Its time to put the feels
Warning:Tanaka is OOC
Trigger warning:I don't support self-harm, if your one of those, you can pm me and tell me your problems :)
(Don't play it yet! I'll tell you when :))

Summary:
You and Tanaka were talking about how you wanted to get attention from Shiraishi, He waited so long to confess his feelings but he feels that it won't work out

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"Tanaka, I'm thinking that maybe I should confess to Shiraishi-san since I know that I've waited for 4 months now" he said to the brunette who was staring at him with understandment

"I'll support you M/N-chan, along with Ohta. We've already noticed that you kept on looking at her for awhile now" with that he smile softly at him which causes him to blush at embarassment(spelling?)

"W-What?! I did not!" He exclaimed

"Yeah you are, even Ohta told me your looking at her the whole session" Tanaka said in a teasing manner but has a passive face

"Tanaka,stop teasing him already! Let him confess to the girl he likes! Who's the lucky chic,by the way?" Shimura then suddenly pops out of nowhere, which scared the poor (h/c)-haired boy

"I-Its...Shiraishi-san" he said quietly for Shimura

"Shiraishi?!"

"Shush!!"

"Sorry"

"Anyways, I'm just gonna tape the letter to her desk" as he said that, he quickly put the paper on her desk with tape and quickly left, so no one knows who taped it

"Just in time!" He mentally exclaimed when Shiraishi entered, she saw the paper on the desk and read it

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Its not great but...Oh well]

Translate: Meet me at the rooftop at 4pm -Anonymous

She blushed and kept it in her pocket and sat down

"Yes! My plan worked! :D" I cheered internally

Then the teacher came in on our test results "Alright class here's your test results, once I call you, you may now recieve your papers"

"Akito"

"Present"

"Atsushi"

"Here"

"Nino"

"Hello mah names Nino--!"

"Just get your paper Nino"

"..."

"Takumi"

"Hai"

As the teacher call our name, I'm now called and get my paper, I look at my test paper which is the score of 97(NOTE:I think the items in their test is 100 cause there are scores who got 98 or 100 and their failing grade can either be below 70 or 50 :P)

Tanaka got 93, Ohta got 95, Shimura got 91, Katou has 90(Which was suprising oh my--!)

"Shiraishi!" The teacher called

"Congratulations you got a perfect 100 in Algebra"

I really admire because of how she is, her smile, her personality, her laugh, and how she wears her pretty red glasses. I'm so excited!

-Timeskip to 3:00 pm(Dismissal)-

Its dismissal time everyone is just roaming around the school while others are just chilling in their classrooms

"M/N-san, I envy you for your confidence...It makes me want to protect you" Tanaka said while chuckling a bit

"W-What?! Stop acting like I'm an energectic child who needs protection" I exclaimed from embarassment

"But you are"

"Am not"

"Fine -.-"

I look at my watch and saw that its almost 4:00 "Tanaka! I have to go okay see you later" what I didn't hear was Tanaka mumbling a "Goodluck prince charming" then looks for Ohta, and it might take awhile(Remember he got lost when there's a fire drill 😂)

Once I went to the rooftop, I waited for her and sit on the benchstones, my back facing the door, I hear the door open then she called out "I'm here, sorry to keep you waiting"

I turned around and looked at her, and saw her shocked that it was me, I smiled "Its okay, I just wanna say something"

"Sure M/N-kun"

"I...I liked you for a very long time a-and, will you accept my feelings!" I then bowed and wait for her response
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"I'm sorry M/N-kun, but I can't accept your feelings" she sadly replied

"W-Why...?" I stared confused and with a bit of disappointment

"Its because I only see you as my classmate and nothing else, and I've like someone else, I'm sorry" she said looking at me with guilt

I looked down trying not to cry, "I guess she must've think that I'm her crush when she blushed...I'm such a loser"

"M-M/N-kun--!"

"No no, its o-okay...I understand, thanks a..anyways..I guess I'm really not your prince afterall.." I whisper the last part and walked past her, now looking down at my feet while tears are already dripping on my face. I still remember what she said to me

"I only see you as my classmate and nothing else"

"Nothing else"

I then ran to the storage room and open the door then cried my heart out "Of course...Its always been me getting rejected through these years" I murmur, Eversince elementary school, middle school, and junior highschool, I was always been getting rejected by my crushes, boy or girl because they always say that "I only see you as my classmate" "I've liked someone else" "Your not my type" etc.

Many people only see this that I'm just overeacting but honestly, never have I been feeling love, not just by my friends, but a lover. I have never felt that once

I kept staring at my wrist "Its been awhile since I've cut them" I took my pocket knife and remember all the times where Tanaka, Ohta, Shimura, Katou, Miyano, and Echizen were there for me but I then remember Shiraishi rejected me

I cut my wrist a lot of times, until it bleeds and satisfy me, I then think that my life here without being loved isn't worth it, maybe in the next life, I would. I then write a paper in one of the supplies here, saying I'm leaving, then I cut the root on my wrist, where my life line would end. I then cut the other on my wrist

I then collapsed then blackout, without knowing that someone opens the door and shouts at someone for help

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I'm so sorry for making you guys cry, if your gonna say that I should make a part 2, it depends if someone wants a part 2 if none, then I will just make this as an ending. Thanks for reading.Bye-bye~!!