekho bimaar kar diya mere bebu ko"

Sana spoke trying to lighten his mood and make him feel calmer...

But Sid was taking it in other way due to his bad mood and bad health condition.. because Ronit was the one who genuinely cared for him despite his family conditions...

"Sana.. it's really not funny...Ronit ne mera kitna khayal rakha ...kitna kiya mere liye main sab jaanta hun .. aur aapne jo kiya woh bhi jaanta hun...please don't talk about this"

He said and moved away from her laps..

Sana looked him with shock..

"Are Sid mai ...main bus mazak kar rahi thi..."

He turned to the other side and closing his eyes ..

Sana felt bad and hurt...

She moved from there feeling heavy...

It's her mistake to send him away from there and taunting him for the same is her stupidity...She felt that ...Even it was a joke he was feeling bad...

She laid on the couch...switching off the lights...

But on the other side Sid felt he reacted badly as he know Sana's intention were just so normal...

He was waiting for her...but then it took a lot of time...

He slowly moved out and saw her lying on the couch...

He rubbed his forehead and walked to her...

"Sana...andhar chalo"

She looked him...and then laid there back..

"Nahi tum so jao...wahan"

"Stop this Sana come with me..."

He pulled her...She gave up and went with him..

Once they entered the room she hugged him immediately...

"Maine...maine bus mazak mein bola Sid..."

She spoke inbetween sobs...

"Itna galat kyun le rahe ho tum"

He hugged her back..

"Woh....I was in a bad mood Sana..."

She cupped his face looking him..

"Meri galti thi...itne mushkil waqt mein tumhe jaane Diya maine..."

"It's okay"

He mumbled caressing her cheek...

"No it's not...tum normal behave nahi kar rahe ho..."

She was sobbing looking at him..

"Sshhh.. come here..I have to wake up soon...parso exams hai...aur mujhe padhna hai..."

He pulled her and laid there...

She was in his arms...caressing his face and her ..while still looking him with love and longingness..

Sid was just staring the ceiling...

"Maine do teen jagah mein bol rakha hai job ke liye...results aane ke baad turant join karunga... initially the salary would be less...but...but I can manage"

Sana looked him with shock..

"Dekho tumhe jaldbaazi karne ki zarurat nahi hai...pehle aaraam se exams complete karo.."

Sid sighed looking her..

"Ye jaldbaazi nahi hai...humare beech Jo bhi hota hai na...aapke liye late hoga aur mere liye jaldi...kabhi ye sync nahi hoga...and I don't want to make feel insecure in this society...jo karna hai jaldi karna hai... I should have a stand...a job...to ask for your hand..."

Sana was just awestruck by his words...

"What?.."

She nodded negatively...

"Kya socha aapne..I don't take anything serious?.. baap ke paise se hi chalta hai sab meri?..you felt that right?.."

Sana sighed nodding negatively..

"Aisa kuch nahi hai"

"But aisa hi tha main...but I am coming out of that shadow ...I have to start from where my dad started in his early days..."

Sana was just looking at him...he was really way more mature thah her . She felt that. .

"Sana I know we can't marry so soon...aur woh karne ke liye I have to become something...prove myself...but I just want only one thing from you..."

He stopped and look her ..

"Papa ne jab shuru kiya na tab Mumma unko bahut support karti thi... Infact he tells me she is the only reason behind his success..mujhe vaise support chahiye aapse..karoge aap?"

Sana gasped at his request..She held his arms...and hugged him..tears flowing continuously from his eyes...

"I...I am sorry for everything..."

Sid looked her confused...

"Haan...shayad tujhe dil se kabhi trust nahi kiya maine...uss.. din...uss din jab tumne bola tere papa ne tujhe ghar se nikal diya...tab ek hi dar tha...shayad tum pehle jaise nahi reh sakte ...you would miss those comfort...and our relationship may fail because of that...aur main dar rahi thi iske beech mein tum apne papa se dur kabhi jaye phir kabhi tumhe nahi apnayenge woh.."

Sid sighed and looked her.

