Are you really worth my thoughts and my tears?

You cross my mind every second of the day,

And yet

I am not worthy of a split second of your attention.

It doesn't seem fair, but in a way I understand.

You and me, we are different types.

I fall hard, and care too much.

You pretend, and when it gets too hard,

You leave.

You leave me alone.

You leave me broken and in pain.

And although it is difficult, I am learning.

I am learning to be more like you.