"Sid..ye sab kya hai...main karungi na."

Sana who just woke up from sleep...asked him who was cooking at the kitchen... showing his bare upper frame...

"Sana... they'll be here in sometime...lunch Tak aajayenge"

Sana sighed...and went to him..hugging his back...and kissing over there...

"Ye lo...aapke subah ki chai..."

She smiled widely...

"Main kitna aalsi hogayi...apne pati ko chai tak nahi pilati"

She said in a sleepy voice ..

He chuckled at her words....and pulled her into his hug...

"Chai gir jaayegi bebu"

She gasped...when he kissed her forehead...

"Aapko kuch karne ki zarurat nahi hai...bus mujhse pyar karte raho...main aapki sewa karta rahunga..."

He said softly kissing her again ...

"Bigad rahe ho tum mujhe ..."

She smiled...kissing his chest...

"Acha...suno...main abhi bahar Jaa Raha hun...woh Ashi ke liye kuch gifts lene jaa raha hun..vaise uski pic dikhao...kuch dresses bhi khareed lunga saath mein"

Sana's smile vanished...looking how excited he is to bring gifts to Rohan and Ruhi's daughter...

He kissed the corner of her lips and walked to towards their room..

She followed him...

He was picking his t-shirt from their wardrobe while She stood behind nervously...

Suddenly he felt her arms around his chest...

She wept...on his bare back ..

He turned around ..with shock...

"Baby..kya hua?"..

He pulled her into his hug immediately....

"Sid...tum gussa nahi ho na...mujhse ?.."

She asked him... softly ..

"Gussa...main...?...are main kyun gussa honga...?"

Her eyes were red...

"Woh bachche ki baat?"

She said breaking down into his arms...

"I can't forget Sid...I can't forget all those curses...those humiliations....dar lagta hai mujhe aaj bhi...".

He held her in his arms... protectively....and rubbed her back...

"Sana...baby stop crying...past is past ...woh soch soch ke khud ko dukh kyun de rahe ho?."

It took 2 Years for her to become normal and face the world...the humiliations she faced from everywhere was so horrible ...

They were wrong in everyone's eyes...but the humiliations were only faced by Sana..Sid being the trustee's and a known business man's son was rarely questioned...

The college environment became worst for her...all those comments she heard on that day...

After hearing harsh curses and slaps from her mother...she was totally heartbroken...Her father neither stopped her nor supported her...He was just silent....

Almost for an year.. she became numb...not responding to anyone...She was in depression and trauma...She cried ...broke and hard the most worst phase of her life..

But the only support for her was him...She knew he had gone through more pain during that time ..

At a very young age he was searching for a job...and joined one...He tried to balance everything....with their below average economic condition...

There were times he didn't even had sufficient food for himself...but still he made sure..she was satisfied...

His dad changed his mind after seeing Sana's worst condition..he asked them to come to live in his Mansion..

But Sid refused...as it'll make her condition worse...

Slowly he helped her in healing... taking her away from that city...

Surviving in a new and unknown place was even more difficult...but it made changes in her...

And after the huge trauma one day she expressed that her love for teaching is still in her heart...

She started back with tutions for kids...then she started to write books...

He took her from that darkness finally...when she agreed to join a College....

Initial days were hard for her..but then he tried hard making her strong from inside ..

But he still remember those haunting nights...her anxiety and panic attacks..

Those sleepless nights ...he tries hard to make her forget everything...but she remembers it at times...and starts to feel insecure....

It wasn't that easy for her to bounce back...it was really a slow process...

Those days She wasn't comfortable with anyone other than Sid...

Even now...but after their marriage situations changed..

Getting married was also not so easy for them...

It took an year for her to agree...and the next part was intimacy...though they have been close to very eachother before...and throughout the years...They didn't go beyond limits before their marriage...

It was another trauma for her...and that's because of her...past married life..and the horrible experiences she had...

But eventually everything was fine between them...

She started to enjoy the life with him...

"Kya soch rahe ho?..."

He asked her...as they were lying in eachother's arms ...

She was quiet....and he was reading her face and thoughts...

He caressed her face... wiping her tears...he let her to cry for a while...

"Yahi ki tere bina main kya ho jati"

She mumbled..hiding her face into his chest...

He pulled her chin and made her to look at him..

"Do you regret loving me?"

He asked her..

"Kya ..? Nahi..."

She responded immediately..

"Do you regret marrying me?"

"Kya bekar sawal hai "

She asked him irritatedly..

"Fir toh ye chinta bhi bekar ka hai..."

He cupped her face and pecked her lips...

"Aur rahi baat bachche ki...haan..main mana nahi karunga....I reallh want to become a father....I want babies with you Sana... it's your body your right and wish Sana...but still..mera bhi kuch wishes hai Sana..I am 30 now...I am responsible...I can handle everything Sana"

Yeah ..he is 30 now and she is 35...

