I was so tired of hiding my feelings today.

So damn tired.

So I tried something.

I tested his personal space.

I got as close to him as I could when I was asking a question.

I leaned close to him when he walked behind me, and when I walked by him and he was standing at the front, I purposefully brushed into him.

Twice.

And he said nothing.

It's almost like a game, and I know I'm losing.

He's purposefully ignoring all of the signs I'm giving to him.

I just know it.

He's too smart to not pick up on it, and he's smart enough that he knows if I don't get a reaction out of him, that I'll grow tired of trying.

It gives me time to think about what I'm doing and feel guilty and awful..

Goddamn it why must he be like that...