"Ruhi...woh ladka Sana ka student hai...aur woh ussi college mein padhta hai jahan Sana kaam kar rahi hai ...did you that ...it's not that easy..god damn it"...

Rohan said loudly...while Ruhi shivered with shock...

But they both were shocked when the heard the glass broke...

Their eyes widened when the saw Sana...standing there frozen...with tears filled in her eyes...

They both looked Sana with Shock...

Ruhi- Sa..Sana...

Rohan- Sana...

Sana stopped them...and closed her mouth...before breaking down...

She immediately ran from there...

She was breathing heavily standing at the corner of the garden...

She felt so much pain... seeing her friends discussing her relationship with Sid....

She was always afraid of this world judging her...but now it was so painful for her as they were her friends...

Despite knowing the consequences she would face due to the relationship with Sid...She was happy...She loved each and every moment...

But her own friend broke her and killed that happiness...

She felt so embarassed...

Ruhi and Rohan came there...

Ruhi- Sana...Sana...we are really sorry ...iska toh pata hai na isko koi akal hi nahi hai...

She tried to console her ...

Rohan stood there...looking at her...

Sana broke into tears...

Ruhi- Sana...

Sana- please mujhe kuch der akele chod do...

Rohan- Sana...

Sana- mujhe akele chod do...please...

She shouted... making them shiver...

They both left from there...

She was going through so much pain at that moment ...

She didn't want to listen to them or explain to them...at that moment...

She know...nobody in the world can understand her relationship with Sid...her love for Sid...how much ever she try to give the explanation...but she knew people will judge her...

And that realisation was killing her from inside...

She wanted to leave that place immediately...

She walked towards her room...to pack her bags..

She opened the door...and saw Sid coming out of the washroom...

Sid looked her teary eyes...

He found something wrong...

Sid- Sana...

Sana was staring at him..and started to weep...

He came to her ...and cupped her face... immediately...

Sid- Sana...kya hua??...aap...aap roh kyun rahi ho?

He became restlessly looking her condition...

Numerous thoughts were going on in her mind...

She couldn't control her emotions...

"Could she leave him for this world...?".

"Could she stay away from this guy...who became everything to her?."

"Could she be away from this arms...where she found her home and warmth..."

"This eyes...which looks her with pure love...."...

"Could she cheat those eyes...?.."

"Could she see those eyes in pain...?.."

Those kinds of questions revolved around in her mind...

But her heart shouted the answer..

And it was only..."No...."...

She couldn't control herself.

Sana- No...No..

She started to cry and shout...

And pulled him into her hug.... immediately...

She couldn't stop herself...She broke down in his arms...

Sid- Sana....kya hua...kisi ne kuch kaha aapko...Sana...

He hugged her tightly...

Sana- nahi...Nahi... I love you Sid... I love you so much...main tumse dur nahi reh sakti...

She shouted with tears ..

Sid just hugged her at that moment...

Sid- Sana...calm down...

He rubbed her back....

He broke the hug slowly ..

She was still weeping...

Sid- aayiye yahan...baithiye...

He made her sit on the bed... knelt down... holding her hands and rubbing it...

Sid- Sana...kya hua..Achanak.?...aur kaun keh raha hai aapko mujhse dur rehne ko.?..

Sana- Sid...

She wept...again...

Sid- Sana... please don't cry ...kisi ne aapse kuch kaha kya??...

Sana- Sid...mujhe pata hai ...andhar se abhi bhi pata hai...main galat hun... Aur iss duniya ke saamne humesha galat hi rahungi...par kya karun...main Sid...I love you so much...main kaise bataun sab ko...humare rishta kya hai...kaise samjhaun sab ko?...

She cried...again..

Sid felt worried looking at her...

Sid- Sana...aapko kisi ko bhi kuch kehne ki aur prove karne ki zarurat nahi hai...hum jaante hai... humara rishta kya hai...

She was still crying silently...

Sid sighed...and sat near her...holding her in his arms...

Sid- kisi ne kuch kaha ...aapse...aapko hurt Kiya kisine..mujhe dar lag raha hai aapko aise dekh kar...

Sana- Sid...mujhe yahan nahi rehna hai aur...

Sid- Sana...kya hua?

Sana- nahi rehna mujhe yahan...

Sid- Sana...shaadi kal hai na...

Sana- par nahi rehna mujhe...ab ...

Sid- Sana...saaf saaf bataiye mujhe..

She sighed...and had tears again..

Sana- woh...woh...Rohan aur Ruhi ko humare baare mein pata chal gaya..

Sid looked her with shock...

She laid in his arms... holding his shirt tightly...

Sana- mujhe nahi rehna hai Sid...yahan...unke galti nahi hai...mujhe pata hai...par...main na tumhe chod sakti...na main unko samjha sakti...I know I am selfish...mujhe apne aapse nafrat hai Sid...

She spoke weeping...

Sid hugged her tightly....with fear...that she would leave him...

Sana- galti Teri bhi nahi hai Sid...agar yahan koi galat hai...woh sirf main hun...kaash...kaash...main...ussi din marr jaati jab woh Prashant se meri shaadi hui ....

