This chapter and probably a few others will be very dramatic!

Your pov:
I wake up and get dressed:

Then walk to school.
I decided to check my phone to see I got a text from James.

Jami boi XP: hey (y/n), you fell asleep so I left cause I didn't know if your parents are ok with you being alone in your house with a boy. Xp but I just wanted to tell you that whatever it is your going through if you want to tell me I'll be there to listen to you. But if not just know that I believe you'll get through this I know you will.

From your buddy oh pal,

Jami boi*

He always was formal and put a star by his name which I found funny.

I smiled at his text as I walked through the doors of the school actually feeling better even though I hate school. I wasn't dreading it as much.
I went to school and then came fourth period when that bell rung I felt my heart race.

You'll get through this...

I smile as I remember James' text.
I go down into the chorus.

Sean looked at me in surprise.

"(Y/n) where have you been?" He asked.

He's in teacher mode so I don't mind. "I've been at home sick" I half lied.

Lovesick....

"Well, I'm glad you made a quick recovery. We needed you in glee yesterday."

"Well you made it just in time because today we will be launching our love songagram today we will be going from classroom to classroom for the next hour of school telling them about it," Sean says.

"Great." I say sarcastically." so let's develop a plan there are three groups 6 different halls so the boys can take the 100-200 hall. Kylie your group can take the 300-400 hall and our group can take the 5-6 hall."

"Good plan," Sean says.

"Break!" I jokingly said like a football player.

The boys were singing:

https://youtu.be/5wcDS5hpxnU

Kylie's group:

https://youtu.be/d4_6N-k5VS4

Your group:

https://youtu.be/TSVlmOIAvBk

And needless to say, it was tiring but I had way much more work to do
Soon the bell rang and we rushed down to the chorus room, of course, I stayed behind awkwardly with sean but the funny thing is I forgot about Amy I noticed she wasn't there.

"Where's Amy?" I asked.

" she transferred schools," Sean said.

"Oh," I said shocked.

I wanted to surprise everyone so I told Sean I was going to the bathroom and waited till I watched everyone go inside the classroom that's when I got my stuff and walked in.

"Well, where's my welcome back banner?" I asked

Almost everyone clamored me and was hugging me asking where I've been.

"I was gone one day but I was a bit sick bad stomach ache. But it doesn't matter because guys I've got a song we will need a lot of props for this one it's going to be huge!" I say excitedly.

"Alright but before you go into your grand scheme lets warm up," Sean says.
Everyone goes to their seats and we do warm-ups.

Afterwards, we practice the song.
Soon rehearsal was over,

"Ok guys now lets talk props and attire for this song. Guys, I want you in black ok black vest with a white button up t-shirt I doesn't matter if it's long or short sleeved, black fedora, black pants and black dress shoes or more preferably black converse as well as a black umbrella and also I need everyone to buy at least one bag or so of shiny blue confetti of any shade. as for my girls black trench coats black pants and black boots any kind if you plan on wearing heels bring them to rehearsal to make sure you can work in them cause I don't need anyone falling on their butt. You will also need a black umbrella capiche?" I asked,

Everyone said yea

"Great in a week we will be starting dance rehearsals soo I need everyone to be practicing your part double time because we are behind on time I know we have two more weeks that seems very little to mee so we need to get on it practice in the shower while your getting dressed doing your homework, on break at work, while walking your dog or taking care of grandma Betsy!!" I say

Everyone laughs and agrees.

" great duces!!" Everyone leaves.

Then it was just me and sean.....

"Sooo." Sean says."how have you been?"

"I've been fine I just need time to think and breathe." I say." well thanks for asking I have to go I have dances to create." I gather my things and leave.

I cant look at him without seeing him and Amy kiss and having constant voice s yelling at me calling me names and telling me to just end it with him.

But I cant because I just love him too much he's been the highlight of my dull life he's made me the person I am now,

I go to my studio and practice a few dances:
I take off my shoes.

I put in my wireless earbuds and close my eyes and escape reality and just flow with the music

https://youtu.be/yHM7iYC96uw

Soon at the end of the song, I found myself sitting down in front of the mirror staring at my reflection or more like my child self.

Me with the big (eye color) wondrous eyes, and long (hair color.) In two pigtails in a floral dress with pink tights underneath holding a small brown teddy bear with a smile on her face.

Even if I could go back in time and try and warn her...
There is no way you can prepare a child for her mother to die, for her father to put her ups for adoption for her six years or terror there's, not a thing I could've done to change any of that but that's alright.

We can't change the past but the past can push us to make a better future.
After that, I go home and go to sleep.

Two days later..........

Today I was doing a songagram for a girl's best friend. I thought it was sweet.

We walked up to the girl at lunch.

"Hello, are you ms.riley wallas?" I asked her.

"Uh yes, I am."

" well, I'm (y/n) of honor's chorus and we have been sent by your bestie Avril who wanted us to sing a song for you."

https://youtu.be/nINX3aFsqRU

By the time the song was over she was crying I sat beside her and comforted her.

