"why can't you trust me Sana....?"

These are the only words came from Sid after listening whatever happened in the morning...

Sana looked with floor with tear stricken face...

Sana- Sid aisa nahi hai ..woh..

She tried to explain but he pushed her hands...

Sid- aapne Aisa socha bhi kaise main aapko galat samajne lagunga...that too after listening to that b*****d's words...

He roared...

Sana- aisa nahi hai...bus mujhe dar tha...

She cried...

Sid- dar...kisse dar rahi ho aap ...usse..

Sana- Sid...bahut saha maine...

She said in a broken voice...

Sid- ek ek cheez ka badla lunga main usse...

He said gritting his teeth...

Sana- no...Sid...mujhe badla nahi chahiye mujhe chain chahiye....sab se...bus ab aur nahi...

Sid- exactly ab aur nahi...

He pulled her into his arms...Sana hide her face into his chest...

Sid- bahut dard diya na aapko...

He asked in a broken voice..with tears...

Sana nodded... hugging him..

Sid- sorry...

He said inbetween gasps..

Sana- tum kyun sorry bol rahe ho Sid... it's not your fault ..

Sid- kaash main aapko tab bacha deta usse...uss jaanwar se...

Sana cried...more..

Sid- Sana did he...forced you for..?

She understood what he asked...

Sana- .ha.. .haan...

She totally broke down in his arms...

Sid couldn't bear...her pain...he fisted his palms he just want to kill Prashant...

Sid- just forget everything...yes... please forget everything...iske baad main dekh lunga...

Sana- nahi...tum...tum...kuch nahi karoge... please...

Sid sighed with disbelief...

Sid- don't you trust me Sana...

Sana- Sid.. i trust you...par main tujhe le kar risk nahi le sakti Sid...woh ghatiya insaan hai..uske peeche mat pado tum...

Sid- aur woh aapko peecha padega toh main dekhte rahun kya?..

He said angrily ..

Sana- Sid please..tum kuch nahi karoge...Sid woh kuch karega toh main legal action lungi... don't worry please... Bus woh...meri mummy aur papa ke vaja se mujhe ye sab dekhna pad raha hai...

She said...

Sid- unka toh baat hi mat karo aap...Sana what kind of parents they are??

He shouted...

Sana- Sid...

Sid- sach toh keh raha hun..isse acha aap unko bhi chod hi dete...

Sana- Sid ... please...

Sid- aur please yahan se jaane ke baad aap wahan nahi rahoge...promise ...

Sana sighed...

Sana- haan...waha nahi rahungi...ab bahut ho gaya ..

Sid- sahi decision hai...ye aapko pehle hi karna chahiye tha ..but it's never too late...

Sana nodded..and slightly smiled...

He pulled her into his hug...and caressed her back...

Sid- i want to take away those pain Sana...i want you to forget those days..

He could feel her pain...

She hide her face in his chest...

Sana- ghaav bahut gehra hai Sid...mere dil aur shareer dono mein hai...woh shayad kabhi mitta nahi sakti...

She said in a broken voice...

Sid- Sana....

He hugged her tightly....he was also in tears...

Sid- No..No...Sana... please don't say this...

Sana made herself comfortable in his embrace....she left her tears to fell....

She didn't want to keep the pain...

Sid looked her and lifted her chin...

Sid- Do...Do...You still...Still feel the pain somewhere..physically?

He asked with a pain ...

Sana nodded negatively...

Sid felt a peace...

Sana- par ...par...nish...nishane bahut hai....Sid...bahut gehra...aur ganda...

Sid looked her with pain...and he was Bursting from inside...he wanted to kill that Prashant at that second itself...

But he looked Sana's eyes ..red with tears..he wanted to erase all her pain...

Sid- ky..kya ..main ...main...dekh sakta hun?

He asked ..with a broken voice....

Sana - umm...nahi...no..I can't...

She said being uncomfortable...

Sid- huh....okay...okay...sorry...

He understood it was in forbidden places...which made him burn with anger...

He fisted his palm controlling his anger for Prashant...

She smiled and pulled him into her hug...

She knew what he asked wasn't out of lust or something...it was just his love ..his pure...love .. he wanted to take away her pain....

Sid- it's okay...par main sirf ye kehna chahta hun...mujhe sirf aapke bahar khubsurti se pyaar nahi hai..i love you...in and out... completely...I am in love with everything...Sana... everything...every single thing that comes with you ..

He cupped her face..and kissed her... forehead...

Sid- trust me...main aapke dard ko bhi sukoon mein badal sakta hun...just trust me...will you...?

She nodded...with tears...

She looked him for a while...she was lost in his eyes ...she was totally lost in him...

She broke their hug...

She pulled herself back from him...her eyes were looking at his...he was looking her with confusion...

