That day , Anika was trying hard to concentrate but her nerves were not supporting her . The only thought that Shivaay was thinking of giving her a chance was enough for her to loose her senses .

So she left early to home , Shivaay needed to get whole detail from her regarding the whole second phase of the ongoing project but he himself was not feeling comfortable calling her .

He had heard her story and somewhere within his heart believed it all but still to sink it all in such small period was not easy . This relation with her have made him go through so much that his whole life has changed completely . He himself was a changed person and the reason was their relation , so it was not easy for him to digest everything so easily .

But he was tired of his inner fight too and taking everything into consideration , the effect her presence makes on him ? how her tears gave him pain he had decided to give it a chance . But he was not sure of anything .

He called Pari , his new secretary and asked her to get Details from Anika .

Soon he was informed that Anika has left early due to some personal reason . He very well knew her personal reason , she must be busy shifting to his room . The thought that she will be in his room again brought so many emotions within his heart . Never have they stayed in same room .

He was nervous , how will he handle her being so close to him ? on his bed ???? Shivaay gulped his saliva only at the thought .

Shivaay intentionally , to avoid the situation worked till late in the office while Anika was waiting eagerly for him . Her heart beat racing up and down at single footstep .

She had shifted to his room , now their room she had little redecorated it to give some cozy environment . She was nervous , if he does not like the idea of redecorating the room ? In no case she wanted him to get upset in present scenario .

To get over her nervousness , Anika went to kitchen to help whoever was there but to her luck she found Pinky maa..........

PINKY : What are you doing here ? go get nicely ready . Take this new start in very positive way . Your positivity have brought you this far , don't ever give it up beta........

Anika to calm her nerves down she just hugged Pinky .

PINKY : My blessings are always with you........

Anika was again sent back to the room and was sitting in front of mirror lost in thought when at last she felt his entry .

Shivaay gave a look to the redone room ........... Anika got nervous of his reaction !

ANIKA : woo I thought that......

SHIVAAY : Its Ok..........

Saying so he directly went to get his change of clothes and then to washroom .

When Shivaay came out , Anika was not there . He again looked at his room , all windows were open and the new soft and light curtains that she has placed in window were flowing with the air...... He went to window to take fresh air

ANIKA : Shivaay Coffee ......

Anika was herself nervous .

SHIVAAY : hmm .......

He hmmed and took the coffee cup from her hands .

ANIKA : do you want some snack too ?

SHIVAAY : No , I am fine ......

Shivaay started to leave the room when ,

ANIKA : Shivaay ?

he stopped & turned around ......

ANIKA : yahin saath me coffee piten hain na ?

he looked at her for few seconds ......

SHIVAAY : Hmm .....

he nodded his head in yes and sat on the side couch in his huge room .

Both were silently sitting and sipping their coffee But Anika was moving her legs and hands and the sound of her bangles and anklets were pulling strings of Shivaay's heart each time .

She was looking down , not able to meet his gaze while Shivaay's eye every now and then went on her .

Her shyness and nervousness were pulling him more towards her . The curls tickled her cheeks and she lifted her hand to remove them .

ANIKA : I heard you were looking for the project file from me ?

Anika said after thinking for long to break the silence .

SHIVAAY : yes but I don't discuss office work in home and vice versa ......

Shivaay then left the room after his coffee .

Anika was called by Pinky ,

ANKA : Ji maa ?

PINKY : did you both have any talk at coffee time ?

ANIKA : Nahi , he did not say anything ?

Pouted anika ,

PINKY : But he sat with you for coffee , right ? Beta he won't take the initiative , he has shut himself completely , he cannot open up this soon . He has given you chance , use it .

Anika smiled , pinky Maa's words have given her some direction and she was feeling positive .

At night when they came in same room , the room felt charged with so many feelings and emotions .

Anika gave smile to him but Shivaay just nodded and got busy with his laptop to check the office reports .

Anika got his sleeping suit and placed it near him on bed . She then went to change to her sleeping gown . She had got the simplest on her but still as she came out in silky material Shivaay's eyes went on her . The gown fell so properly on her , showing and hiding her body in a way that Shivaay , however hard he tried his eyes went on her .

He again looked down , trying to concentrate on his work . But again , as Anika combed her hair the sound her bangles made , forced him to look at her and his eyes again got stuck on her against his will .

Their eyes met through mirror . Shivaay then broke their eyelock to again dip his head in his work .

Dammn , what was happening with him ? Why was he behaving like that ? But the fact was they had always desired each other badly but once she had held herself due to her ego and then Shivaay due to his anger . so today both of them are in awkward position .......

Now when somewhere within he have accepted his defeat , where somewhere he had believed that what she said is true , where somewhere he knew he wanted needed her , so now he was not being able to control himself as much as he otherwise did .

Then later in night , Shivaay slept at on corner of bed , but he was fully aware when Anika came and laid down on the other side of the bed .

Anika smiled and shifted herself to little more in center , trying to be as near to him as possible . Though from inside she herself was very nervous being on same bed but she have to keep the bold face .

Shivaay could feel the closeness he closed his eyes tightly . Then Anika turned and he could hear the dangling sound of her bangles and anklets . These sounds always stirred his heart . Shivaay closed his eyes tight to get hold of himself .

But Anika kept taking turns and making him completely loose himself

SHIVAAY : Can't you sleep still ?

ANIKA : I am trying , neend nahi aa rahi hai ?

Shivaay did not say anything and tried hard to close his eyes and concentrate on his sleep .

SHIVAAY (self thought) : No it cannot be ? I cannot be so weak in front of her , no way .

But Anika was no where stoping the torture . In the quiet dark room , she sometimes got up to drink water and making the sweet torturous sound to his ears and the again turning twisting and in same process turned and her hand made contact to his back .

He was already burning with her closeness and the music she was creating , making his imagination go wild in so many ways and in that when her hand touched his back he lost it .

Shivaay in a sudden moment , lifted himself , took both her hands and pinned them above her head . This was surprising for Anika . Her heart started racing with speed at this kind of closeness between them .

SHIVAAY : ek baar me baat samajh me nahi aati tumhen ?

Shivaay's eyes were angry , but as he looked down at her , even in dark he could feel her beauty and the way she was under him , he realized how he had imagined his Ani under him and then he left her and turned his face to o
ther side ...........

SHIVAAY : Please sleep silently .

He again tried to sleep while Anika went completely in different world . Ab kya neend aayegi use ??????

Poor her ........

But all she did was tried to be still and then after long finally drifted to sleep .

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ok guys thats all for today's update ........this was a necessary update just to show the awkwardness between a couple who are trying to make things work for them ......

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