🌸Felix Dream P.O.V
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Everything is foggy as I find myself in the middle of a grassy meadow.

The soft breeze is tickling the hairs on my arms and is also brushing my hair against my forehead.

I hear something calling out for my name.
I turn around but don't see anything because of the fog.

"Felix..."

There it is again.
I follow the direction of the sound, Moving slowly so that I don't trip over anything.

I then see a pathway towards a small hill.

'I've seen this hill before' 
I say to myself before seeing a figure with an orange hoodie.

They are looking down with black hair covering their face, well enough to the point I can't see their face.

I start walking up but then he suddenly dissapears, only leaving the small oak tree sitting on top of the hill.

I then try to run up to the tree to see where that person could've gone.

But,

Splash

I fell into a large lake that appeared out of nowhere.

It was cold in the water, the feeling could have frozen my fingers off.
I then quickly pull up onto the grass again rolling onto my back and take a few breathes.

"Where the fuck did that come from..."
I mumble to myself while sweeping soaked hair out of my eyes.

The lake seemed to wide to get across, it probably about as long as a school bus.

And from when I fell in I could tell already it was way to deep..

I closed my eyes for a second, then opening them to see a stepping stone in front of me.

I step on it but, nothing happens.
It doest disappear or break or anything.

I then looked ahead to where the hill is.

"I need to get there"

I say to myself.
But soon enough I wake up which annoyingly triggered me.

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🌸Felix P.O.V

As I wake up I mentally curse at myself for having to wake up.

It was barely even 5AM.
I could sleep some more since we have a day off today, so that's exactly what I'm going to do.

Felix then pulls his covers over himself again snuggling himself into his bed.

After a lot of tossing in turning I fully gave up on going to sleep.

I take out my diary and write down as Much as I can about the dream I had. I don't do this a lot, but I just needed something to do.

30th July.

I woke up way to early and I didn't want to wake up either. I had this dream that I wanted to continue.. 

It was just.. Odd? 

I don't remember a lot but, I defiantly remember a hill with a tree.. 

Fuck.. I don't know why its bothering me, so I might as well just shrug it off.

Let's just hope today will be a good day.

Our comeback is just around the corner and I hope our fans will enjoy what we have prepared for them.

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After I updated my diary I put it away locking it in the bottom drawer of my bedside table.

I grab my phone and turned it on, exposing a blinding light from the screen.

I cover my eyes and squint at my screen, changing the light setting for the device.

Unlocking my phone I go onto Instagram logging into my undercover account 

'DoNT tOuCH MaH sAUsAge' (oof ;)) )

I would search up random things on there about My group.

There's this account that is dedicated to my freckles, which may be kind of weird.... But it reassures me that people love my freckles.

Although the fans do make me feel happy when they compliment me.

Chan makes me feel like there is fireworks in my heart. The way he smiles at me and makes sure I'm okay just makes me feel so soft inside.

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A/N:

Oof I'm writing this while I'm in the car so that'd why there will probably be 2 updates in one day. Because I can't post them atm cuz like no WiFi in the car and that.

I'm currently driving to Sydney for family reasons and that so ye point is I'm gonna be getting another sibling imported soon~

Tbh Idc what gender it will be in the future. Because I have an okay bond with my one brother I have already.

Ye we fight a lot but then again we have a majority if sibling goal times. 💗

I wuv him 😂