"Mujhe uss ghar mein vaapas nahi jaana hai ab"...

Sana said looking into his eyes ...

Sid looked her confused ...

Sid- Matlab...

Her eyes welled up...her voice broke..

Sana- I don't want to go back... agar jaaungi bhi toh unke saath nahi rahungi ab...

Sid cupped her face ..

Sid- par ..hua kya hai...achanak...??

Sana- bahut seh chuki hun Sid ...mujhse nahi hoga ...rishte chahe kitne bhi kareeb kyun na ho...par agar wahi rishta mujhe andhar se barbaad kar raha hai toh usse dur jaana hi sahi hai....

Sid- par ...aap...

Sana- mujhe tere help chahiye....ismein woh main jaldi koi aur ghar mein shift hona chahti hun...agar ho sake toh tum kuch kar do...mujhe itne jaldi dhudne mein waqt lagega...so do something if possible...aur haan woh sirf mere budget ke andhar hona chahiye...tujhe pata hai na...vaise hi bahut karz mein hun..and please jitna bola utna hi karo...humare rishta alag...hai aur ye sab kaam alag...

She ranted looking away....

Sid blinked...

Sid- aapko kya ho gaya achanak...haan decision sahi hai...par itne jaldi ...

Sana looked him...

Sana- i am exhausted...thak chuki hun main sab se....nahi hoga ab....dur rehna hi sahi hai...and i am not going to expect anything from them...aur main zimmedari se bhi nahi bhaagungi...woh log jaise bhi mujhe samjhe but I always respect them...

Sid- kuch kaha aapke maa ne aaj?..

Sana looked him... without speaking...

Sana- haan...aur mujhe woh sab yaad bhi nahi karna ab ...bus mujhe iske baad unke saath nahi rehna....haan I don't want to live there....bahut ho chuka hai ab...

She shouted ...

Sid- okay okay ...calm down ...main main kuch karunga...haan I promise...jaane se pehle ghar finalise kar ke hi jaayenge...

Sana- aur paise sirf main dungi....

She glared at him...

Sid sighed with disbelief...

Sid- thik hai meri maa ...nahi dunga main...ek bhi Paisa....fine...

She was glaring at him with a pout...

Sid chuckled...

He took his phone again and started to search something....

She came closer...and pulled the phone away...

Sid- are...

Sana- kal dekh lo...mujhe Sona hai ab...

She said looking away and kept her head on his chest holding him closer...

Sid- huh...umm...okay...

He was shocked to see her actions...he laid with his eyes wide open...

Sana- kahan jaa rahe ho tum....

She asked him when she felt him moving...

Sid- woh...lights off karna hai na....

Sana- hmm...

She let him to move...and once he came back she laid on his chest..again...not moving an inch....

After sometimes ....

Sid was smiling...widely staring above...and it looked weird....

Sana looked him...

Sana- has kyun rahe ho...?

Sid- nahi kuch nahi...

Sana- phir pakka kuch hai...bolo...

She cocked her eyebrows looking at him.... balancing herself on her arm and pulled his cheek making him to look at her....

Sid- huh...ummmm..woh...

Sana- bolo ...

Sid- aap wahan akele rehne wale hai abhi se...

He said with a shy smile....

Sana- toh....

Sana was controlling her chuckles looking at his weird expressions...

Sid- toh...hum...hum zyada khul kar mil sakte hai na wahan....umm...matlab...

Sana- toh idhar kya kar rahe hai hum...?

She cocked her eyebrows....

Sid- are matlab...wahi aise...we can open up more... matlab...umm...haan...

He said with a naughty smile...she was shooting glares with her eyes...looking at him..

Sana took the book from her side and started to beat him up...

Sid- aahh....ye...ye kya kar rahi ho aap...

Sana- kamine...tujhe chodungi nahi main

After giving him his dose...she tied her hair into a high bun...she looked damn cute...

She held his chin tightly...glaring at hin...

Sana- tum na zyada double meaning dialogues bolna bandh karo...aur wahan Ghar pe aane ka sapna bhi mat dekhna..

Sid- are....ye kya baat hua...kabhi pyaar dikhate hai aur kabhi itna maarte hai...

Sana- harkatein toh tere hai vaisa toh milega na tujhe ..

Sid- are main toh hum dono ke baare mein soch ke hi bol raha tha...aap hi ne bola tha...aapko mere aadat pad gayi ab....i was just helping you ...aap mujhe miss na kare ..aap bole toh main bhi ghar chod deta hun...bus ek naukar ke tarah reh lunga..

He winked...and giggled... hiding into the sheets...

Sana pulled his hair and slapped his back...

Sana- bahut bolne lage ho tum..

Sid- aah ...what is this...aaj taj kisi ne mujhe aise nahi maara...

He shouted...

Sana- sochna bhi mat Sid... aas paas bhi nahi dikhega wahan...aur padhai ke baare mein socho....

Slapping him again...

Sid- aap bhi na...aap ke dil ke upar ek dil bana hua hai...phir bhi aapke dil mein koi feelings hi nahi....

Sana widened her eyes and her mouth opened....with shock...

Sana- tumne kab dekha...??

Sid- ye toh maine bahut mahine  pehle dekh liya...shayad bahut baar...aur ...umm....abhi bhi dikh raha hai...

He said huskily and winked...

She immediately covered herself with her jacket...

Sana- kamine...kitna gande ho tum... chi...

She started to hit him again...

Sid- are... vaapas se shuru...

He started to run...

She was trying to catch him...

Sid- are...nahi...

Sana- ruko kamine...

They both laid on the bed after the running session...

Sana- don't dare next time...

She said while shooting glares...

