Sana couldn't sleep after her fight with Sid...

She turned sides..but sleep was far away...

She moved towards the hall...she saw Sid sleeping uncomfortably trying adjust into the small couch...

She felt bad...

She walked slowly towards him and caressed his...

She had tears in her eyes...she was hell possessive about him..

She wanted to scream that...but still she was scared to claim him as hers..

She couldn't call him inside...and she also couldn't sleep without him..

She took the pillow from his head and sat there slowly resting his head on her laps..

She caressed his hair...with tears..

"Mera bachcha..."..she kissed his head...as he snuggled in sleep..

Next morning....

Sana was lying over him...while he was sleeping on her laps...

And then their sleep got disturbed by some phone ring....

Sid moved in sleep...Sana jerked and got up..

She looked around...and rubbed her eyes...

He was still sleeping on her laps..

She slowly moved him...it was difficult as he was too heavy...but she didn't want to disturb his sleep...

She moved from there kissing his forehead...

She walked towards the room...looking for the phone...

It was there on the floor...

She sighed...and took it ..

It was Ronit ...

Sana looked Sid...he was in deep sleep....

She thought for a while and picked his call...

"Hello Sid...yaar kuch arrangement hua?...ab kahan ho...Sana Ma'am ke saath..?...um...unko pata chala kya??..

mere ghar aajao...agar kuch problem ho toh....sab intezaam kar ke rakha hai maine ...uncle ne sahi nahi kiya yaar..."

Ronit was speaking continuously...

Sana was shocked after hearing whatever he said...

"Ronit...kya bol rahe ho tum..."

She gasped and asked him..

Ronit was shocked to hear Sana's voice..

"Ma'am..."

He gasped...with shock...

Sana- Ronit...sach sach batao hua kya hai...aur Sid ke dad ne kya kiya?...dekho sach sach bolo mujhse...

She shouted at him..

Ronit- Ma'am....woh ..

He didn't know whether to disclose it or not...

He immediately cut the call...with fear...

"Ronit... Ronit..."

Sana was shouting at the other side...

She throw the phone on the bed and walked towards Sid...who was still sleeping...

"Sid...Sid..."

Sana shouted and pulled him...

"Sid...utho tum.."

She shouted at him...

Sid groaned in sleep...

His back was paining a lot...

"Sid...utho pehle .."

She shouted pulling him again...

"Kya hai ?..."

Sid shouted at her...

He was very angry at her...

Sana- sach sach batao hua kya hai?...

She shouted at him.

Sid rubbed his face...

"Sana...stop this ..mujhe gussa mat dilana subah subah...if you want to doubt my love then do that...."

He shouted again...

"Tumhare papa ko sab pata chal gaya na...?.."

Sana asked with tears...

Sid looked her shocked ...

"Bolo...sab pata chal gaya na....tum...tumhe...ghar se nikaal diya na"

She pulled his shirt and asked him crying ...

Sid rubbed his face...he couldn't hide that anymore...

"Bolo...pata chal gaya sab kuch .?..."

"Haan pata chal gaya..aur mujhe ghar se nikaal diya.."

He shouted at her...

Sana looked him with shock...and left his shirt...

Sid ruffled through his hair angrily...

"Ab...ab kya karne wale ho...chod doge mujhe...khatam kar doge sab kuch...mil gaya ek aur mauka...mujhe khud se dur karne ki...haan..."

He shouted at her...

Sana's eyes welled up...she sat on the couch with a thud.. holding her head...

"Ek taraf mujh par shaq kar rahi ho... aap Tina ke saath....aur ab ye...."

Sid looked her...she was sitting there shattered...

Sid went on his knees infront of her...and tried to hold her hands...

" Sana...ek na ek din toh pata chalega hi na...kya farak padta hai Sana..."

He spoke to her..softly ...

"par ab kya karoge tum...mera sab kuch toh pehle se chala gaya ...aur ab ...tera bhi...kya karoge tum.."

She asked him with tears...

"Sana I can do everything...filhal mere paas kuch nahi hai...but main sab kar sakta hun Sana...khush rakhunga aapko..sach mein...trust me...Sana...please"

Sana stared him with tears...

Sana- tumhare papa ne bola kya tumse ...?..

Sid sighed ...

Sana- bolo...

Sid explained the whole incident...

Sana looked him shocked...

"Aur tum ghar se bahar aagaya...?..."

She asked him with shock...

"Aur karta kya...chod dun aapko...?..."

Sana - Sid...mujhe kuch samajh mein nahi aa raha ...tumse tumhara sab kuch chala gaya...meri vaja se....

Sid- Sana...mere sab kuch toh aap ho...

Sana- Sid..pagal jaise baatein mat kar... tumhe kuch idea bhi hai...ab kya hoga...kya karoge tum...?

