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ANIKA'S POINT OF VIEW CONTINUED :

We came to Rewari and then on our First night , I found out you to be a common middle class man . My ego was badly hit , I felt cheated . I knew I had lost my heart to you and I could not bear I could give my heart to such person . My ego was completely shattered and I had to gather it . Anika Raichand had been foolish to give her heart to such a middle class common man . Superficially , I blamed dad but internally I knew where it had hit ?

To cover it up , I became harsh , forgetting all rationality of even how to behave with elders ? Then seeing such a down to earth nature of yours , you came and confessed your love to me even when I had been so harsh to you , it served my ego and then showing you down served it even better .......

But staying with you many times I fell into your charms , your way of taking life so simply sometimes allured me and when I would come back to senses , I would react in more harsher way . I could in no case let my ego fall for a middle class common man .

Due to my mix feelings , my belief that I hate you and my ego to save that belief I started being rough on you . Hurting you would help my ego which many time fell for your charm in so many ways unknowingly .....

Then you impressed me with you exceptional intelligence . I could not bear being impressed by you ....how could I ? a middle class common man cannot gain attention of Anika Raichand and here you were taking all my attention without any efforts from your side .

Shivaay was listening quietly all her confession , not saying a word .......

Then in my own party , I got a surprise from my friends , you had setup a business ? That day , anyway I was not being able to take my eyes off you , which was irritating me and then this news . Behind your simplicity you did what I could never imagine you to do ? My friend asked me to claim this as my gift to you . I was in fix , how could I claim something about which I had no idea ? You had surprised me and I was impressed ...... I disliked being impressed by you . How it was so easy for a common man like you to impress me ? Again my ego came in and I lied , part of the lie was to keep my friends words . For you how could I show them down ?

SHIVAAY : You hated me coz I was a common middle class man and you showed me down everywhere , I know that . Tell me something that I don't know .......

Still laying her head on his chest , she took his hand in hers .....

ANIKA : Only today Shivaay , let me tell you everything and then you can decide .....

Anika again started her point of view .....

That day , for the first time , I wanted to apologise to you for the open lie , I was in guilt but I wanted to do it in my own way .

But then you came to my room next day , early morning and in your inner black vest and black tracks , which always took my heart away . My mind and heart used to travel without my control whenever I saw your beautiful structure open for my eyes to feast . My heart and body shouted at me to leave my ego behind for once and feel you . How beautiful it would be to be in your strong arms but then you spoke something and my trance broke . My ego went to extreme , knowing I was badly falling for you . How could I let Anika Raichand fall for such a common middle class man ? Anika Raichand had her class and I said those things which spoiled everything making our situation even worse .......

Without thinking anything I gave you challenge ........

SHIVAAY : yes I remember you said "You know , you achieved this business on your own , I know you achieved on your own but this world knows I helped you . If you are capable enough , then prove to the world that all you are achieving is your own achievements and not grace from Anika Raichand ....... "

Shivaay said all that as if in trance ..... anika's each and every word he remembers ..........

ANIKA : And you never tried to prove this to world , you were doing all just for your parents . My friends encouraged me and they took the lead in this . Now , whatever project you got , before my knowledge they would announce in someway or the other that it was by my help that you got it . It went on and on and you never went against my word in public to prove what I had challenged you ? You just kept doing your work .

Shivaay in all this my guilt and respect for you started creeping in my mind and heart . When I was not able to take this anymore , I sent all my friends away . I did not like how all your hard work came in my name . I started this but slowly I started hating it .

Then Maa and Bauji started getting effected . People taunted them and those taunt only increased with your each success . it was First time then , I had seen pain in Bauji's eyes for you . He was being proud you are achieving this but your name was being ruined because of my baseless ego & class .

You became completely quiet and immersed yourself in work . This started hurting me . I had never thought I will feel pain due to your condition but it happened . I wanted to stop what was happening , what people said about your success , how bauji was shown down due to me ..... Guilt started going deep in me and my respect for you only started increasing . I don't know in this whole process when my ego just left me completely . But I was very late , very very late Shivaay .

Now even without my saying , all your success came to my name .When I tried to convince people in my way that it was all your effort , no one believed me . I wanted to talk to you so badly but you have by then completely shut yourself from me . It started hurting me . But in this process I started following you and it was in that process I completely fell for you personality . I don't know it was love or not but my respect for you kept on increasing each day and my guilt made me realize how small my thinking were in front of you .....

Anika smiled remembering something ........ while following you I saw how you used to go for football when exhausted by your work load . You have no idea how my heart beat went at abnormal speed seeing you playing football .You had completely taken over me and my personality .

One day when I entered our house , I saw with my eyes how bauji have to listen to society . They would taunt them of selling their son for his success etc etc . People were jealous with your success and were finding ways to void it and I hated how I was the medium .

That night I decided to talk to you by any means . I first time had courage to listen anything from you . But again I was late .

I went to your room , Ma bauji were there too but before I could say something you asked me to leave you all . I remember what you had said , you were prepared .

PAST :

SHIVAAY : Anika , you never wanted to stay with us but due to your project and whatever reason you had , you decided to stay with us for 2 yrs . Now your project here is over and I see whatever other purpose you had to stay here is also completed . Our name is completely ruined in society , your wish is fulfilled . Now , I think you will love to free yourself from people like us . I will also leaglly free you , so don't worry . You can live your life your way and we will manage our way . I cannot see my parents head down in front of everyone anymore now . We will move to Delhi and you can move to Mumbai .

