While I was surfing on the internet, I was thinking about my life, Did I really messed up this bad? But what's wrong with being afraid? Is there nothing wrong with it right?

I really  can't understand this, I need to make a plan ,I can't let them bullying me in school anymore it has been 5 months how much longer do I have to suffer? Why are they interested in other peoples life? I never understood this. While I was thinking about this, I felt my anger growing. I closed my eyes then with a big deep breath I focused on the screen again.I was looking for a movie I mean what I can do on Friday night as sitting in front of my laptop with a big bowl of popcorn in the dark and watching a movie alone.

My parents are pretty strict with me. They don't even let me go to a party or something I mean It's not like I wanted to I have no one to go with anyway... My life is a totally mess. I had a boyfriend in the past his name was Derek we were 15 years old we dated like for 2 weeks but we were more like friends. He wanted to kiss me soo many times but I was scared. 'First kiss what if he won't like it' ... He had enough and we broke up...

Deep breaths Em and now go back to the movie.. I was about to play the movie when something caught my attention a advertisement on the left side... There was a boy on it. He was very handsome who am I going to lie? He was sexy, chocolate brown eyes,dirty blond hair which was perfectly styled. He was shirtless which perfectly provided my to see his six packs through the screen, and let's not talk about his tattoes he was perfect if I can say that. When I finally zoned out, I carefully watched what is  this advertisement about.

 When I read it, I tought I'm gonna faint.. It was a sex agency avertesiment,a invitation to spend a night with him. I felt like my breath got stuck I couldn't breath.OMG . This means...this guy a pornstar!!

Nice Em ,really nice you liked a pornstar.but what can I do? He's very handsome. I clicked on the picture,and his profile appeared.

Name: Justin Bieber

Age: 20

Price: 80 € for one night. (I'm from Slovakia ) 

So sad... they sell them like dogs or something...I was about to exit the page when an idea came into my mind!