Her hands reached her hook...

Sid looked her with shock...as she removed the hook...

Sid- Sana ..no ..what are you doing ..?

He stopped her and pulled her into her hug...

Sana- I trust you  Sid ...i trust you more than me...

She cried in his arms ..

Sid- I know...and i promise I'll take all the pain away from you Sana...par aisa nahi...iss dard mein aap jo bhi karoge baad mein regret karoge...and I want you... completely...with your heart and soul...I want you to confess your feelings Sana and surrender yourself completely to me...phir main aapke har dard ko mitta dunga...

Listening to his words...she realised what she was about to do....

She felt awkward..and moved away from him...she felt ashamed...

She thought Sid would have got her action wrong and he would think she's desperate...but she was totally emotional and wanted to show him her painful wounds...she mistook his words...

Sid made her hook...and looked her..

Sana- sorry...main...kuch...

She immediately got up from there...and went to the bed...

She cried...more..looking back...

Sid moved from there and came to her...

His hands reached her waist and pulled her into his hug...

Sid- Don't feel awkward Sana...mujhe pata hai..aapke mann mein kya hai...i never take it wrong...and main kabhi aapke emotions ka faida nahi uthaunga....i know...you were completely emotional..i know what you did..and why you did that...and don't take my words wrong...

Sana looked him..

Sana - How could you read my mind??

She asked with tears and surprise...

Sid- because I love you.... don't you know that...

She smiled ..and blushed...

He pressed his lips on hers...and they kissed each other...

She loved that kiss ...it was slow...and relaxing...

He kissed her lips slowly and softly ...she whispered his names... inbetween...with love ...

Sid smiled ...and he felt satisfied...

He left her lips...but still holding her and cupping her face...

He placed butterfly kisses...on her chin...

She raised her face...giving access to her neck...

He kissed her neck...

She felt thousands of butterflies in her stomach...

Before he continue there was a phone ring disturbed them..it was Nishant...

Sana looked Sid...they left each other...and looking at each other shyly...

Blushing hard...this time their kiss had a different feeling...

And it gave them churns...for both ..

She answered the phone... And looked him...

Sid- Sana...i think we have to go today...

Sana- yeah..i know...

She smiled...looking at the floor...

Sid- And this is the last day here...

He said sadly...

Sana looked him with a sad face...

They didn't explored Manali...even for a day completely....but they explored their love for each other...and there's nothing more needed for them..

He smiled...pulling her closer..

Sana jerked and fell on him...

Sid- but don't worry ...wahan bhi hum saath hi rehne wale hai na ...

She winked....Sana glared at him..

Sid- itne paas toh nahi...par main koi na koi nahi mauka dhundke aajaunga mere Sana ke paas ...

He brushed his nose with hers....

She blushed hard...

Sana- tum aisa kuch nahi karoge...

Sid- Mhmm... let's see...

His thumb reached her lips...and he pinched it slightly...

Sid- aahh...Sid...

She winced...

Sid- i am addicted to your lips...

Sana- Si...

Before she could complete he captured her lips...

And kissed her passionately...She was lost in that kiss....and she was also kissing him with equal passion..

His hands tracing her bare waist ... making her shiver ...

She held his hands and stopped him...

They broke the kiss...

And looked eachother breathing heavily...

Sid- huh...okay ...ab jaa raha hun...warna aaj bhi hum bahar nahi niklenge....

Sana- ummm...you have your dresses here na...idhar hi change Karlo...

She said to him softly...she did doesn't want to leave him..

Sid cocked his brows...

Sid- kisi ko bahar jaane ka mann nahi hai shayad...

Sana bite her lips...and smiled.. hiding her blush

Sana- nahi...aisa kuch nahi...

Sid- i would love to get ready with my love...but abhi mujhe bahut zaruri kaam hai...

Sana blushed listening the word 'love'..

Sid- woh khatam kar ke aaunga... don't look for me Sana...okay...

Sana- kahan jaa rahe ho??

She asked restlessly...

Sid- kaam hai Sana...bola na...

Sana- Sid...tum..tum...woh Prashant ko ...dhundne jaa rahe ho na??

Sid sighed...

Sid- kaam hai...bus...khatam kar ke aaunga...you get ready...and join them...

Sana- Sid.. please...mat jana uske peeche... please..

Sid- Sana ...I am leaving now...

He was about to open the door...

Sana- Sid...ruko... woh woh... tumhare...tumhare dad ke company mein kaam karta hai...

She said in one go...with fear..

Sid looked her with shock...

Sid- what??

Sana- haan...woh...jab hum haveli mein the...tab ..tab usko dekha...

Sid fisted his palms ...his veins...popped out..

Sid- what the hell is this Sana...aap mujhe ye abhi bata rahi ho?

He shouted...Sana flinched...