"Whats wrong?" I asked.

"Its fine its just that this really made me happy because recently my mom died and I've been having such a hard time and Avril has been helping me through this horrible time," she says.

I hug her tighter." its ok I know what its like to lose someone you love." I say smiling at her as a tear falls down my face.

"Thank you." She says smiling. Avril comes over and hugs Riley everyone awws and claps.

Then go to school and glee as normal practicing people have been bringing in lots of confetti for our dance.

I know seans birthday is this weekend and I've been thinking a lot. I can't stay mad at him long.
Soo on his birthday I will be going to his house for a surprise.

Sunday....

I know sean usually goes off to the school for rather a school staff meeting or to do whatever work he has. So I've been watching to see when he leaves.

Sean's pov:

Lately, my life has been miserable without her.
I miss her dammit I feel so stupid for what I said!!
I want to apologize to her and make love to her and prove how much I love her.

But she needs time and if that's what it takes for her to be in my arms again ill suffer through it.

Even if it means ill be alone on my birthday...

I wake up and get ready I just put on a t-shirt, jeans, and some converse and go to work for this stupid teachers meeting they told me happy birthday gave me a cupcake and went about the meeting afterwards i went into my room and put in grades and clean up a bit and put the chairs back in order.

Then I went to a bar for a couple of shots.
Just two cause I didn't want to be hungover at work.

It was somewhat hard to just get two I wanted to just keep the shots coming to end my misery even if it was just for a little while.

After that, I drove home.
Your pov:

He finally left god he takes longer to get ready then I do!
After watching him leave I go to his house use the hider key to get in the place it back where I found it just in case he forgot his actually key.
Then I take time to set up. I mean I'm no cook soooo I'm not fixing any food sadly.
But I will, however, be fixing a delicious treat in the bedroom.;)

I take a lavender scented bath put on some lingerie:

And lightly spray on some perfume.

Then i just change all the regular light bulbs with red or pink ones the color of love right? Put in some nice scented candals

I spread some rose pedals on the bed then i watch tv in his room and wait.

Soon I hear a car pull in. I turn off the tv.

Seans pov:

I arrive home ready to just go to sleep.
But I felt a disturbance in the force.(fluffy reference XD.)

Not as in something bad but something was out of place.

I went inside to see an ominous pinkish reddish glow coming from my room.
I went inside and seen (y/n) on the bed with black lingerie on with roses around her.

Your pov:

Sean was standing in the doorway jaw dropped and all when he saw me.

"(Y/n) w-what are you doing-"

Smutty start here.

I crawled off the bed."shh." I wrapped my arm around his neck and kissed him sweetly but yet lustfully. He was shocked by the kiss but melted into it.
I could taste alcohol on his breath but I didn't care.
Soon he licked my lip asking for entrance I didn't hesitate to let him in.
He pushed us onto the bed.
I smiled as we continued to kiss.i took his shirt off. And he started kissing my neck his hand roamed my body as he did soo he kissed my sweet spot making me moan.
Which caused him to moan as well. He removed my bra and kissed and licked around the nipple and began to suck on my breast. Causing me to moan out. He stopped and began to leave a trail of kisses down from my chest to my boob to my stomach and he pulled off my panties and began to lick out my inside licking each wall cleaning every crevice saving my clit for last teasing me making me arch my back moaning louder as I run my hands through his hair as he continued. He placed my legs on to his shoulders.
I moan louder as I feel myself nearing my climax.

"Uh! Oh god, Sean!" He continues until I do climax.

I pull off his pants and flip us over.
I center myself with him and ride him.
He wraps his hands around my waist as I do so.
He flipped us over and wrapped my leg around his waist and began kissing my neck and non-stop whisper sweet things.

'I love you and only you.'

'I never meant what I said'

'You're my beautiful goddess'

'I missed you.'

'You are my world.'

'I couldn't function without you,'

Soon we were close to our climax.
Sean kissed me as I moaned louder.

Then we both climaxed.

Smutty end here...

Sean collapsed beside me but brought me close to him and wrapped his arms around me.

"I would never cheat on you. Amy kissed me and I tried to pull away."

I kissed him."I don't care what happened Amy is gone and you're mine you're mine and I'm yours." I say." plus even if she did have your heart I wouldn't care cause you sure as hell have my heart." I say.

He smiles and kisses me again.

"And by the way happy birthday."

" now you say it." He jokes.

I giggle.
He kisses me and we fall asleep.

The next day after school.....

Sean came by my house.

With an attack on titan wings of freedom jacket as well as a golden bracelet with some roses as well.

"Did I overdo it?" Sean asked.

"No." I tackle him onto the couch and kiss soon it turns into a heated make-out session and things happen. We went to sleep in my bed when at like 11:30 there was a knock on the door.

I only had on well nothing so I put on some panties and a bra and put on my attack on titan jacket which at least covered my panties and answered the door not bothering to look through the peephole...

When I look at the person I am completely shocked.

"Dad?!"

TO BE FUCKING CONTINUED........