It was evening Sana was still in her room with confused thoughts...

Though Sid gave her assurance about the kiss ...she couldn't ignore her embarassment...but she never regretted that kiss ...

Sana in her mind- ye kya kar diya maine...oh shit...

But she remembered his words..and how he assured her to not feel embarassed about the kiss...

Sana- tumhe mere feelings mujhse pehle kaise pata chalta hai...??

she blushed hard remembering . it....rubbing her face...

She smiled...

She laid on the bed lost in thoughts..

Her mind went back...

It wasn't her first kiss though..

But it was a kiss in which she felt most safe, secured and comfortable...and she craved more and more...

Her first kiss was with her ex-husband Prashant... which was nothing but a forced one...

She felt like puking after the kiss...and she puked too...

Suddenly her mind went back and remembered those horrible days...with her ex-husband..which brought tears to her eyes...

How can her parents even think of sending her there again...which was a place nothing but a hell..

Sana paced the floor and went to the balcony rubbing her arms...

Fresh tears fell from her eyes...

Sana looked the sky...with tears...

Sana- kyun kar rahe hai aap aisa...main kisi ka kuch nahi bigaada par mere saath hi sab kuch kyun ho raha hai...mujhe sirf ek aam zindagi aur thoda pyar chahiye thi woh bhi nahi ho paya...

She sobbed ..

Sana- pyaar...pyaar..toh mere kismat mein likha hi nahi hai na ..

She said a hurt..

Sana- pehle shaadi ke naam se ek dhoka mila...aur ab...ab...jo pyaar ke liye main taras rahi thi...woh aaj mujhe mil raha hai...par main apna nahi sakti usko...

She cried her heartout...sitting on the floor hugging her knees..

Sana- bahut baar mana kar chuki hun usko...par woh ruk hi nahi raha ...aur mera ye dil...woh bhi nahi...bahut pasand karti hun usko...bahut chahti hun...par woh mera nahi ho sakta...

She wept...

Sana- uska mere saath baat karna ...mere saath rehna...aur mere liye sab kuch karna...mere dil toh bahut pehle jeet chuka hai...par main lad rahi thi iss dil aur dimaag se...par ho nahi raha shayad main haar gayi...uss ladai main...uska pyaar jeet gaya...

She smiled even in tears...

Sana- pehli baar aisa lag raha hai...zindagi kuch aur hoti ..kaash woh mere pehle iss duniya main aata...aur main uske baad...

She cried over the fate ...

Sana- kaash aisa hota...kaash..

She cried uncontrollably...

"I need you Sidharth...I really need you...I..I...love you..."

She cried...

"Yes I love you...I love you Sidharth"

She said loudly...and sobbed hard...

After few minutes her eyes fall on the figure standing near the balcony door...

Her body shivered...her eyes widened she rubbed her tears and stood up immediately...

It was none other than Sid...

He stood rooted there...

Sana-tum...tum kab..kab aaye ho..

She gasped..

Sid- woh..abhi...kuch ...he muttered with shock...

Sana- matlab ye sab kuch sun liya?

She murmured to herself in a low voice with fear...and tears..

Sana- tum...tumne kuch suna...?

She asked with fear...and sweat beads on her forehead...

Suddenly his eyes formed tears...he smiled..with tears..a satisfactory smile...

He was on cloud nine...he never thought she would confess today ... though it wasn't a direct one... but he heard it...

He nodded... positively...

She felt a fear and looked down...

His looks made her shiver...

Sana- dekho...woh...main...

She started say something looking down...

While Sid came close to her...and held her by her shoulders...

Sana looked him with a shock...

His hands reached her cheeks...

She was about to tell him something...

But he put his fore finger on his lips...

Sana looked him..

Sid- bus...sach toh aapne bol hi diya...woh bhi seedha dil se...ab jhoot mein badal ne ke liye lafz nahi dhundna hai aapko...I know you love me...

He smiled...

She looked down...

He pulled her closer...and placed his lips on hers...

And she didn't even try to pull her back...she was ready for that ..it surrender her love to him completely...

And they kissed eachother..once again...

He deepened his kiss passionately...and she was craving for more and more ...

She kissed him with the same passion and love...

He felt this was a dream.. she also thought the same...

He bite her lower lips...making her gasp in pain...

But he kissed her again...this time taking away that pain ..