Sid- woh aadmi mere papa ke company ke paise khaa ke mere hi pyaar ko harm karega aur aapko chahiye ki main chup rahun...

He shouted again..

Sana- Sid...no... please don't get into that...it would turn ugly ..

She cried...

Sid- are you serious Sana....you don't want me to get into this even after knowing this much?.

He gave a sarcastic smile..

Sana- Sid... please...

She held his shirt and looked him with tears...

Sana- Kyun ki woh bahut hi ganda aadmi hai...kuch bhi karega...bahut girega... please Sid..

Sid- Sana...

He sighed...

Sana- Sid...you are important to me...

She cupped his face and looked into his eyes...

Sana- tum mere kamzori nahi mere strength banoge...main...khud ye ladaai lad sakti hun...hai na...

Sid looked her...

Sana- bolo Sid...main kaabil hun na...Usse main kyun darun Sid...aur usse ladne ke liye tere support chahiye...par aise nahi... karoge na...tum... please...mere liye...

Sid- ab mujhe emotional blackmail kar rahi ho aap?

Sana- Sid...nahi...bebu...main aisa nahi keh rahi thi...

Sid instantly smiled...at the word 'bebu'..

Sid- what...tell that again?...

Sana- kya?

Sid- ab kya bol rahi thi aap?

Sana- kya??

She asked confused...

Sid- bebu...what's that??

He asked huskily...

She blushed hard...

Sana- kuch nahi woh shayad galti se nikli hogi...

Sid- acha...

He smirked...

Sana- pehle promise karo...tum Prashant ke maamle mein kuch nahi karoge...

Sid pulled her closer pinching her waist...

Sana- aahh...kutta...

Sid giggled...at her and ran away from there... ignoring her promise...

Sana facepalmed and went inside...she was so feared about Sid's actions...

The whole day she didn't see Sid...and

The students were enjoying the last day of the trip...

Sana was with Tina..

Tina- Mam...aap thik ho...?

Sana smiled...

Sana- yeah...

Roni- Tina..yaar ye Sid ne toh pura trip ka maza hi kharab kar diya....yaar...hum toh nazar hi nahi aate usko...sirf Sana Mam dikhti hai...gaya toh gaya...par humko phas kar jaa raha hai...Principal Nishant Sir sab log humse sawal kar rahe hai...

He said without knowing Sana's presence their...

Tina-Roni....

Tina shouted...

Ronit- oops..

His eyes eyes widened ...

Sana looked him..and then looked away ...

Ronit- oh ..huh...Mam...aap...

He fumbled...

Ronit- Mam ..Sorry ...main jaa raha hun...

He ran away from there...

Tina looked Sana with fear ..

Sana then smiled at Tina...

Sana- mujhe pata hai aap dono ko sab pata hai ...

She said softly...

Tina- Mam..

Sana- Tina tum dono sach mein bahut ache dost ho...uske..agar koi aur hote toh pata nahi kya hota...

She smiled...

Tina looked away with a smile...

Tina- sach kahun toh mam...pehli baar jab Sid ne mujhe uske feelings ke baare mein bola tab main usko bahut rok rahi thi...mujh laga sahi nahi hai...

Sana looked her...an unknown fear which she was suppressing inside started to come out ...

Tina- Phir Sid ne mujhe samjhaya....Pehle laga he was just attracted to you...par...time ke chalte he proved many times he loves you...

She smiled ..

Sana looked her...

Sana- I know I am doing wrong ..I know...

She held back her tears ..with a broken voice...

Sana- At times sometimes I feel i am selfish ..I am using him...but i need him...mujhe woh chahiye...sunne mein bahut ganda bhi lag sakta shayad...I know it's not normal...

Tina- No..no...mam..sirf aap nahi ..usko bhi aapke zarurat hai ...woh sirf aap mein pyaar nahi...shayad uske mom ko bhi dhund raha hoga ..Sid never expresses his feelings about his mom...but he miss her terribly...hum bachpan se jaante hai...I tried to wipe his unsaid pains...but mujhse hua nahi...shayad aapse ho raha hai...aur yeh duniya ke saamne shayad galat lag sakta hai...but trust me mam...you both need eachother...Sid ko aapke pyaar ke zarurat hai aur aapko Sid ke...nothing wrong in this...main sirf ye bolna chahti hun aapko... please uska dil mat tod dena aap...please...

She said with tears...

Sana noticed something different for Sid in Tina's eyes...for the first time..

Tina held back her tears...

Sana- Tina...

Tina- sorry mam...mujhe jaana hai ...but trust me nothing wrong... don't feel guilty ....

She gave a fake smile and ran away from there...

Sana looked Tina's retreating figure...

Sana in his mind- does she have feelings for Sid??..No...Sid ne kaha bachpan ke dost hai...