Sid- Sana...mujhe koi farak nahi padta mujhe woh sab kabhi na bhi mila na toh bhi koi farak nahi padta...bus papa ko prove karna hai mujhe...uske liye aapka saath chahiye...

Sana looked him with teary eyes...

She felt so embarassing to even think about what his dad would have thought about her after knowing everything...

"Tujhe pata hai na tu mere saath yahan aise zyada din nahi reh sakta..."

Sid- arrange kar lunga na main...koi na koi jagah...

Sana- Sid..mujhe kuch samajh mein nahi aa raha ...

Sid- Sana ...Papa badal jaayenge Sana..unka gussa sirf abhi ke liye hai...woh humesha ke liye aisa nahi rahenge Sana...um..aur jab aapke papa itne change ho sakte hai toh mere papa toh bahut jald ehsaas kar hi lenge...

Sana looked him...

Sid cupped her face..

"We will face this Sana...bus mere saath raho aap..."

Sana held his hands slightly pushing it ...

"Shayad yahi humare imtihan ka ghadi hai.... tumhare paas sab kuch tha jab tumne mujhe propose kiya tha....ab kuch bhi nahi hai...kaise reh paaoge tum...aur kabhi bhi tere papa nahi maane toh...main guilt se vaise bhi mar rahi hun har din...agar meri vaja se tumhare life mein kuch ulta seedha hua toh shayad main mar hi jaaungi"

She spoke with tears.. while Sid kept the finger on her lips...stopping her...

Sid- bola na maine...I can leave anything for you...aur life mein yahi sab kuch nahi hai na...Hum dono saath hai toh kuch bhi kar sakte ...hai na Sana...

Sana walked away from there feeling so heavy....

She walked towards her room..and closed it..

But his hope can't be broke...he stood there ...looking her...

She broke into tears...resting on the door...

She knew it's going to be difficult...but still she couldn't go through so much pain...

And especially when she is at a point were she has decided to not to leave him at any cost...

But somewhere in her heart she still felt she is being selfish... spoiling his life...and now this situation broke her in every possible way...

Her insecurities were killing her at one side...while the other side this societal fear...was killing her.

How long they could fight...?..how long they could hide..?

She asked to herself..

He is in an age to explore his life..which has just started..and though she also have the privilege to enjoy her life...still it's a second life...her second beginning...where she is going to judged for every single step she takes...

For the first time she felt love can't be enough to live in this world ..

Is she giving up...?...No...

Her heart shouted back...

After Sometimes...

She heard a knock on the door...

Sid was standing there and staring at her...

"Kya hua?.."

Sana wiped her tears and looked away... walking to her bed...

Sid held her hands...

She pushed it and sat on the bed... holding her knees ...and hiding her face...

Sid- Sana.... everything will be fine... please trust me...

Sana looked him..

Sana- agar kabhi na ho paya toh?

Sid sighed and disbelief..

Sid- hoga ..I promise...

"Sid...um...tum ek baar ke liye socho...dekho..waqt hai...sambhal lenge hum khud ko..."

She said with a broken voice...while tears choked her throat....

Sid- bus...

He shouted at her..making her shiver...

"just stop this...I am fed up of this...agar yahi sab chala na...shayad ek din mera mann hi uth jaayega iss pyaar se aur main khud chale jaaunga aapse dur"

He shouted at her...without even knowing what he said...

He started to pack his bags and dressed up to move from there...

Sana was just sitting on the bed lost into tears..

He left from there without saying anything...

Sana felt like losing everything when he left from there...

For once she felt to leave everything behind and hold him to her heart ...

But she couldn't do that...

It was late evening...

There was no phone or messages from his side...and he ignored her calls too...

She felt so bad for making him go from there.... specially when he had no place to go....she cursed herself...

Suddenly there was a bell on the door...

Sana wiped her tears and jumped from her bed running towards the door... excitedly...as she felt he is back...

But then after opening the she looked the person who was standing there with shock and anger...

It was Tina...

Tina looked Sana...

Sana just stared at her...her messy look.., dark circles and pale face and bulged eyes showed she had been crying so much...

Tina- andhar aa sakti hun?...

She asked softly trying to smile...

Sana just gave a nod and moved from there...

Tina- Ma'am main...aapse ...

Sana- kya baat karna hai Tina... please mujhe bahut kaam hai jaldi batao...

Tina- woh bhi yahi hoga na...kahan gaya?

Sana glared at her...

Sana- woh matlab kaun Tina...?..

She smirked...

Tina - Ma'am aap mujhse aise kyun baat kar rahi ho?..

Sana- Tina meri time waste mat kar..jaldi batao..baat kya hai...