He literally took the pain away ...not just Physically...but mentally too...

Her hands reached his thick hair...pulling it...making him groan...and deepen his kiss more...

His lips did magic on hers..

She felt like she was flying...

Third kiss on the same day but it wasn't enough for them ...

Sid was kissing her holding her tightly.. as if she would run away from him...

Sana was feeling heaven in that kiss...

His hands reached her waist...he caressed her back... softly...

His hand ...touched her bare waist as her shirt came above slightly...

She gasped again...as it sent chills to her spines...

She pulled herself from him...and looking down with shy...and blush...

Sid just stared her with a smile...

Making her blush hard...her cheeks turned red...

They couldn't speak much ..it was the best kiss ...

And they couldn't meet their eyes...

Sid- um....you... okay??

He mumbled...looking at her... slightly..

Sana nodded..looking down ..

They were blushing like hell...more than the previous ones..

Sid- um...baat kyun nahi kar rahi ho aap...

He asked softly...

Sana looked him...and looked the floor again..

Sana- umm...kar toh rahi hun...

She mumbled...

Sid chuckled...she looked so cute...

He pulled her close...and hugged her... tightly caressing her back...

She gave in...hugging him back...

Right now all the factors which were affecting her mind were faded...

She was just lost in him...lost in his embrace...she felt solace in his embrace...which she couldn't find anywhere...

Tears fell from her eyes...

She hide her face into his chest...

Sid- ek baar...mere saamne boliye na...i love you... please...

He asked her softly...

Sana broke the hug...but he still held her ...

Sana- nahi bol paaungi ..

She murmured with tears....

Sid- kyun??

Sana- kyun ki ye galat hai....

She sobbed...

Sid sighed with disbelief...

Sid- kuch bhi galat nahi hota hai pyaar mein...

She looked him with tears...and nodded negatively...

Sana- nahi...mujhe pata hai ye galat hai...par main dur nahi jaa paa rahi hun tumse...mana nahi kar sakti tumhe...aur...mujhe issi baat ka dar tha ab wahi hogaya...

She cried...in his arms...

Sid- toh hone dijiye na...apne aap ko rok ke kya mila aapko...

She sobbed again...and pushed him away...and started to walk...to the bed...

She sat with a thud...

Sid ruffled his hair...and sat near her...

She just stared the floor...

Sana- jo bhi hua woh galat hai...par main kyun waise feel nahi kar rahi hun... mujhe sab kuch acha kyun lagta hai...

She asked him with tears...

Sid made her to lye on his shoulders...and caressed her cheeks..

Sana- Sid...tum mujhe galat nahi samajh rahe ho na...matlab...woh kiss aur sab tumhe cheap nahi lag raha hai na...Sid...agar kisi ko pata chala toh kya sochenge mere baare mein...aur tum kya soch rahe hoge mere baare mein...

She broke into tears...

Sid- main kuch galat nahi soch raha hun..aur kisi ko kya lagta hai usse hume farak kya padega...

He said holding her hands..

Sana- nahi...tumhe kuch nahi pata hai...iss duniya ke baare mein...aur woh kya...agar meri jagah koi aur hoti toh shayad main khud waise sochti ..I...I...really don't know...ye main kahan phas gayi ...

Sid- aisa nahi hai ..

Sana- Sid...tum abhi bhi mere student ho...aur mujhe ajeeb lagta hai...woh soch kar..phir bhi kyu Nahi dur jaa paa rahi hun...??

Sid- sirf dho mahina hai...uske baad main college se bahar ho jaunga na... you'll not feel awkward trust me...

Sana just started the wall...

Sana- mujhe future ka nahi pata hai...par main jo kar rahi hun ..woh sahi nahi hai ...

Sid sighed with disbelief....again ..

He turned to her... cupped her face...

Sid- so you regret everything ...??

Sana looked him..

Sana- nahi...wahi toh nahi kar pa rahi hun...pata nahi...kyun...mujhe ek mature ladki ki tarah behave karna chahiye iss waqt aur main ..yahan...

She said feeling worried ..

Sid smiled...

Sid- hume kal ka nahi pata ...aur aap future ko leke pareshan ho rahe hai...sab kuch humare soch par hi depend hota...humare haath ..sirf aaj hai ..kal yaa parso kuch bhi hoga...we can't do anything...par ek cheez kar sakte hai...

