Camila POV

"Today Camila told me she wanted to sing something to you guys so, Camila." Mr. Shue says signaling me to get up and stand next to him which I do.

"So I wanted to sing this song because it's a very personal song and it shows a raw part of me, a different part of me that I don't want to go through again. And I wanted to share that with you before I tell you what happened to me for you to get an insight about how I felt before you know why I felt like that. I mean after Ryder shared something personal to him and some of you guys were real jerks about it I decided to do this." I say giving a glare to Sam and Artie.

"Camila you don't-" Jake starts knowing what I'm going to tell them but I cut him off.

"I have to, I feel like I need to get this out of me to finally let go of it and trust you completely without having so many insecurities and trust issues with you.. so please.." I say walking to him and taking his hand.

"That being said I do want you to sit next to me while I sing, I want this to be raw and real from me to all of you and I want you to feel just as emotional as I will be while singing this." I say looking at everyone and taking a deep breath getting up with Jake and taking a seat next to me.

"This song is called, I Have Questions." I say before I started playing the piano before I started singing (Song up top). All the emotions, my feelings, the memories coming back and the tears sting my eyes a bit as I let them fall singing my feelings about what happened out. When I was done they clapped and I took a long deep breath.

"That was amazing Camila." Mr. Shue says and Jake had his hand around me rubbing my arm up and down in a comforting way kissing my cheek.

"You certainly made us feel those emotions." He continued.

"When I was in middle school about two years ago I started dating this guy.. he wasn't the most popular guy in school but he was popular. And he was really dreamy and he treated me like a princess, I never could understand how or why he would choose someone like me to be with.. We went out a lot, spend a lot of time together just the two of us and everything was almost like out of a dream. When we said I love you it felt so real and true.. I never thought he was lying." I started while looking at everyone.

"Time skip to a month after I slept with him I went to his house to surprise me and I found him having sex with the girl I thought was my best friend.. I told her everything, all the dates we had, how sweet he was, and I never suspected she would ever do that." I say making Jake look at me surprise, yeah I never told Santana who the girl was and I made sure she never found out which surprisingly she didn't.

"But turns out she was never my best friend. The whole time he was with me he was with her and the only reason he even started dating me was because they had a bet. If he managed to take my innocence away from me she'd become his girlfriend in public.. but you want to know what the worse part is?" I say biting my lip.

"I didn't find out because they told me, I found out because they told everyone else in school but me a month before I found out they were sleeping with each other. Suddenly I understood the weird glances, the whispers, the giggles.. I understood everything. It's needless to say my trust in people broke." I say with a sarcastic laugh.

"But when I met Jake it just.. it in a way started coming back, that confidence I had lost, that lake of trust little by little it started coming back and oh though I still have trust issues I'm getting better." I say looking at him placing my hand on his cheek. 

"Ever since I came to this club everything started getting better." I say looking at everyone.

"So let's win Regionals and go to Nationals." I say as all of them cheer.

"Yeah we will and to open us up you are going to sing that song." Mr. Shue says making my eyes widen.

"What?" I ask.

"Yeah, if you can bring those emotions up on stage I can assure you you'll have everyone's hearts in your hands and we're going to get their attention." He says just as everyone started cheering and the lights came back on and I smile.

"Yeah it'll be just like Rachel last time." Sam says making me chuckle.

"Ok.. but if I am I really want to sing another song that I think will really follow up the song. And we're all going to sing it." I say as they all nodded.

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It's time.. it's almost our turn to preform and we're in the club room and Brittany just told us she's leaving and we had our little circle. We walk out and head back stage I take a deep breath but I'm still shaking a bit and with Brittany leaving... but that's why I need to do it. This song needs to be emotional. I look at Jake who gave me a smile and a small nod before I walked on stage with the girls following me. They all got in place and I walk towards the microphone in the middle of the stage.

I look at Brittany and she gives me a small smile and a nod. As I listen at the silence I take a breath and look at the audience. I saw my sister, I saw Kurt, I saw Mercedes and I smile a little. This is it, this is my time to do what I love and to show everyone what I've got and what I'm made of.