Taylor was at the studio, recording a new song that you were so excited about. She couldn't wait to go home and show it to you but she wanted to take one last break before she finishes it. She grabbed a bottle of water and check her phone after hours. There were at least a hundred calls from Andrea, Selena, your best friend and your parents. She knew immediately that something was wrong, that something happened to you. Her hands started to shake, but somehow she managed to call Selena back.

When the brunette answered the phone, it took her a couple seconds to collect her thoughts before she started to speak. 'Taylor, I'm so sorry, babe. Y/N is at the hospital, she had a car accident' your girlfriend's heart dropped. It was one of the sentences she never wanted to hear in her life.

'Where's she exactly?' her voice trembled and she felt the tears slowly rolling down her face.

'At the ICU.'

Taylor wasted no time, she hang up the phone, got her car keys and rushed to the local hospital. It was the living hell for her. Every minute felt like an hour in her mind. It almost felt an eternity to reach the 4th floor where the intensive care unit was. The first thing she saw was your mom crying and your best friend hugging her, even though (Y/BF/N) was a mess as well.

'Hey, you're here!' Selena gently touched Taylor's shoulder.

'Please tell me she's not dead. Selena, I can't lose her, she's my everything. My best friend, my muse, the love of my life. I cannot imagine my life without her. Without her voice, her smile, her whole presence. It's just not something I would be able to deal with. She can't be dead. She can't leave me here all alone. She can't be that fucking selfish.' she cried her heart out to her best friend.

Selena held Taylor close to her as she tried to calm her down. 'She's not dead, Taylor. She'll be just fine, I promise. She's one of the strongest girls I've ever known, okay? She'll be okay.'

Selena couldn't even imagine the pain Taylor felt. She loved you almost as much as Taylor, you were one of her best friends. She was so worried about you but she had to be strong for Taylor. At least seemed to be strong.

'How did it happen? What the hell happened at all?' she raised her voice.

'There was a drunk driver on the road, he almost crashed into a tree but he snatched the steering wheel away and...'

'I hope he died.' Taylor whisper under her breath.

'Taylor! I know you're mad and you're worried about (Y/N) and I get it. Trust me, I do. But you can't say things like that. And no, he's not dead, he only broke his arm.'

'It's just not fair. She didn't do anything wrong, yet she's still the one at the freaking ICU.'

Selena was about to say something but a doctor showed up in front of the two of them. 'You're Taylor Swift, her fiancé, right?' the doctor's voice was serious. Taylor slowly nodded her head and grabbed Selena's hand in hers, waiting for the worst thing to be told.

'She's awake' Taylor has never felt so relived in her entire life. She knew that everything's gonna be fine, and that you're gonne be okay. 'but her brain damaged and that caused her retrograde amnesia.' the doctor continued.

'A retrograde what?' Selena asked totally in shock.

'Retrograde amnesia. It's the inability to retrieve informations that was acquired before a particular date. In some cases the memory loss can extend back years or decades, while in others the person may lose only a few months of memory.'

'What does that mean? She doesn't remember me? Or she doesn't remember anything at all? How long will it take to fully recover from this? Or will she ever fully recover?' Taylor asked, nervously pulling on her blond hair.

'I'm not sure exactly. It can take a few days or a few weeks. Sometimes, it takes years for someone to remember. But Taylor, let's hope the best! You can help her with pictures or videos, you can also tell her stories, you can take her to the places you used to go together. Be patient with her, alright? It can be pretty scary for her to not remember anything. She has never needed you or the emotional support and love more than she does now.'

'Can I see her?' The doc nodded and pointed to the hospital room which meant that Taylor can go inside. She hesitated a little because she didn't know what to expect, but at the same time, she couldn't wait to hug and comfort you that everything's going to be alright and she's there for you.

She carefully knocked on your door and entered the room. She walked to your bed and her heart melted when you smiled at her.

'Wow, I'm surprised I'm seeing you here, Ms. Swift.'

'What do you mean you're surprised? Where else would I be if not here when you just had a car accident?' she laughed but stopped when she heard your answer.

'I don't know, you could be basically anywhere. I haven't seen or heard from you since high school.'

Taylor felt like her whole world crashing down right then and there. 'You really don't remember anything, do you?' You shook your head, not really understanding the situation that was going on.

Taylor delicately took your hands in hers and that's when you saw it. The ring on your finger, it was the same as Taylor's.

'No, that can't be true! Don't tell me that I got married with my biggest high school crush and I don't even remember it.' Taylor couldn't help but giggled at your cuteness.

'Actually, we are not married. We got engaged a month ago after 6 years of dating.'

'Jesus, woman! You weren't in a hurry.'

'Oh my god, okay, I 100% liked you better when you were sleeping and I was on the other side of that door' Taylor joked just like you did seconds ago.

You laughed along with her a little but then took a deep breath and looked straight into Taylor big blue eyes. 'Hey uhm, I don't wanna be rude and I definitely don't wanna hurt you, but I don't remember anything. I don't remember anything about you, about us, our relationship. I don't think that it would be a good idea to marry you. God, I don't even know you. Okay, that's not true, you were the popular girl at high school and I was head over heels for you, even tho we never really talked. So, as much as my 17 year-old self would love to marry you, my 26 year-old self just can't do that. I'm so sorry. I truly do.' you pulled the ring off your finger and handed it back to Taylor.

'Well, that's understandable. But I won't give up on you, I won't give up on us. Take it as a promise, love!'

'Tay, I can't ask you to wait for me to remember. What if I won't? You should just live your life, go find someone else! You're gorgeous, I bet it'll be easy.' she slightly blushed at your compliment.

'You really don't understand. You are my life, (Y/N). I'll do anything to prove you that. And who cares if you won't remember me?! I have already won you twice in this lifetime, what's another one?!'

You couldn't hide the smile on your face. You always imagined how dating Taylor would look like, but it was way better than all the stupid scenarios in your head. You could tell that she was really in love with you, she would do anything for you and that is what you've ever wanted. You truly hoped that she won't get tired of you and will be by your side, no matter what.

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