My heart hurts so much for Liams family, his friends, his poor son..

Tbh, reality is just now hitting me, even though I've known since half past midnight today, I just can't believe he's really gone.

So this is the entire reason for this ramble, bc I don't think I'll ever fully understand until I've written down my thoughts.

I don't expect anyone to read this, it's literally just me crying about a man I didn't even know personally, but for me, this is horrible news tbh.

Liam was part of the band I grew to love over the past 4 years, someone who I've held very dear to my heart, despite all the hate he got.

Just to clarify, I absolutely support Maya in her points and Liam should've been held accountable for the allegations made against him, 100%, still, I am heartbroken to hear about his so unexpected, surreal-feeling death...

I don't know, it just feels so unresolved and sudden and part of me still hopes that all this is just a cruel joke or some sort of nightmare all of us are in, but the logical side in me knows that he'll never come back.

My heart breaks for everyone who knew and loved him personally, I don't know how they must feel, when I already feel like crying every time I just so much hear his name.

I hope his family and friends find the strength to get through this, even though there is absolutely no way you can fully "get over" something so heartbreaking.

If I'm honest, this incident just proves how horrible of a place social media can be, especially when people have it out for you... some of the things I've read are just absolutely disgusting, going on about how "He deserved it".

I hope the people who obviously didn't learn any basic human decency are more than ashamed of themselves.

Again, Liam had flaws and did things that were unexcusable and I am 100% on the side of the victim (Maya) here, still, nobody can convince me that this human being wasn't a sweet, cheerful man at one point..

The thought of him dying, thinking that everyone hated him is incredibly saddening, whether he purposefully fell or not, this is just heartbreaking.

I don't know what else to say to be honest, I just want you guys to reach out to someone when you're struggling, I want you to know that there is a way out, a light at the end of the tunnel. I want you to know that there is always someone who will listen, even if it's a random stranger on the Internet, I want you guys to know that there's someone in your corner <3

Stay amazing, I'll see you around

-Lizzy <33

Rest in peace, Liam🕊❤️