He never talks about their age...but today he said that in a flow...

Sana looked him..her eyes welled up...

This man who is holding her in his arms...did everything for her...She felt she is so lucky to get him...but today he is asking something... even she wants that but still she is in denial...

She cupped his face...

"Tere liye toh jaan bhi de dungi.. par mujhe iske liye waqt chahiye... kyonki pehle main uss dard aur dar ko puri tarah se nikal na chahti hun apne dimaag se ..par haar jaati hun humesha..."

"Sana don't say this...."

He kept his finger on her lips...

"Kitne saare hurdles pass kar diya humne...this is welcoming happiness Sana...you can feel it only when it comes to you...tab tak aap aise sochte rahenge toh hume kaise pata chalega...haan"

She laid on his chest...

She is no less than a baby for him...he never thought she would change like this...but yes after that incident she has changed...

"Okay...main sochti hun iss baare mei"

She smiled at him...

He had a heartwarming smile on her face... He kissed her lips...

She was nuzzling her nose on his bare chest...making him go crazy...

"Iraade sahi nahi hai biwi aapki"

He said huskily... biting her ears...

She giggled at him ...

"Kitne baar bola maine...ye "aap" bolne wale aadat kab jaayegi "

She pinched it him making him wince...

"Woh kabhi nahi jaayega...kyun biwi ko izzat se bula raha hun ... toh kya pareshani hai"

He winked...at her...

"Kutte...log toh aise sochenge ki main hi tumhe control kar ke rakhi hun"...

He smiled rubbing his nose with hers..

"Woh jhoot bhi toh nahi hai".

She pushed him and glared at him...

"Matlab aapke mein pyaar mein qaid hua hun main"...

He said huskily again..

"ye cheesy dialogues maarna band karo...ab toh biwi ban gayi hun tumhari..."

She rolled her eyes...

"Toh kya...pyaar hai dikha raha hun.."

He said kissing her nose...

They stayed in eachother's arms for a while...

" Batao kya kare ab?"

He said hugging her..

"Kya kare matlab?.."

"Main bahar jaane wala tha...par meri biwi ke mann mein kuch aur hi chal raha hai...chalo pehle unki wish puri karte hai"

He rolled above her..looking her intently...

She gasped at him..and then he started to tickle her making her giggle loud..

"Kutte bus kar.. jao tum..."

She giggled and shouted at him..

"Chalo...abhi main bahar jaake aata hun...tab tak aap ready ho jao... aur kuch tasty lunch banana shuru kar do... I'll join you"

He kissed her forehead...moving away...

"Geeta banayegi Sid...maine bol diya usko..."

She said picking her dresses moving to shower...

"Sana be a good host...aapke haath ka bhi kuch banao...mujhe bhi khaane ka Mann kar raha hai"

She nodded with a smile...
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Rohan and Ruhi were chatting with Sana...after enjoying a tasy lunch...

Sana was looking at the happy Sid... playing with their 2 1/2 year toddler Ashi...

He was running around...catching her.. playing with her..

Ruhi smiled looking at them...

"Sana...Sid kitna responsible ho gaya...koi ye bol nahi sakta ye wahi ladka hai jisko humne shaadi mein mile the"

Sana smiled at her...

"Ye toh wahi hai abhi bhi...par haan bahut zyada responsible ho gaya...mujhe itna sambhala ...iske bina pata nahi main kaise rehti"

Ruhi hugged her...

"Main bahut khush hun tere liye...main Firse maafi maangna chahti hun... tujhse..ek dost hone ke baad bhi humne tere support nahi kiya..."

Sana broke hug and shrugged with a smile...

"Woh tumhari galti nahi hai...koi bhi hoga vaisa hi react karega...it's obvious...but haan saath toh chahti thi kisi ki...par mujhe sab kuch usse mil gaya..."

"Shayad isko milane ke liye hi bhagwan ne tumhare itne saare pareshani mein daala...par dekho..aaj zindagi ne tere liye itne saare khushiyan lekar aayi hai"

Sana smiled agreeing to her...

"Par main hi woh saare bure yaadon ko bhul nahi paa rahi hun..."

" Don't do this yaar...woh khush rehna chahta hai tere saath humesha...tum bhi khush raho...bhul jao woh sab..."

Sana nodded...

"Aaah....Ashi...No.."

Ashi was sitting above his chest...and punching him with her tiny hands...

He was making fake crying faces ..

For once she forgot everything and smiled whole heartedly...

"Tujhe pata hai woh abhi bhi humse zyada baat nahi karta hai...tere liye baat karta hai...gussa toh ab bhi hai..tujhe pata hai kitna lada jab uske baad Mila humse..."

Ruhi said to Sana...

Sana smiled at her...

