Here's the lyrics
We're finally free
Welcome home
It's just you and me now
Standing alone
The world is ours
No it isn't
Get in the car
This isn't finished
What?
Even though the kid's dead
I'm still seeing red
I'm just a shell of his form
That his innocence shed
He lived a good life and he gave it to you
Oh is that right?
You know it's not true
Look at him showered
In blood and flowers
Now look in my eyes
She still holds the power
After years and tears
And confronting his fears
He's dead on his record
For the world to hear
And they'll all think
That it was suicide
But Christie I know
It was you inside
I saved him
I held him
'Til the moment he died
You choked him out of his own
God damn mind
You promised the world to him
A god damn lie
What do you want from me?
Oh look outside yourself
I won't help you take her down
Fine
I'll do it by myself
You don't need it
Oh I know that I need it
She's been gone for years
I know you can beat it
No look in the mirror
You know we both fear her
We're one in the same
We're afraid to be near her
We utter the name
With our spirits defeated
But you let me kill him
You're worse than Juanita
I told you to end it
It was all for the best
So I have you to blame
For this pain in my chest
NO!
If you won't go I will
To avenge the lost soul I killed
You're filling your heart up with hate
All the same (No!)
As the kid (No!)
That you just left (No!)
Face down on the (No!)
Pavement!
It's time I made a statement
A pity the city has ruined us
We could've fooled Hollywood
Just the two of us
But
Juanita has made a fool of us
You're lost
One two three four
Is this what love is really for
Is this all I get for being yours
The kid in front of me in blood and gore
Five six seven eight
Years put to waste for all I hate
They'll all know Juanita's fate
Show's about to start
Don't be late

One of my friends might understand what this could be about but I'd rather not explain what it's about because it's just too much at the moment..

I.. yeah I've confided in two different people about this, one assumed it was fake and the other is in a similar situation..

I think you'd know who you are and if you read this.. I'm sorry... I'm not necessarily in the right mind but I won't do anything reckless just.... It's why I'm off..

But it doesn't matter right? Never really does.