The Party

"Hey i'm here" Kai stands straight showing off his suit after making his way through the room full of party guests. "I can see that, you look dashing" Taemin smiles while knocking back the last of his brown liquid from his glass. "Come on let's go outside on the balcony it's a beautiful night" Taemin leads Kai outside as they walk close to the ledge. "Wow this is a beautiful view of the city lights Kai smiles before turning to face Taemin. "So do I get to spend the night tonight again?" Kai moves closer wrapping an arm around Taemin's shoulder making the smaller move away. "Please don't do that, there are important people here" Taemin moves away a little more almost shyly. "I don't care who is here. I want to spend the night with you again. We slept together for god sake I should be allowed to touch you" Kai walks closer again as Taemin looks up at him and laughs "Just because we slept together that doesn't mean we are together and that you can just come in here and demand to stay. We had a good night" Taemin moves away from Kai again making Kai's heart shatter. "So what your saying is you used me for sex ?" Kai questions him as he takes a step back. "Oh come on you didn't think we were going to be a thing after one night did you. Haven't you had a one night stand before?" Taemin runs his hands through his hair fixing it from the wind while taking glances at the room inside and what he could be missing out here talking to Kai. "So you used me" Kai huffs out grabbing the ledge not believing in what he is hearing . "Isn't that what a one night stand is, people using each other" Taemin moves to head inside as Kai stops him. "You fucking used me for sex, who do you think you are" Kai starts to feel the anger build inside him wanting to shake Taemin and make him come to his senses. "Haven't you used someone?" Taemin pulls his arm free from Kai as the taller just stands there feeling so hurt and heartbroken. "If you're expecting to stay the night I think you best go home now" Taemin smirks before he steps into the main hall to join his guests.

Kai leans on the ledge as tears fall from his eyes. How could he be so stupid. What was he expecting out of meeting Taemin? He clearly wasn't going to be his boyfriend that was for sure. Heading inside he makes his way to the main door and heads off out into the street making his way home. Hands in his pockets and head low he slowly heads in the direction of his apartment. Walking past excited people all rushing past he looks to his right to see a bunch of people heading into the theatre to see one of the biggest shows. Smiling he knows how much Kyungsoo wanted to see it and even tried to get tickets but failed. Walking along he hears laughter that he knows only too well. Looking up he can see Chanyeol and Kyungsoo linking each other all happy towards the theatre. Stopping in his tracks he watches as they both continue laughing with the crowd as they step into the theatre. Shaking his head and not believing what he is seeing he keeps walking home. "Chanyeol finally got him" he huffs

Arriving at home he slams his apartment door and takes off his shoes and heads to his bedroom stripping his clothes along the way not caring where they land. Falling onto the bed he lets out a massive scream of rage that was building up inside him. "How could I have been so stupid. I have had the man of my dreams right in the palm of my hand and now he is going out on a date with someone else. How could I use him? I know how he feels, how much of an asshole I am . Kai gets up from his bed in just his underwear and heads to his kitchen to find some alcohol. Grabbing a bottle and leaving the glass he turns off all the lights and sits on the sofa in darkness drinking from the bottle.

"I have treated D.O like shit and tonight I have felt how he felt and I hate myself for it". Drinking his troubles away he passes out soon after finishing a whole bottle of whiskey.

In town

"Oh my god that was amazing did you see how they danced so well together it was like watching angels dance" Kyungsoo spins and twirls on the path as Chanyeol can't help but smile at him being so happy tonight. "So I take it you enjoyed it then" Chanyeol teases as Kyungsoo grabs his hand and tries to get him to dance with him in the street. "I can't dance, I have two left feet," Chanyeol giggles as Kyungsoo tries so hard to get him to move with him. " Ok then I'll do it," Kyungsoo says, dancing more and twirling more making Chanyeol rush to him  grabbing him close to his body as he was just about to twirl into oncoming traffic. "Oh shit" Kyungsoo feels his heart race in his chest as he looks up seeing Chanyeol look down at him. Taking a chance Chanyeol leans down and touches his lips with Kyungsoo making the smaller reach up and hold the back of Chanyeol's neck while kissing back.

"Kyungsoo," Chanyeol says leaning his head onto the smaller's forehead. "Please don't say anything Chanyeol, you know we can't" Kyungsoo pulls himself free of the taller's embrace and fixes himself while touching his bottom lip where Chanyeol's soft lips just where a second ago.

"Kai will only hurt you again be with me, I will treat you right Kyungsoo" Chanyeol follows the smaller as he walks away down the street. "Kyungsoo please wait, don't run off, it's late let me walk you home" Chanyeol's tries and finally catches up with him. "Leave me alone please Chanyeol, I just really want to be alone, I will pay you back for the ticket" Kyungsoo takes his wallet out as Chanyeol shakes his head. "Put the money away, I don't want it, think of it as a gift from a friend then" Chanyeol smiles softly as he watches Kyungsoo put his wallet back into his pocket. "Please just leave me be Chanyeol please" Kyungsoo pleads as he keeps walking, making Chanyeol watch him walk away.

Finally reaching home he races up the stairs to his apartment and opens the door. Stepping inside he closes the door and slides down it crying. "Why can't Kai just love me like I do him? I know I said last night I was gonna give him an ultimatum but right now after kissing Chanyeol I just want my teddy bear back".

to be continued ...

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