She broke into tears...

"Sana..."...he shouted angrily at her words...

Sid pulled her into his again...

Sid- agar dobara aapke muh se ye sab suna toh...

He broke the hug and kissed her fore head...

Sid- aur kisi ke galti nahi hai...We love eachother Sana ..aur hume kisiko samjhane ki zarurat nahi hai...

Sana bite her lips controlling her tears...

Sid- and you are not selfish... because I love you...Sana...I need you...aap khud bhi kahe...par...main aapko nahi chod sakta...sabse ladunga main..main unke saaya bhi nahi padne dunga aap par...

She was so messed up at that moment...she felt so much pain...
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She was lying in his arms...he was caressing her hands...

Sana- mujhe yahan aur nahi rehna Sid...

Sid sighed..

Sid- Sana...aap yahan se bhaagna chahti ho?

Sana- nahi ..par mujhe nahi rehna yahan...

Sid- Sana agar unke baaton se affect ho kar aap yahan se jaana chahti toh...aap khud humare pyaar ko galti Maan rahi ho...we know what we are doing Sana ...aur yahan se chale jaana is like hum khud unko judge karne ki mauka de rahe hai...

Sana was silent...

Sid- main aapse pyaar karta hun Sana... aapke aur humare pyaar ke liye iss duniya se lad sakta hun...aap mere saath toh doge na...

He asked her softly...

She was silent ..and her silent made him feel insecure....

Sid sighed and turned to the other side ..

Sana looked him with tears...and her hands automatically went his face...

She pulled him...closer...and kissed his cheeks...

Sid felt her tears....in the kiss...

He smiled...

Sid- I know...aap mere saath doge...

He smiled and kissed her forehead...

Sana- par mujhe yahan nahi rehna Sid...isliye nahi unko pata chal gaya... par mera mann nahi lag raha hai Sid...aaj main jaa rahi hun yahan se...

Sid- Sana..

Sana- Sid...woh dono mere best friends the...aur humesha rahenge...aur main humesha un dono ki khushi chahungi...aaj bhi main khush hun unke liye...par... main yahan ...aise nahi rehna chahti Sid...

Sid- Sana...aapko acha nahi lagega...aisa jaana bhi...

Sana- nahi Sid...aur tumhe bhi yahan nahi rehna ...agar woh tumse kuch pooche toh tum react karoge aur fir...nahi woh sab nahi chahiye...unke shaadi ache se hona hai ..we don't need to be here..tum apne papa se baat kar ke hotel mein rehna...

Sid- agar jaana hi hai toh saath mein chalte hai na...

Sana- no...tumhare papa hai idhar..main chali jaaungi... don't worry...

Sid- lekin ticket bhi book karna padega ...aise kaise jaa sakte ho aap...

Sana- kahi hotel reh lungi ..

Sid- nahi...aapko jaana hai na...abhi pack kijiye...main aata hun....tab tak rona nahi bilkul...

He pecked her lips and left from there...

She smiled ..but still was feeling the pain and she felt guilty ...she cursed herself for her situation...

She packed her bags...her eyes fell on the gifts she bought for Ruhi and Rohan...

She took the big photo of them... during their college days...

She had tears in her eyes...

They had always been ...with her...in every difficult situation...

But now...neither it's their fault...nor hers...but it was really hurting for her..

She controlled her tears and took all the gifts...

She decided to keep that in Ruhi's room...as she would be busy with her mehendi and she was not in a mind to meet her...or Rohan...

She wiped her tears and walked towards her room...

There was nobody in the room...

She kept the gifts on the bed...and started to pen a note...for them both...

"Rohan Ruhi...Congrats...aur main ye wish karungi tum dono humesha khush rahe ek dusre ke saath...and thanks for being there for me always...but aaj itne khaas din par main aapke saath nahi reh paungi...aapke shaadi nahi dekh paungi..I am really sorry ..ye tum dono ke galti nahi hai... shayad meri hi hai...tum dono humesha mere besg friends the aur rehenge....tum dono humesha khush rehna ...ye sab ek chota sa tohfa hai meri taraf se..

Happy married life...

                                 With Love,
                                            Sana"

She was crying continuously...

She couldn't hold back her tears....she knew she was running away from there...

But she knew after listening to their conversation...there was no way to make them understand her love for Sid...they aren't different from the society...and it's totally not their fault...

She didn't know what the future holds for them...but she cannot think of  leaving that guy at that moment...

Despite knowing their age difference and the profession of hers...she couldn't think of leaving him...now...

She realised even she had badly fallen for him...but she don't think of future like him..

But that present moment...the present minute...she wanted to be with him..

She wiped her tears and started to walk from there... slowly...

On her way...she heard a voice...

"Sana beta ..."...

She turned it was Rohan's dad...

But her eyes widened when she saw the othe person Standing beside him...

"Ms.Sana..."...
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Sorry for the late update guys...

Hope you all liked it...

Stay safe ...and stay healthy..

And wish and pray for our King and Queen....as always...

Spread love and positivity...

Have a nice day ahead...

Love sidnaaz...