"people just want to poke their noses in others private lives Sana...hume usse farak nahi padna chahiye..."

Sid spoke to her... holding her hands...

Sana- but this is society Sid...hume issi tarah jeena padega...koi bhi aa kar hume sawal karenge Sid...

He hugged her and caressed her back...

Sid- Sana...just leave it ..

Sana- pata nahi woh sab ko bata di hogi...

Sid- just stop worrying....Sana..

Sana - yahi hota hai humesha jab jab main humare rishte ko dil se accept karne koshish karun...koi na koi aa ke thod deta hai...Sid..

Sid- kya itna kamzor hai Sana...humara rishta...nahi na...you just don't worry main koi aur flat dhundunga aapke liye...

Sana- kab tak aise badalte rahenge hum...

She shouted ..

Sid- Sana..what you want me to do now...abhi aapko ye rishta todna hai kya???

He asked irritatedly..

Sana- maine aisa nahi kaha ...yahan problem humare umar se zyada mere profession ki hai Sid...

Sid- just a month Sana ... I'll join dad ...then everything will be just easy... don't worry ..

Sana- you don't understand Sid... tumhare papa toh exception nahi hai Sid ..unko bhi ye sab ajeeb hi lagega...and my family ..unka toh sawaal hi nahi hai...mujhe dar lagta hai...will it work?..

Sid- you just live in your doubtful world Sana...aur darte rehna aap...ek din...ek din bhi main chain se nahi reh paa raha hun...

He sighed irritatedly with disbelief...

Sana- you know what main serious hun isliye ye sab bol rahi hun...

Sid- yeah yeah you are serious and you get only negative thoughts....

Sana- apne dream world se bahar nikal...

Sid- so what you want me to see...

Sana- maine waise hi unse paise le kar baithi hun abhi thoda thoda vapas dete aa rahi hun...pata nahi unko kaisa lagega ...what if he thinks that I was using you...

Sid- you are stupid and just a overthinker...

Sana glared at him ..with tears ..

Sid- you know what pehle din se main hi serious hun and you are always unsure...maine aapke liye kitna kuch kiya but...you...aap humesha mujhe insecure feel karwate ho...and aapko sirf aur sirf aapke image ki padi hai ..baaki kuch nahi dikhta ..

Sid shouted angrily ..

Sana- haan...main unsure thi and you know what main apne image ke baare mein sochti toh aaj yahan nahi hoti...mere friendship thod kar nahi aati....maine agar socha toh sirf tumhare liye socha....

She shouted at him...

Sid- I ..I am just highly irritated with you...mujhe ...mujhe jaana hai...abhi warna...it will turn worst...

Sana- yeah yeah you are right...tumhe toh sab apne Marzi se chahiye....

She spoke sarcastically...

Sid- what's your problem Sana...?...aur main aapse kabhi kuch expect hi nahi kiya...maine humesha apna pyaar pura diya...because main aapko aur aapke position ko samjhta tha...I respected your feelings....but what were you doing humesha insecure feeling dilaya aapne...kya main itna bhi nahi expect kar sakta aapse ...main pagal hone laga hun abhi aap aur aapke moods aapka rona humesha...you are taking my love for granted Sana...

He held her hands and tried to say things calmly but ended up worst.

But Sana was not ready to understand... sometimes things gets worsen especially when a person humiliated and that's what happened with her...she was showing her anger to Sid...

Sana- you know what Sid...mujhe bhi tumse baat karna hi nahi hai...haan main tumhari expectations puri nahi kar sakti...main ...I know...isliye ye behtar hoga tum ab se mujhse dur raho....mujhe pata hai tera mann uthne laga hai... but it's okay...apne problems ko main dekh lungi...you...just leave ...

She shouted back...

Sid couldn't control his anger...

He came close to her looking her with rage...

Sid- Don't...Don't ever tell me that...

He gritted his teeth...

Sid- but yes...aapko sahi karne se pehle mujhe apne aapko sahi karna padega...now I am telling you Sana...main idhar tab hi aaunga jab main aapka haath maangne ka layak banunga....you always wanted that right... I'll do it...

Sana looked him with shock...

Sid just left from there angrily....

She was broken...she knew she was wrong...