PRESENT :

ANIKA : I felt that lightening fell on me . I had by that time completely come under your spell and completely forgot of leaving you all . I had come to say sorry to you and figure out how to clear your name in society and I got something unexpected from you . I was not ready for it . But you did not give me chance to speak .

That night I kept thinking and I realized it was btter for me to leave you alone for your own good . If my shadow falls on you all your success was going to go in vain , Maa , bauji will for no reason have to listen to society . It was time for me to live in my guilt .

Anika and Shivaay were still on the ground with Anika placing her head on his chest . Shivaay was completely exhausted by this fight and had no strength to fight this emotional game anymore .

ANIKA : You then just disappeared for two days telling I should leave for Mumbai in two days . I knew i had to leave for you , for Maa bauji, who will always have to hear things from society unless my name is removed from your success . I was in deep guilt Shivaay . But still leaving you all , that time I felt and realized what this family meant to me . It was my family and I have to leave it and go .

I then went to Maa , i wanted to gather as much as I could . I asked her about your ANI . She gave that picture of mine who was your ANI . Said me all about who your ANI was for you ?

All my harsh deeds came back to me . How i have broken your dream ? Once i was out of my ego and fallen for everything you were , Shivaay , i could see everything so clearly . I remebered how Maa's bangle were so important to you and it was your first and only gift to me ..... How could i leave it ? I requested Maa to give it to me .

Shivaay was silent , Anika was speaking her heart .

It was Pinky who saw Lights in Shivaay's room lit and door open . She came in to check on him .

She looked inside the room and it was empty , so she went in , she turned and before she could call "Shivaay" she was surprised to see the view in front of her . Shivaay was sitting still and Anika crying with her head and hands on his bare chest .

Shivaay and Anika immediately straightened themself and stood up .

SHIVAAY : Maa it's nothing like what you are thinking ?

Shivaay looked here and there , embarrassed as if he has broken some promise .

Pinky was bewildered , it took her a while to gather the scene .

PINKY : If it's not like that ? then i wish it is like that ......

She smiled and left and silently closed the door of room behind her .

SHIVAAY : Anika , its very late , now you should leave ........

ANIKA : Late !!!! so what ? I am in my husband's room not some other man's room.....

Shivaay was moving away when Anika held his hand

ANIKA : Shivaay , today i have my chance , please let me tell you everything i have in my heart ...... Please Shivaay ......

Shivaay did not say anything , but sat on the bed . Anika went and sat on the bed too .

ANIKA : After i left you and reached home , whole way i was crying ...... I did not know why ? i felt my everything is lost...... My heart was feeling different kind of pain all throughout ......

When I reached home , i had to face my dad . He was broken with my deeds . His belief that I will always have confidence in his decision was broken . He said to me .....

PAST :

MAHESH : if you had no trust in my decision then why did you not meet him before Anika ? I had asked you and that time the trust you showed on me , made me so proud .

ANIKA : Dad , I am sorry . The moment i came to know his status and how simple he was completely opposite to my thought , I could not take it.......

MAHESH : You did not even trust your dad once and try to find out why I selected him for you ? It was my mistake to have so much faith in you......

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PRESENT :

ANIKA : I asked his forgiveness Shivaay but he was too hurt . Everyone was hurt because of me ......

Tears drop from her eyes . Shivaay lifted his hand so he could wipe her tears but then folded his fists and took his hand back .

ANIKA : Shivaay after i started living away from you , after you were not infront of my eyes , i started remembering each moment of ours , your's simple way of taking life , your talks , your acts and how slowly i was responsible to change you . The more I thought of you the more I started falling for you , wanting to be near you . I was then madly in love with you Shivaay and my madness for you only increased with time .

Anika had opened her heart to Shivaay . It was not easy for any girl to open her heart this way in front of anyone . But Anika was helpless .

Seeing her , hearing her words and his own vulnerability towards her were compelling Shivaay to believe her .

Then there was long silence between them .

After some time Shivaay got up from his bed.....

SHIVAAY : I need time to sink all this inside me . It's too much to digest so soon .....

ANIKA : Take as much time as you want Shivaay , but just don't keep me far away from you , or don't try to push me away from you .

SHIVAAY : hmmm ......

Anika went and hugged him and then left for her room .

Anika was feeling much relieved after speaking her heart out to Shivaay and happy that Shivaay listened to her .

On the other hand , Shivaay could not sleep . Whole night her tears , the way she dropped on floor helplessly , her each words were going in his mind . Was she really in pain due to there separation ? It all looked so true today the way she said .

Whole night he was awake , so many things going in his mind .

Next morning during breakfast , their eyes kept meeting . After breakfast when Maa bauji left , Anika and Shivaay lingered near the dining table .

When Anika started leaving ......

SHIVAAY : LISTEN .....

Anika immediatly stopped , while her heart raced ....

ANIKA : Ji ??????

SHIVAAY : You can move in to my room but don't expect much from me so soon ?

ANIKA : "so soon" ????????

"is he thinking of giving our relation a chance" ???? Anika felt elated .

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