She thought and shrugged it off...

The evening they all got ready to leave Manali...

Sana fell in love with this ..place..they didn't even explore it completely...but this place gave them everything...

Sid finally arrived during the last moment...

This time they didn't get seats near by...and they should be careful from now on...

Sana badly wanted to hug Sid...kiss Sid...and wanted to be kissed...

She cursed herself for feeling like this ..

Sid was two rows away from her...

He turned and looked Sana.....he felt so bad as he couldn't spend time with her on this last day...and they are leaving Manali made him feel sad ..He wanted to ask sorry for making her missing him the whole day....

He smiled at her...but she glared at him...

Sana- kahan the tum pura din...??

She sent him a message...

Sid- kaam tha Sana...bola tha na aapko...

Sana- 😡..I hate you...

Sid- I love you😉..

Sana- agar kuch ulta seedha kiye ho toh tumse kabhi baat nahi karungi...

Sid just smiled looking at her...

Sid- I will miss Manali ...

Sana- main bhi ...

She looked him with a sad face...

Sid- koi na hum honeymoon ke liye aayenge...I will add up Manali too .😉😉

Sana gulped reading that...her phone fell from her hands...

It was the time for take off...

She blushed hard...

After sometime...

The journey was irritating for him as he got his seat near Tanya...who continued to flirt with him...

Sana looked at him...

She saw Tanya moved closer to Sid...

She felt angry ...

Sana in her mind- What is she doing??

She fisted her palm..

Sid turned to look at Sana...he smiled blankly...

Sana turned her face immediately...with anger...

Suddenly a tissue hit her...

She looked around...

She opened the tissue...and her mouth wide open..

It was written..."Meet me in the washroom immediately...aapko mere Kasam"..

Sana blinked...

His seat was empty...

She didn't know what to do...

She stood up and walked towards the washroom...

Suddenly a pair of hands pulled her inside..

Sana gasped...as they tried to stand in that small....place..

Sana- What the hell Sid..

She gasped..

He immediately captured her lips...biting and chewing her plumpy lips..

Pulling her closer..his hands doing magic around her waist...

She couldn't match his kiss...she was trying hard to kiss him back...but he was so dominating this time...not leaving her to kissing him back...

She felt she would go unconscious anytime...at that moment ...with the magic he's doing on her...

"Si..d..."a small mewl left from her mouth...as he was biting her lower lip...

She was about to stop him...but he captured her lips completely again...

She couldn't do anything now...he was so dominating..and not even taking a name to stop...

His hands were caressing her waist..and pulling her hard ...

She felt exhausted and pushed him...to take a breath...

"Sid... please"

She was breathing heavily...and he ws also breathing so heavily.

It was way more hotter than the kisses they ever had...

They both were blushing hard...but
Her eyes widened looking at his face...it was full of her lipstick and she looked her lips...her lipstick was completely destroyed...and her lips were red...it would have started to bleed if she didn't stop him..

He chuckled ..at her reaction...

Sana- kutte ...ye sab kya hai...and why are you behaving like this...

He pulled her closer again...

Sid- you were jealous??

Sana- what??no...

She acted ..

Sid- really??

Sana- why will I be jealous...Sid

She rolled her eyes...

Sid- matlab jealous nahi the aap??

Sana- stop it Sid...pehle ye batao...kahan gaye the tum...?

She asked wiping his lips and his face...

Sid stood like an obedient boy giving his face to her...

Sana chuckled...at his act...he stood as if he is so innocent...

Sid- kitni baar bolun Sana...bahut kaam tha...

Sana- Prashant se mile ho tum??

Sid gave her a glare...

Sana- maine kaha na kuch mat karna...kya kiya tune...?

She pulled his collar ...

Sid- kuch nahi kiya maine...samjhe...aap

He said frustratedly...

He corrected himself...and moved out... leaving her there...

She was in shock...he was acting different...he was so dominating today ...and now he's angry...and he left her there...

She made herself look normal after their hot kiss...

She was blushing looking at herself...

She reached her seat....

She saw Sid ... sitting their and looking into a magazine nonchalantly..

She knew he was doing that to ignore Tanya...

But he was not looking her too...

She felt sad...but she blushed hard...her lips still had that effect...of kiss...

She smiled remembering how this journey of Manali started with a kiss by mistake and how it is ending with their hot kiss...ever..

She facepalmed herself for thinking like a teenager...

She couldn't hide her blush...

She just avoided thinking of the consequences of their relationship... atleast for that moment...
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It was an emotional as well as a romantic update...

Hope this update made you smile...

Just smile..look at the person... who's watching us ..

And tell him how much you love him...and continue your routine...with the same Josh which he uses in his task and his life...

Have happy and positive day ahead...

Love Sidnaaz...❤️❤️