chucking the last piece of his clothing in the laundry basket, yoongi stepped inside the shower and under the cold water.

he sat down on the cold tiled floor and stayed, looking down at the tattoos on his skin.

a polaroid camera tattoo.

jimin would stay over the night at yoongi's so he waited on his bed while yoongi was brushing his teeth in the bathroom.

he looked around and rummaged through yoongi's desk, bored af and had nothing to do.

his eyes twinkled when he saw a polaroid camera and picked it up.

'cool', he thought.

jimin fumbled with the object, not having any idea on how it works.

suddenly, his finger landed on a soft button and the flash went off, making jimin shriek and put down the camera and hid under the covers of the bed.

yoongi entered the room, panic in his eyes. he searched around for his boyfriend but he's nowhere.

"jiminie? babe?"

jimin's head popped out from the covers and when he saw yoongi, he ran to him.

"what happened, baby boy?" yoongi kissed jimin's forehead and looked around.

"i was playing around with the camera when the flash suddenly went off."

yoongi picked up the polaroid the camera produced and looked at it.

he started laughing and showed it to jimin.

"yah! i look so ugly, throw that away!" jimin said and glared at yoongi. yoongi shook his head and pecked jimin.

"whatever you do, however you look, remember. you are the most beautiful thing in this world, park jimin."

yoongi then turned to his shoulder.

a goldfish.

"take the fish inside, i'll go carry the rest." yoongi said and hopped off of the car, opening the trunk.

jimin carried the fish tank that contains the live fish that they'll be grilling for jin's barbecue party later.

while jimin was transferring the fish into another container, he saw a goldfish left in the tank.

"yoongi!"

yoongi came rushing in, the paper bags bouncing on his arms. he went closer to jimin and took his face in his hands.

"are you okay? are you hurt?"

"im fine, yoongi."

"then why did you shout?"

jimin pointed at the fish tank. "did you buy a goldfish?"

yoongi furrowed his brows and shook his head. "i didnt."

jimin sighed and poked the tank. "poor fishie. he got separated from his family."

yoongi wrapped an arm around jimin, kissed his temple. "wanna keep it?"

jimin turned to him and beamed. "can we, hyung?"

yoongi nodded and jimin jumped and hugged yoongi.

"kamsa, yoongi!"

jimin turned to the goldfish and smiled.

"i shall name you goldie~"

yoongi stood up, grabbed the shiny object at the corner of the shower room, and sat back down.

the knife.

he looked at his reflection on it, only seeing his eyes. his tired and half-closed eyes.

he sighed, leaned his head back against the wall.

'am i really doing this?', yoongi thought.

he looked back at his arms

everything single thing he had tattooed on his body

is a reminder of jimin

park mother fucking jimin.

he let the sharp edge of the knife rest on his milky skin, took a deep breath, before he pierced his skin with it.

he removed everything.

the bubblegum ice cream

the polaroid camera

the goldfish

the converse shoes

the soda bottle

the cassiopeia constellation

the christmas ball

the pink umbrella

the kumamon plushie

jimin's name.

he removed it all

and all that was left is

his blood dripping out of his wounds

and his wounds that will turn into scars.

×××

should i still do an epilogue?

lol pls dont hate me it's not yet over okaaaayyy

check out: smoker >> yoonmin
written by: -taehyungie

also one of my faves aww~ it's not yet finished but ye it's so kyot because it has yoonmin and a bit of taegi haha lol

imma go now lol my brothers are annoying af

bye

xoxo nikki