He just wanted only the love and trust from her...

But she couldn't even give that...

She laid on the bed....feeling so broken and in pain ...

It was the next day....

Sana woke up from the bed it was almost 7 in the morning...

She had decided to leave for college...

She controlled her emotions and got ready for the work...but she was broken badly ...

She knew everything can be solved...but she felt what Sid has decided is also for his good only...

She managed to move out to work...but the Nita's words were still hurting her ...and she looked everyone with a same fear of judging...

She was at the college...

She had her classes...but she was emotionally drained..

She looked for Sid...but he wasn't there...

She felt so bad...and so much...pain...

She was looking so dull...and her colleagues even noticed that and asked her...

But she told some health reasons..

She didn't ask anything to Tina and Ronit too... because it's their personal issue and she wanted to keep it private...

She came back to home...

The day was worst for her ...she had bunch of works ..at college ..as she had taken so much leave. .

She just laid on the bed...holding her phone...looking his name..As she was feeling so hurt because of not seeing him at the college ..

She tried to call him but he didn't pick her calls...she thought of texting him but she stopped herself as she thought the decision which he has taken is good for him...
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On the other side..

Sid was feeling exhausted after whatever happened...

He was so angry with Sana...but at the same time he couldn't stop loving her....she was in his mind every second...

But her actions and words were hurtful for him...

His dad was back from the wedding ..

But he didn't talk anything with Sid ..

That gave a weird feeling to Sid ...but he shrugged it off...
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Next Day...

Sid was there in the college...

And they both crossed paths in library too...but he didn't even gave her a look...that was hurting her...

But she was happy to see him..and he was at the library for taking his reference books ..

He didn't came to cafeteria too...he was in the library...most of the time...

Doing his works... preparing for his tests...

Now Sid was preparing for the exams seriously ..

Sana decided not to disturb him ...anymore..

He tried to avoid her as much as possible...

Though he was sincerely preparing his eyes went to her... and he felt so bad to look her like that ...

But he controlled himself so hard and concentrated on his work ...
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Three days went on...

Now it was almost a week after their fight...

This separation was killing them both ...but they both know that was needed...

For Sid to prove himself and for Sana...to help Sid in Excel in his life...

She don't want to be a barrier for that. ..

She was also working hard day and night to keep her mind away from him..

But it was so difficult for them to be away from eachother...they weren't away for these many days before...and cutting off all the possibilities was suffocating...

She craved for his arms...and he was craving for those beautiful kisses...to hold her hands...

To sleep in eachother's arms...to be in that warmth...

He was missing everything...

She was missing him badly ...that bone crushing hug he gives once he enters the door...and the never-ending kisses...to hide her face into his chest...and forget this world... she was missing everything badly...
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Days and nights changed ...they both were infront of eachother's eyes...but yet controlling their feelings ..

It was a hard test for them....for their relationship...

Sana heard her colleagues appreciating Sid for his presentation.

She couldn't be more happier ...at that time...she was so happy for him..

She wanted to hug him ..and cheer him...but she couldn't...as he was ignoring her so much...

Now it's almost 10 days...

Only they both know each moment was how much difficult for them ...

Everyday she looks his pic and talk with him...and hold it close to her heart...she couldn't sleep ...she kept on working...

While Sid...he would look her pic...everyday think to call her...but control himself...

And he was also sensing some difference in his dad....

He was mostly quiet with him...not asking his whereabouts...and not questioning him anymore...

He thought there would be some problem in his work...

But his silence was so weird for Sid...

He tried to talk with him...but his answers were just of one word or some...but not more than that....

Sid shrugged and concentrated in his studies....He asked help from Tina...

Tina and Ronit were also observing the changes and the distance between Sid and Sana...

But they both didn't question him as he never gave them a chance for that..

One day at Sid's home...

Tina came to his home to help him in studies...

Tina- kya hua Sid...kuch din se bahut dull lag rahe ho..?

Sid- Tina...bola na..I am fine yaar tum agle question solve kar... please...

Tina- nahi yaar Sid..bolo na...aise muh bana kar baithe ho bilkul acha nahi lag raha ...

Sid- Tina... please...

Tina- Sana mam ke saath koi ladaai hua hai kya?..ek dusre ko ignore kar rahe ho?? Bolo na...