"You proved me wrong Sid..you just proved me wrong...tum bahut aage ke sochte ho...you know what mujhe kuch nahi chahiy tere alawa...I want you ...only you...ghar paise no..nothing ... tum kaafi ho mere liye... tujhe lagta hai zindagi mein itna sab dekhne baad mujhe pyaar ke alawa kuch chahiye...nahi...par tum...tum toh abhi shuru kiye ho Sid...I ..I can't spoil your life..your future...bus isliye dar tha...par aaj woh dar gayab hai"

Sid smiled at her...

"I know..and you know what...I do miss the comfort...pura ghar mere aage peeche ghumta tha wahan...but just few days with Ronit...changed everything..pehle bhi decide Kiya job aur woh sab...but Ronit aur uske ghar ko dekhne baad I felt I can do this...I can start from zero..zero kya...abhi toh shuru kiya"

He smiled...

"And I feel proud of you...abhi se.."

She kissed his forehead.

"I just want to make you feel proud all my life.."

Sana smiled and hugged him closer..

"Woh karoge tum..Iske chinta nahi karna tumhe..focus on your exams..."

Sana ruffled through his hair...kissing his cheeks...

He sneezed smiling at her...

"Sid..jaldi se thik hona padega...kya yaar"

She spoke wiping his nose with the cloth...Sid smiled at her...she was literally taking care of him like a mother...

"Aur ye kya..pure haath mein...ye red dots ... allergy.. machchar kaat thi tumhe?..."

Sid sighed...

"Um..Ronit ke ghar mein na shaadi hai uske di ki...aur bahut saare relatives aaye hue hai...aur woh....wahan... hum balcony mein sote...isliye hogaya shayad"

Sana looked him with shock...She felt so much pain...but she controlled...She should be thankful to Ronit for taking care of him..

Sid looked her...she was just staring...him..

He cursed himself for telling her that...

"Sana..woh..."

She was silent...

"Ab so jao kal jaldi uthna hai...main ye cream lagati hun..."

She got up and took a cream from the table...

And started to apply on his arms..and hands..

Sid wanted to light her mood..

"umm..shaadi ke ghar aise hote hai kya..log hotel mein kyun nahi rukte... atleast ek din pehle aate"

He mumbled...

Sana chuckled at him...

"Tumne normal weddings kaha dekhe ho..sirf destination weddings jahan itna kharcha karte hai pure khandan ki shaadi ho jayegi usmein."

She sighed...

"But it's uncomfortable na...sab log aise ek hafte pehle aana .."

Sana smiled at him...

"Shaadi ke ghar aise hi hota hai bebu...saare rishtedaro aajate hai kuch din pehle se aur sab milke tayyari karte hai ..ye alag baat hai kuch log aise hi aajate hai ..but sab log rahe na tabhi ghar shaadi ke ghar Jaise lagega.."

She smiled looking him..

"Aapko badi pata hai ye sab"

He teased her...

"Not bad"

Sana suddenly went to a different zone...she remembered her own wedding days..the preparations...

She looked him ..

Sid looked her..he just realised what he said...

"Sana...are you .."

She wiped her tears...and smiled..

"Nahi kuch nahi...".

Sid pulled her towards him immediately..and caressed her teary cheek...

He kissed her eyes...she closed it .. allowing the tears to flow...

He kissed her cheeks...hugging her closer...

He looked her cupping her face in his palms...

"I can't erase those bad memories Sana...but I promise..I will make your feel so happy everyday... you'll remember only our happy moments Sana...sirf wahi rahega aapke dil aur dimag mein"

Sana smiled...he captured her lips....

And Started to kiss her ..

Pulling her above him...

She reciprocated with same love and passion...

He left her lips after few minutes...

She blushed...as he rubbed her lips with his thumb...

"I love you"

She mumbled...

He heard it after so long ...

She placed her lips on his once again...

While he was ready to take her to the other world where she will be showered only with love...by kissing her...
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Hey guys how was the update?..

Hope you all liked it ...

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Always wish and pray for our King and Queen...

Have a great and Happy Friday ahead....

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Love sidnaaz...