"Haan pata hai...par ab vaisa nahi hai"

Rohan was still guilty for judging Sana...

He joined with them...

"Kya baat ho raha hai...mujhe bhi batao"

"Yahi ki Sana aur Sid kitne khubsurat jodi hai"

Ruhi smiled...

Sana blushed slightly ..

Sid was looking at Sana..while playing with Ashi...She was wearing a yellow saree... gifted by him...

She looked gorgeous...

They clicked photos with Ashi...Sana enjoyed laughed and was so happy for the whole day....

She loved Ashi too...after Sid Ashi became close to Sana...clinging onto her hip...

Sana feeding food to her...enjoying the whole day playing with her...

She loved babies so much...but she was still afraid of this world after what she went through...she didn't want that for her kids...

But now slowly she was enjoying...She was smiling throughout..

Sid was admiring her...

And suddenly she started to cry when they were leaving...

He chuckled at her...she and her moods are still a mystery for him..

They went to leave them till the parking...

"Sana...baby hum wahan jaayenge bahut jald... ya phir dobara lunch ya dinner arrange karenge ismein kya rona...haan"

He kissed her forehead wiping her tears as they left the lift...

She smiled and nodded...wiping her tears...

Once they entered their flat...it was a dark...

"Ye light kyun bandh kiya?..."

She was about to switch on that ..

Suddenly he pulled her into his arms..And switched it on...

Sana was surprised to see all the arrangements...

It was like a date set up ..it looked so cosy..

He pulled her by her waist...hugging her from behind...

"Are ye sab kab kiya tumne?"

He turned her to him swiftly .. holding her waist...

"Aaj ka din kuch khaas hai"

Sana looked him confused...

"Aaj humare anniversary bhi nahi aur nahi tere ya mere birthday... phir kya?."

She asked him with a pout...making him feel the urge to kiss it...

"Ms.Hot Professor....aaj ka din hi humne pehli baar mile the 9 saal pehle..."

Sana looked him with shock... remembering their first encounter...

"Tujhe woh din bhi yaad hai?"

Sid chuckled at her...

"Ofcourse...your first day in the college"

She smiled at him.. remembering those moments...

"Chalo chalo let's celebrate now..."

They had a dinner date with champagne and her favourite foods...

She was just admiring him...he was continuously talking remembering those days how was he feeling when he fell in love with her...for the first time..

She was just blushing listening to him...

He lifted her in arms in a bridal style...and walked towards the room...

And laid beside her... her head was on his chest while their hands were entwined together..

"You know...uss din tumne do baar mujhe "tum " bola"

She giggled..

"Haan galti se.. bol diya...mujhe kya pata tha...itni khubsurat ladki meri professor ban kar aayegi"

Sana rolled her eyes...

"Tum mujhse gussa kar raha tha tab"

"Galti se ho gaya...phir kiya na...jamkar pyar"

He kissed her soft hands..

"Thank god maine thoda himmat leke bol diya...varna aapko manana kitna mushkil hai"

"Haan peeche pad gaye the tum kya hi karun ...maan gayi main bhi"

She smiled at him..

"Tu nahi hota toh pata nahi main kya ho jati Sid"

Her eyes welled up...

"Aur aapke bina main kya ho jata"

She kissed his chest...

"Tumne jo jo kiya mere liye ...usme thoda sa bhi nahi kiya maine"

"Shshh ...aisa kuch nahi hai...ladaai aapki thi..main toh sirf saath diya...we fought for our love Sana...hum dono barabar hai...Aaj Sid aisa hai toh uska reason sirf Sana hai..."

She smiled..at him.

"You are a strong woman Sana...don't say this again that you are nothing without me.."

She smiled with tears kissing his lips...And looked him with love...

"Kya?.."

He asked her cupping her face...

"Tu itna acha kyun hai?"

She asked him while her eyes turned moist...

He smiled pulling her ...

"Chalo sleep now..kal aapko college aur mujhe office jaana hai..."..

He kissed her forehead...

She laid above his chest...lost in thoughts...he was caressing her back...making her sleep...

"Bebu..."

She called him softly...

"Hmm...."

He was about to sleep...

"I am ready"

She said moving closer to his face...

"Ready for?.."

He asked her confused...

"Jo bhi tum chahoge..."

She blushed smiling widely ...

"Sach?."

He asked her with shock...

She nodded...

He smiled widely pulling her closer...

"I love you...baby...main adhura hun aapke bina"

He pecked her lips...

"Main bhi...Love you too bebu"...

She smiled at him..
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Bahut zyada mushy mushy ho gaya kya..?...chalo chodo bahut pareshan kar diya dono ko( laughing emoji)

Spread love and positivity...

Always wish and pray for our King and Queen...

Have a great week ahead...

Stay happy and stay positive..

Love sidnaaz...