Tina stressed again making him irritated..

Sid- Tina...please..that's my personal...agar koi issues hoga bhi main tumse kyun discuss karunga...

He shouted at her...

Tina's eyes welled up...

Tina- um...okay...sorry ..

She controlled her tears...

Sid noticed that...he cursed himself for being rude to her...after all she is his bestfriend...

Sid sighed...

Sid- Tina....I am sorry...

Tina- nahi it's okay Sid...I should know my limits...

Sid- nahi Tina...you have all the rights ...tum best friend ho meri...but still mera mann nahi hai share karne ki hope you understand that ..

He smiled...

Tina nodded...with a smile

Sid- ab rona band karo....

Tina smiled at him..

Sid- we are best friends Tinu...mere kisi bhi baat ko lekar tujhe hurt nahi hona chahiye...okay..

He hit her head playfully....

Tina- haan wahi bestfriend jiske birthday ke din tumne ek bhi wish nahi Kiya...tumne toh bhul hi gaya...

She complained...

Sid- are yaar...mujhe bilkul yaad tha...par socha saamne se karun...par....pics kahan hai cake kaati na...dikhi nahi insta ya WhatsApp pe?

Tina- maine tumhare bina kabhi cake kaati hai?..

She smiled...while Sid looked her...

Sid- yaar..tumne nahi kiya?? Kahan tha woh Roni...usko toh tere saath hona chahiye tha na...

Tina- nahi..woh uss Akansha ke saath party karne chala gaya...bahut awkward ho kar pooch raha tha maine jaane diya usko...aur tu bhi nahi tha aur mera mann bhi nahi tha...isliye nahi kiya...

Sid - Tina...uss Ronit ko aaj chodunga nahi ...aane do usko...

Tina- chodo...aur tumhare paas bhi time kahan hai bestfriend ke liye abhi..tumhare apne commitments hai....

She teased him...

But Sid just looked her...

Sid- wait ...

He went for a call and came back...

Tina- thik hai ab baatein bahut ho gayi dekho main solve karti hun...

Sid was listening to her...just then his staff came there with a cake...

Tina was so shocked...

Tina- Sid...ye kya hai...?

Sid- belated happy birthday my best friend ...

He smiled widely...

Tina- Sid....

She shouted with joy and tears ..

Sid- chalo...cake kaato...

Tina- Sid...ye kya kiya?

She said with tears ..

Sid- itna bhi nahi kar sakta kya bestfriend ke liye...aur woh Roni kamina out of city hai varna aaj party ho rahi hogi...but it's okay now cut the cake...

Tina- Sid...

She hugged him ...and thanked him...

She cut the cake and fed him...first...

Tina - thank you so much...my bestfriend...

Sid also fed her..

Sid then started to put the cake over her face...

Tina- Sid...

She shouted and ran behind him with the cake...

Sid- nahi...pagli mat kar...

They both had the cake all over their face...

Tina- ruk ...aaj ek selfie toh banta hai...

Sid- yaar nahi I want to remove this...

He said wiping his face..

Tina- nahi...ek toh banta hai...

Sid- okay fine...

She pulled Sid...and Sid's hands were over her shoulders..making weird faces...

They clicked selfies...

Sid- ho gaya ab chodo...

Tina giggled...as he ran to wash his face...

Tina looked the photo it was so funny....

She immediately posted the pics on her social media...

Sid- chalo bahut ho gaya... agle sum solve kar abhi...

Tina- haan...

They both started to continue...their learning ..
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Sana was on her bed...searching for some part time job as she was in need of some money to settle the balance amount which she lend from Sid's dad..

She was not feeling well...being away from Sid....the work load...the pressure everything made her so weak...

She was going through her social media...

Just then a pic caught her eyes...

It was Sid and Tina's...

They were so close...and Sid was all smiles...making funny faces...

Sana's heart clenched...looking that ..
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Sorry for the irregular updates...will try to be regular...

Hope you all liked the updates...

Stay positive and spread love ...

Always wish and pray for our King and Queen....

And start this new week with full positivity and happiness...may all your lives filled with joy and positivity...

Stay happy and spread positivity...

Love sidnaaz...