Sid- huh...okay...

She smirked...

He smiled...and then pulled her to him...holding her by her waist...and pulled the clip from her hair...making it to fall on his face...

Sid- but i love it ...it looks so hot...you know ...Sana....

He said huskily....making her blush hard....

Sana- Shut up Sid...bahut ho raha hai... don't talk like this...i don't like it yaar...

She said looking away ...hiding her blush...

Sid- toh...what do you like..dirty talks..??

He smiled naughtily...

Sana- Chi Shut up Sid... don't forget...main professor bhi hun teri...

Sid- yes yes madam...I haven't forget yet...

Sana- kitna awkward aur ganda lagta hai ye yaad dilana ...oh shit...

She cursed herself...

Sid- Kuch ganda nahi lagta hai... Everything is pure in love....

He kissed her nose....

Sana- pehle toh soch rahi thi...tujhe ek do baar allow karungi ghar par...par ab toh bilkul bhi nahi...

Sid giggled...

Sid- main aajaunga...kaise bhi..aapko pata bhi nahi chalega..

Sana- aa ke toh dekh ...phek dungi tujhe khidki se...

They both giggled....

After a while ...

Sid- Sana...ek baat bolna hai...aap jo bhi decision logi main aapka saath dunga humesha...chahe kuch bhi ho...i am going to be with you...aur ye decision aapne bahut sahi liya...dur rehkar bhi aap unka khayal rakh sakte ho....

Sana looked away with tears...

Sana- pata nahi Sid...pata nahi woh dono mujhse chahte hi kya hai....tujhe pata hai... bachpan se bahut pyaar ki thi dono se...aur unhone bhi kiya....iklauti beti thi...strict the dono....phir bhi bahut pyaar diya..college thak sab kuch thik tha...par jab...

She stopped... speaking as she felt suffocated remembering the events happened...

Sid- Sana...

Sana- jab jab... shaadi hui...woh saare yaadon bhul gaye dono...ab unke saamne sirf ek ladki hai...jisne unko beizzat kar ke vapas lauti....kabhi samjhe hi nahi dono... thak chuki hun main...soch soch ke thak chuki hun ..ab mujhe samajh mein aa hi gaya dono mujhe kabhi nahi samajhenge ...rehne do unhe vaisa...aadat ho chuki hai ab dard ki...khud ke izzat bhi karna chahiye na hume...chahe apne maa baap se hi dur rehke kyun na ho....

She said with pain...

He held her hands and kissed it...and caressed it...

She smiled..

Sana- pata hai Sid aaj bhi dil ke ek kone mein....unke pyaar ke liye tadap rahi hun...par shayad ab ye sochna bhi meri bewakoofi hai...

Sid- main aapka dard samajh sakta hun...kyunki mujhe bhi maa ka pyaar nahi mila...aur papa ka toh mila mujhe I don't complaint par woh humesha se busy the kaam par...par jab bhi apne doston ko dekhta hun na...mujhe vaisa wala pyaar chahiye tha...woh kabhi nahi mila...but Sana I promise main humesha aapke saath rahunga sahi galat...dukh khushi sab mein saath rahunga... don't worry...

He smiled...

Sana's eyes filled with tears...she really forgot about Sid's pain...He had also suffered so much....

She pulled him closer and hugged him....caressing his hair...

Sana- maa ko miss karte ho?

She asked inbetween sobs...

Sid smiled  ..

Sana- bolo...

Sid- haan...

Sana- kaise dikhti thi woh...

Sid- aapki tarah ...

He smiled...

Sana looked him for a while...

Sid- sach mein...bilkul aapki tarah...unke smile bhi bahut pure hai aapke tarah...aur jab tak mere paas thi mujhe aise pakad kar sulati thi....

Sana- tujhe yaad hai ..kitne saal ka tha tu?

Sid- haan yaad hai...4 saal ka tha...

He smiled again...and hide his face on her crook...

She was caressing his hair continuously...

After a while She spoke ..

" Sid...main bhi humesha tere saath rahungi.."

She smiled...Sid looked her amusedly...

This was the 2nd time she is confessing to him indirectly...

She cupped his face...

She placed her lips on his....

She didn't know where this relationship is going....but she loved every bit of it...

These feelings in her was felt for the first time ever...

He captured her lips again...hugging her closer...and her hands around him... their hands touched their bare skins...as their t-shirts slightly went above...and now they weren't bothered and it didn't create a havoc now.... because there wasn't a bit of lust in their touch...

The two souls were caressing their invisible wounds...and their lips lingered on eachother's moving with rhythm...

Next morning both of them reached the hotel....earlier...

Sid was sad...

Even Sana didn't had heart to leave Sid's mansion but She had to...

It was 7:30 in the morning ..

They both were in Sana's room...

Sid was sleeping..and Sana was staring at the empty wall caressing his hair...

She looked him...she felt shy remembering those moments....in his mansion...

But She didn't feel guilty... because She loved every bit of it...

She kissed his forehead...and smiled...

"Mera bachcha..."..

She mumbled...with a smile...

Suddenly the telephone rings...

She got up immediately as she thought it may disturb Sid's sleep...

She picked the call...it was from the reception...

"Ms.Sana Gupta , Sorry for disturbing you...But Mr.Prashant Mishra is waiting to meet you...we haven't revealed your details yet ...but the person claims that he's your husband and he is showing us the proof... do you want to meet him..?"

Sana stood there with shock...finding no words...
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Somedays are really hard...the pain in the heart increases more...but still finding hope...and that is life...

But let us start this week with a smile and positivity...

May this week Bring a smile on everyone's face...

Love Sidnaaz ..

Love you all...❤️❤️