Reaching the apartment and closing the door behind me I watch Kai slump down onto the sofa pulling off his shoes before removing his coat. "Come sit with me baby" he signals for me to sit beside him by patting the cushion to his left. Taking off my shoes and coat I walk closer as he rips open his bag of chips and lays it on the table. "These are the best chips ever" he smiles at me as I sit on the floor next to the table opening my bag of chips.

"Your show was brilliant tonight baby" he says with a mouth full of chips as he makes his way to my kitchen returning with drinks. "Thank you, I'm glad you liked it" I blush a little as he hands me a can of sprite before he sits on the floor with me. "I loved it" he whispers as he moves closer to kiss me making me pull away.

"Hey come here" he moves my face back to face him as he looks deep into my eyes giving me that beautiful charming smile he always gives me. "Your an amazing dancer D.O you really are, and how you moved on stage tonight kinda turned me on" he moves closer whispering into my neck as I feel a chill go down my spine. Trying to control myself I don't give in to him so I change the subject.

"Are you going to auditions tomorrow for the next show?" I watch as he just smiles and continues to eat his chips. "Yeah of course its an open audition and I'm really hoping to show them how I dance" I watch as he takes a drink from his can of sprite as I can't stop checking him out.

I have known Kai since we where kids, he always pushed himself to be a better dancer but when it comes to auditions he tries to stand out more. I know your suppose to shine and show what you can do in auditions but with Kai he takes it to the next level. In a group dance he goes solo instead of dancing with his team. Producers of the shows love his dancing but he needs to work on his ego and learn to do as told by producers and not do what he wants.

"Hey are you ok, you went very quiet?" he wakes me from my day dream as I just smile back. "I was just thinking of the auditions tomorrow that's all" I smile popping a chip into my mouth.

"You know you should do stretches before dancing right?" I watch as he moves closer to me like a lion coming after its prey making me swallow the last bit of the chip in my mouth. "I.... I do..... But but.... that's tomorrow" I swallow hard as he moves me more that I am laying on my back on my sitting room floor. "I miss our nights D.O" he whispers as he burys his face into the crook of my neck kissing me on the most sensitive part making me moan out. I try so hard to ignore it till I feel his hand slip up under my top touching my naked stomach then chest. "Ka..... Kai" I groan out as I start to lose control to his touch. "Hmmmm baby" he replies but keeps kissing me making me melt all over my sitting room floor.

I want to give in and make love to him he knows the feelings I have for him but will it ever be more then friends with benefits. I let out another groan as his lips start to kiss my nipples as I look up at the ceiling trying so hard not to give in but my heart let's me down that I move my hands into his blonde nearly platinum hair grabbing hold of it as he sits up and removes his top. Biting my lip at the view of him half naked bending over me I reach up and touch his six pack which I'm sure is nearly an eight pack. If I look closer I could probably see the chips he just ate sticking out from his sculptured body.

"You like what you see?" he smiles at me before moving closer and kissing me so soft on my lips while wrapping his arms around me hugging me so tight.

"Kai I love you" I whisper out as he continues to smother me with kisses before trailing them down my body and stopping at my waist band. "I know beautiful" is all he can say before he pulls my bottoms down and starts to stroke my member. All my strength to keep him away have failed miserably as I just give in and surrender to his need.

Taking my cock in his mouth he sucks me so good that I am hard in seconds and who wouldn't be when they have a god like Kai pleasuring them. Flipping me  over onto my front he kisses up my back and whispers into my ear. "Am I allowed in here" he says while rimming my pink hole with his finger. "Ye..... Yes" I nearly cry out at his touch feeling his hard cock near it teasing me. My heart beat in my chest is pounding as I feel him kiss all the way down my back and over the hump of my ass lifting it up so I am on my knees. "You have an amazing ass" he gently taps it before kissing it again.

I try to control my breathing and that fails me too along with everything else tonight. I feel my ass cheeks spread and then his tongue licking along the rim as if I am his favourite ice cream. He keep licking and making me so wet that I leak from my hard cock. "You ready baby" I hear him say as I let out a whimper "Yes". I feel his cock enter me slowly as he kisses my neck hitting my soft spot as he pushes deeper into me taking him all inside.

"Kai" I cry out as he keeps kissing me before he begins to move inside me. "Fuck D.O your so tight and amazing" he groans into my ear as he pounds into me  faster as he continues to kiss me. "Scream my name when you cum" he groans as he gets up and pounds me holding my hips as I am kneeling in front of him. I want this to be us making love but I know he doesn't love me the same. I am just one of his fuck buddies. I feel my emotions take over as I let out a silent tear as he keeps pounding into me groaning. I just kneel there silently crying as I wait for him to finish as he pulls his cock out of me and cums all over my ass and back before falling beside me on the floor catching his breath. "Fuck that was amazing" he says with his arm over his face as I quickly get up and wipe my tears I head to the bathroom to clean up.

Closing the bathroom door I turn on the shower and step inside. Taking the shower wash bottle I squirt some onto my hand and rub it all over my body washing away his seed as the tears fall down my cheeks. I should have stopped him, I should have told him no but I love him so much and I just want him to love me back the same. I sit on the floor of the shower and curl up into a ball and cry into my arms hoping he doesn't hear me.

***

Reaching the sitting room after my shower I find him asleep on the sofa all spread out, his legs hanging over the side. I gently pull the blanket from the back of the sofa and place it over him as not to wake him. I take a minute to look at his beauty as a tear falls down my cheeks. "I wish you would love me like I love you" I whisper before I tiptoe into my bedroom grabbing a tshirt and slipping it on as I climb into bed and hide under my covers hoping he wont hear me cry as I drift off to sleep hugging my pillow.

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Don't you just feel so sorry for D.O

It's hard to believe that this actually happens in real life.