Hello guys...so here I'm back again after a very long break....
I hope sabki life achi chal rahi ho...
Cause meri toh nahi chal rahi 😂 #cliché

Anyways So aaj ka jo topic hai na wo thoda sa silly hai from my perspective(as if pichle topics actual topics the bhi😂)kyunki...Idk yarr bass hai....So I was just sitting on the bench when I thought about the problems in a memers life...and bass ye aya hi tha dimaag me and here I'm writing it down...(haa aise hi likhte hai...totally rough....😅 )

(Let us assume I'm a memer so that I can easily share my POV)

Pata hai everyone has a different life with different kinds of problems...
We all are unique and so are our problems...par pata hai kya ek problem aisi bhi hai memers ki ya people you try to make people laugh....or who are always trying to you know make others happy and all....  unki problem ye hai that wo khud to sabko khush kar lete hai but unhe koi nahi milta unke jaisa...

And let me just tell you that people like us realllyy crave for someone who can make us laugh or maybe atleast thoda sa waisa jaisa hum karte hai dusro ke liye...we really crave that kaash meri bhi sunne k liye koi hota...
Koi hota jo mujhe khush karne ke liye apna best try karta/karti ...a friend who's always there.....

And pata hai hume thoda sa bhi koi aisa milta hai na.....they eventually become the closest to us....
But the thing is that finding that special person is very much rare....

Waise ye sabse badi problem nahi hoti hum memers ki....
Sabse badi problem ye hoti hai ki koi hume seriously leta hi nahi...😂

Baki sab apni problems share kar lete hai....ye bata lete hai that dude I'm very sad....I'm  crying....etc
But idhar to ulta hi hota hai...
Apni problem share karo bhi to aadho ko lagta hai prank kar rhi hai and aadho ko lagta hai ki bas aise hi nautanki kar rahi hai...
Like seriously not even just with friends.....kabhi kabhi to parents tak don't care....

Mere hi saath hua hai kitni baar....
There was one time it was night time when I was legit crying with my head on my pillow.....and my phone in my hands and I was texting my bestfriend.... I was talking to her about that I'm feeling very low and you won't believe me I even told her that I'm crying right now.....buuuutttt ....she thought I was just doing some prank or something like that.....and she was continuously cutting me in with different topics......and after 2-4 lines I eventually gave up on trying to explain anything to her....and yaar with every word that I was typing that day...mere man se bas yahi nikal raha tha that dude atleast ek baar to sunle .....

At that moment I literally got dumbfounded and lost in my thoughts.....that maine kuch bhi type nahi kiya.... (and she was continuously her own story which obviously I don't even remember 😅)
Throughout that time all I did was ......I cried even harder (without making any noice cause gharwale uthke puchne lagenge to kya hi bolti main).....everything seemed blurry due to all those tears....silently getting absorbed by my pillow.....

Wo raat kya thi i still don't know....all I know is that wo pahli raat thi when I cried this much that too iss baat pe ki....shayad mujhe samjhana hi nahi ata....mujhe kabhi khudko dhang se express karna na kabhi aya tha and shayad kabhi ayega bhi nahi....I was crying cause uss din mujhe koi sunne wala nahi tha....
Being an introverted girl in a middle class family that too from none other than the famous 'Katta dhari' state UP.....
I was never that expressive....to anyone

Okk okkk.....bahot hi zyada bakwaas karli aaj 😂😂😂 aur tum logon ne padh bhi li pata nahi kaise??
I mean seriously bore nahi hue abhi tak....

Khair....jo bhi hai so hai...galti unki bhi nahi hai jo baat samajh nahi pate aur unki bhi nahi hai jo samjhna nahi chahte...

I mean those who always behave goofy just to lift up someone's mood....
Unka default nature na logo ke dimaag me set saa ho jata hai....and that's why I really believe that no one is at fault....and waise bhi sabki life alag hai....sab busy hai...sabko pahle apni life par hi focus karna chahiye...

Although I really wanted to bring a flash on this topic that....

"The one who cares needs a caretaker as well...
And The one who tries his best to make others happy also needs someone who can make them happy...."

[And a very important thing ye sab padhne ke baad meri best friend pe chadhne ki ya usko judge karne ki koi zaroorat nahi hai....agar kiy na maine chappal phek ke maarni hai fir😂😂
You don't know her so no need to judge
Simple.....]

Thankyou dor reading.....

And Don't forget to share your experiences related to being alone...in the comments ....

Byee....😊

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