"Ma'am aa..aap sach mein bahut achi hai...aapne bahut kuch Saha hai..life mein...you deserve everything..."

Sana felt a pang on her heart as her guess about Tina was getting confirmed slowly...

"Bolna kya chahti Tina..."

" Ma'am main aap jaise strong nahi hun...bahut koshish Kiya maine...ho nahi raha ...usse bahut pyaar karti thi main...aur mujhe woh baat bahut baad mein samajh aaya...kyunki mujhe laga woh humesha mere saath rahega...mere paas...par nahi .. aapke aane ke baad sab kuch badal gaya...sab kuch...bahut koshish Kiya maine khush rehne ki...uske liye...par nahi ho raha .."

She said with a broken voice and tears...

Sana just stared at her...one side she was angry with her while the other side she felt so bad for her....

"Chahti kya ho tum?..."

Sana just asked her straight...

"Pata nahi... pata nahi main kya chahti... par aaj iss pyaar ke liye usne apna sab kuch kho diya hai...usko lag raha hai maine bataya uncle ko sab kuch..apne pyaar ki kasam kha ke keh rahi hun maine nahi bola..."

She cried...

Sana felt a pang on her chest again when she said he lost his everything...

Sana- Tina Sid tumse pyaar nahi karta ..

"aapke aane se pehle Tak uske zindagi mein sirf ek hi ladki thi...aur woh main thi...school se jaanti hun usko....itna saalon se hum ek dusre ke sahara bane hue the..aapko pata hai..raat ko 1 baje bhi usko koi problem hota na...woh mujhe call karta...aur main usse... Aapke aane se pehle roz mujhe poochta rehta...call karta rehta...Tina mere liye karo...Tina mere liye ye banao...Tina ...par aapke aane ke baad mujhe bhul hi gaya...

She said with a smile...but tears welled up in her eyes...

Sana really felt bad for her...she could feel her pain...

Sana- Tina...bhula nahi hai woh...

Tina- Mujhse baat karna Kam hoga...jo Banda din mein dus baar call karta ...ek baar bhi nahi kiya...din , hafte hue...hafte mahine hue ... bhul gaya mera Sidharth mujhe...

She cried...

Sana's eyes welled up looking her...she could really understand her situation...and understood her pain...but she couldn't help.. because she knew Sid's side is so clear...

Sana- tum dono ache friends ho Tina...tum best friend ho uske.. obviously tumhare care karega na ..

Tina- par woh humesha nahi rahega na mere paas...aapne toh cheen liye usse mujhse...

She said with tears... softly...

Sana looked her shocked...

"Main aapki tarah Sundar nahi hun kya?...main aapki tarah baat nahi karti kya ..infact..maine aap..aapko dekh kar kaafi kuch change Kiya...mujh mein...par...par usne kabhi notice nahi Kiya....aap..aapko dekh kar sab kuch change kiya...sirf uske saamne ache dikhne ke liye.... jo cheezein kabhi pasand bhi nahi thi woh sab karne lagi..."

She wept in pain...

Sana felt helpless ..she couldn't see her pain...

"woh khoya hua hai aap mein..jo Banda mere birthday ke liye itne saare surprises plan karta woh uss din mujhe wish tak nahi kiya..."

She said in a broken voice...

Sana- Tina usko yaad tha...sach mein...par hum bahar the na... isliye nahi kar paya...Woh mujhse bol raha tha Tina... woh uss din bahut dukh mein tha...sach mein...

Tina just gave a painful smile...

"Tina..ho kya gaya tumhe..."

Sana asked her ...

"Maine galat intention se nahi kaha ...par sach mein woh mujhse dur hogaya na..."

Sana- Tina tum kitni strong thi...kitna straight forward ladki thi...ho kya gaya tumhe...tum uske best friend ho Tina...humesha uske saath rahogi...

Sana kept her hands on hers...trying to make her understand...

" main kuch maangne nahi aayi hun aapse...ye mere aur uske friendship ki baat hai na...bigad jaaye ya bane rahe ..hum dekh lenge...bus ye bolne aayi hun uncle ke paas uske alawa koi nahi hai ... main toh sab kuch seh sakti Hun...Par uncle ko aise nahi dekh sakti...aap..aapse kuch ho sake toh aap woh kariye... Please..."

She spoke once again making Sana feel guilty...and hurt ..

"Main chalti hun abhi...."

She walked away from there...leaving Sana shattered...
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Hogaya thoda love triangle wala...but yes Tina had feelings for him...nahi usko bahut villain nahi banaungi..bus ek side aisa dikhana chahti thi...especially when it's going to end...

Till then... Spread love and positivity...

Always wish and pray for our King and Queen...

Have a great day ahead ...

Stay happy and stay positive..

Love sidnaaz..