He stopped and smiled ... entwining his fingers with hers...

Sid- aaj main jeena...yes ..live in the present ...just feel the love around...you...aapko pata bhi hai main kitna khush hun ..aur ek hi din mein kya kya feel kar raha hun ...aaj kya....jab se aap ko dekha hai tab se feel kar raha hun...par aaj...it's over the top...humesha yahi chahiye tha....aur main khush...live in the present Ms.Sana aap wahi feel karengi jo main feel kar raha hun...

Sana looked him without blinking...

Sid- kuch samjhi aap....??

He chuckled...

Sana- ummm...nahi ...

He hit her head slightly...she made faces...

Sid- professor aap ho yaa main ...itne der lecture dene ke baad bhi kuch samajh nahi aaya aapko.....such a poor student...oops professor...

Sana glared at him...

She hit him with a pillow....and he ran around ...

She ran behind him...

Sana- Ruko..

They ran around ...for while...all giggling....and jumping ...

She fell on the bed ...feeling exhausted...

Sid giggled and laid beside her.... equally exhausted....

She looked him...and pulled his hair...

He groaned...in pain...

Sana giggled her eyes were shining...and Sid was lost in it...

Sid- beautiful...

He murmured...

Sana- what??

Sid- aap...

Sana blushed yet made a stern face...

Sid- aapko pata hai...aaj hi bet lagaya Tina aur Ronit ko..

Sana- kya??

Sid- yahi ki iss trip se jaane se pehle...aapke muh se I Love you sun ke hi jaunga...aur main jeet bhi gaya woh bhi itne jaldi...

Sana looked away...hiding her face...

Sana- Maine kab bola...maine nahi bola...

She said looking away...

Sid- oh...so jo maine suna woh sab kya tha....you know what I should have recorded that ...

Sana- Maine tumse...toh nahi bola na ...

Sid- yeah...toh ab boliye na....

Sana- nahi... bolungi...main...

She turned her face...

She turned her face to him again suddenly....with her eyes widened

Sana- ek minute tumne Tina aur Ronit ko bola...matlab ...they know everything...?? Matlab sab kuch...pata hai kya??

She asked with fear...

Sid- ummm...sab kuch toh nahi pata hai...

He said touching his lips with his finger...making her to remember the kiss...

Sana glared at him...inwardly blushing...

Sid- par haan...pyaar karta hun...woh toh bola hai...friends hai meri...

Sana- you are an idiot...

Sid winked...

Sana- tum kitne bade dramebaaz ho na Sidharth mera mann rakhne ke liye toh kuch bhi bolta hai....

Sid- kya bola maine...??

Sana - yahi ki baaton baaton mein ye bola dho mahine mein college khatam kar dunga ..

Sid- woh toh sach hai na...

He asked confused....

Sana- woh baaki sab ke liye....par tere liye...agar aur ek saal bhi...lagega na toh bhi main hairan nahi hongi ....itne papers toh hai clear karne ke liye...

She giggled....Sid glared at her....

But then smirked with a smile...and entwined with her fingers with his again...and keeping it on his chest....

Sana looked him..

Sid- par ab toh mere paas mere pyaari professor hai na ..unki hote hue...mujhe kya dar rahi...

He winked...

Sana- very funny teri jagah main likhun....exams??

Sid- no....sikha dijiye...mujhe..

Sana- Ye usse zyada funny hai...tum padhoge woh bhi mere hote hue...class mein bhi kitna ganda smile karte ho..khud hi padho varna fail ho jaayega ..

Sid- Shubh Shubh bolo...

Sana giggled...

Sid- thoda pyaar aur thoda padhai...aur kabhi kabhi ek zyada ho toh ek kam...

He smiled widely...

Sana- tere gande dimag ko koi thik nahi kar sakta...

Sana shrugged his hands and got away with a glaring face....but smile turning aside...

Sid- wajah bhi kaun ho...??..are rukiye...

Sid followed her....with a smile...
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Pyaar ke journey shuru ho gayi woh bhi dono taraf se...

Ab kya Sana puri tarah Sid ko accept karegi?..

Jaan ne ke liye intezar kijiye...

Guys so for being late once again...

Guys this story is a pure fiction and Please take it as one...this has nothing to do with reality...

Ye kahani overboard ya ajeeb nahi lag raha hai na.. matlab awkward nahi lag raha hai na...?

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