October 2011

Nev 

Little did I know It would get from bad to worse in a short while. But sometimes the Goddess of fate wasn't all that bad.

The realm I lived in had begun to expose things even my juvenile mind couldn't comprehend or begin to understand.

Before I had seen the Impossible,the impossible was possiable in my realm but at that time,I had never seen it.At this time,it really showed me what went on in that young mortals mind,the one who haunted me for months on end,it was now at the sixtth mouths.

I realised a sigh.Six awful mounths of pure toture and pain.

From my hill,the place where I had sat with crossed feet as my eyes swiveled sometimes I would meditate ,breathe in and closed my eyes.Feeling the sizzle,the steady hum and change in air like a cackle of thunder or a ripple.A coloured,slow heatwave.

The ground beneth me ,a ripple and a lurch of snow moved under my soles like minature waves.The snow hardened around my boots and lurched me down the slope and I followed it.My heart hammeered in my chest and thumped in my ears.

Today the world was weridly calm ,not a flicker of snowflakes in sight or the trash of wind.

It echoed inside my chest,a stidy hum and slowly it lurched me like a taut bow and a string ,a curl of transclent air ,blue coloured like the under of a glacier where the sun never met it.

It led my feet towards the middle where a fog floated around me as blue light matrizailed and began to form glowing ,transculent or opqaue figures from the light blue light:A man and The Child.My eyes widened when I saw them and the sudden rrealisation of what I just saw.The Child as ice ran through my viens.Even though her skin was blue,it was her alright.It was her and a man ,a broad,tall giant of a man stood in front of her.His teeth almost caine,eyes feline.

An unsettling shudder ran through my spine as I watched the sinister combination but I quickly swatted it away.An odd feeling wretched deep inside my chest ,a heavy feeling as if my heart was weighed and clenched tight.

It felt so wrong.

But I foolishly dismissed it as a trick of the light,my never ending stress and horror which contributed in my mind.But the horror sank in.

He placed his palm on his oddly fabric cladded legs ,lightening quick,a flash of claws came and went.I blibked stunned.His lips spread into a smile,a creul one.One that was sick and twisted and wrong.The top garmet he wore hugged his broad frame and highlighed his arm swollened withh muscles.

Father,her father.

The man must have been her father.He loomed over his daughter and spoke in a languague that I didnt understand.Her head was bowed and then she shimmered,like a ripple in an ocean.Then it shimmered again as he raised his finger up and down frantically.She flinched.

The ground gave way as thin lines appeared on thr ground as it gave way and the lines moved.My feet moved on its own accord but I spared a glance, a sad yet confused one at the pair as his lips moved more faster and expession more feral.

Feral.

Goddess,That was an understaement.

A sad smile formed on my lips and my fist clenched tightly.Then I dived forward.From where I stood,an involunterly gasp left my lips as the plateau beyound me.On very corner ,on every hill was the same glowing ,blue light figures all scattered all over with The Child and strange people all starnegly dressed and looking.They were all transluent.

A sea of memories.

It was her own.

For the first time in a long time.It waasnt nightmarish beasts but the memories of a young girl that was brought to life.

My mouth was agape.I was stunned and my lips went taut.

Was this humanising the Child that hauted me for mounths on end?

I shook my head still preplexed from this sceneray.The ground beneth me glowed and the small pearl leviated and vanished without warning or a trace.Spider like veins spread and cackled and with a deep breathe,I bolted and watched,observed and stared at the sea of memories which stretched from far and wide.

I heard of this phenomeaon.The Fey folk as much as I disliked them to my core.They used dust to absorb memories and create images and you should trust most because some could be fabricated or based on wants and desrires.I even began to wonder if anything I saw was actully hers or she was even real.

I swatted those latter thoughts away.It formed three dimensional shapes and images to broacast or even send a message but this was something else entirely.

At this stage,I was now at the age I was now and my mind had expanded.

The memory I observed ,horrified me.For it was her father,the burly man.The Child held something ,head bowed and her father ,again loomed over her.Then as fast as my eye could see,he then insulted her ,I froze.His lips moved yet I heard nothing.His palms collided ith her face hard ,she flinched.A lone tear trickled down her face.

My eyes widened as I staggered surprised stared at him then her, her shrunken appearance and the continuous rub of her bruised face as he began a long lecture.

Part 1.