I will let you all know , this and future chapters will start to become dark so be prepared everyone because I will make you all suffer :D enjoy.

Also warning , this chapter contain mention of child abuse and torture  . Don't want to read the chapter , please skip this . Thank you for your understanding.

Midoriya held Todoroki tightly , his small arms wrapped around his neck . His face filled with zero emotions , eyes clouded with no stars or brightness , almost like a doll. Todoroki glanced at the child with worried , ever since he visit Midoriya from the infirmary , he haven't been the same. The same child who always made the class laugh , always smiling and cheerful now became an empty shell. All Todoroki could do is embrace the child in his arms , protecting him from the pain that caused him to be like this .

He won't forgive the league for hurting his friends , he show a rage expression. Not at anyone but himself . He should've gotten stronger to protect Midoriya, he should've been by his side , but he didn't and now he's blaming himself for it .

Even though it wasn't his fault , he still felt like it is . Three weeks of no saving , three weeks of torture is hard on Midoriya, especially when he's a child. When children gets abused , they'll be more likely to have more triggers than anyone else . He knows the fact since he was once an abused child, he blamed his father , hated that man with guts. After all he got this scar from his mother who couldn't defend herself both physically and mentally.

That hollow feeling he held during childhood grew and grew until he met Midoriya, the hollow feeling disappeared the moment they had their first match , that moment when Midoriya yelled words that destroyed his wall and flew out of the so called prison.

Now , he wants to share that Kindness Midoriya give back to him. He deserves more support than he did. He helped his classmates throughout the year , helping them and giving advice . Even if his mumbling habit is too much or he's a major fanboy . He is the one that's a true hero , one that doesn't care about fame or money.

Midoriya slowly lift his head up , eyes glancing at the window staring at the sunset , the breathtaking view of the colorful clouds surrounding the buildings , birds flying up to north , getting ready to leave for winter.

Midoriya stares at Shouto showing him a light smile that melts class 1-A faces , he places both his hands on his cheeks , rubbing them making sure he isn't tough especially with Shouto's scar . The teen slowly smiled melted from the touch , they both continued their walk leaving the building and back to the dorm. 

Midoriya is still there , his sun is still with him.

"Sho-Chan , can we eat some c-cookies and m-milk pwetty pwease " he shyly spoke playing with his small fingers that played around his uniform. The teen only chuckled as he nodded his head , Patting the young boy , happy to see him back .

"Of course , anything for you "

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All Denki can do is wrapped his whole body in a blanket , staring at the blank wall that once have color .  His eyes moving one to another . He felt death behind him , ready to get his soul. He doesn't remember the last time he was depressed , the final memory he have of being in this state was hits and yells from his mother.

Odd , it's funny how he could remember that . It's actually funny , his mother , his own mother that's in the hands of the villains , the one who suppose to give "love and affection " hits me . It made him laughed , he laughed so hard , so hard that tears start to fall out. He finally remembered everything. Yet , he begged the heroes to save her. They should just kill her instead .

If she's dead , then I'll be free from her and the villains...I won't work for them again , yeah...but...she's the one who give birth to me...

Tears started to form , ready to drop as he quickly wiped them off , so many things happen to him . He got kidnapped , forced to work for the league, injured innocent people as torture , kidnapped his own classmates, becoming a double spy. For once in his life time , for goddamn once , can he have peace for at least a month , just a month.

He's tired of this , he is done. All he wanted was to have a normal life , go to a normal school , get a job and have a family but no , instead he ended up in UA pretending to be a goddamn hero he doesn't want to be and hurt people if they know he's a spy . He didn't ask for this , he didn't ask for this life at all .

Denki wanted to have a stable life , enjoying happiness with Midoriya and 1-A but instead he's locked in his own bedroom carrying nothing but freaking guilt. Soon he's going to tell all his friends he's a spy and to be honest he is not going to be surprised if they start to hate him , be angry at him . After all he is a villain , so there's no reason for a explanation or care about what's going to happen to him. People change once they know his status , yet , he is okay with it.

He knows it wouldn't be over , he could feel it. He is sure that the league will come after all and he is prepared for that.

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Hello my dear readers ! It is I , Author-Chan !

Sorry about the late update , school and work is not a fun activity and it's keeping me away from writing . But I do you enjoy it ! Sorry if it's terrible or rushed , but I did my best !

I'm almost at Chapter forty and I am excited ! Because if anyone remember I will publish a new story which is a BTS fanfic , so be ready !

Again I am sorry if it's short and terrible.

I hope you enjoy it and see you all later !

Have a good evening/day ! ❤️