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Aren't you guys being so greedy? Your family members are gonna blame me for making you all stick with your phones whole day.😜😂😂
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After reaching home, the driver opened the door for them. Sanskar came out before carefully taking Swara again in his arm. The driver took the bags and followed behind them as Sanskar walked toward the entrace.
They entered inside only to see whole family was in hall. Also, Gadodia family was there. Watching Swara with Sanskar, they came toward but Sanskar ignored them and directly went upstairs. Even though he heard them yelling to stop. He just asked kaka to keep the medicine and clothes bags in his room.
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Sanskar laid Swara on bed carefully and then adjusted the pillow. And then he covered her with white sheet. Walking toward the window, he blown the curtain and let the rays enlighten the room, just the way she wanted. She doesn't like to live in dark room. Kaka came inside and placed the bags in room then went out before asking Sanskar if he want to have something. But Sanskar denied. He just gulped water. Then he sees the clothes bag and kept the used clothes in bucket to wash. That's when he heard the knock on the door.
He opened the door only to find the family members standing there.
"Sanskar, please get aside. Let us meet Swara." Ragini said sternly.
Sanskar glared at her before shutting the door as he didn't want Swara to hear this Chaos going on.
"Now, dare you to do this." Sanskar said in challenging way yet angrily.
"Sanskar, what kind of insolent behaviour is this!! Let me meet my daughter." Shekhar shouted.
"You don't have minimum sense to talk slowly when patient is around and you want me to let you meet her Mr. Gadodia. Why? You want to scold her that how dare she do that? Or blame her that because of her you and this so called family has to act of being worried about her?" Sanskar said.
"Sanskar beta, my shona needs me. Needs this family's support. She will be fine. You will see." Shomi said with tears which appeared to him as fake as he remembered Swara's condition when Shomi went close to her.
"No Maa, she doesn't need you or this family. And... You all, listen to me carefully If anyone tried to enter inside this room or even try to peep inside this room. Then no one will be worse than me. No one can go close to her or even come in front of her. Otherwise, I will make sure to make them face hell." Sanskar said sternly.
He forgot about everything else. All his mind was focused about, was Swara only and he can do anything for her.
"What is this behaviour, Sanskar? She is our daughter in law, Shomi Ji's daughter. We won't get worried about her?"Annapurna said.
"Exactly Sanskar!! What is the way you are talking to us? We understand Swara's condition is not right and you are worried about her but is this way you treat your elders? You aren't letting her parents to meet her neither we can go to her. Have you lost your mind?" Ram said angrily.
"Yes, I have Dad!! No one is important to me. I don't care what you think. Remember dad, I was never responsible and civilized man according to you then hell yes!!! I am worst one!! But I don't care. I don't care about anything when it comes to her. And, she is none to you. Till she won't wake up and say by herself that she wants to meet any of you, I won't let you even go close to her. No one is allowed to even pass by her!! Feed that to your brains!!" Sanskar said angrily.
The whole family gave him impossible look before going from there muttering some angry words at him which didn't affect him a bit. Dp watched everything but he was having a proud smile.
Sanskar looked at him as he came to him.
"Bade papa, I am sorry.. I" Sanskar tried to say but before that he said interrupting him in middle.
"I have always thought you the most responsible one, Sanskar. That's why I had given you all responsibility of company and properties. I had always faith in you. But I failed when I couldn't stop this family from breaking seven months back. I was disappointed when both of your's relationship was broken because of Laksh's wrong decision. I know what you had faced in this family And also Swara must have felt. But now, I am happy to see you. I am proud of you that I wasn't wrong. Stay with her always. My blessings are always with you. I know my daughter will be fine very soon. If anything is needed, you know you don't have to hesitate to ask from your bade papa." Dp said.
Sanskar nodded at him.
"Thank you bade papa. And, I am sorry for being so agressive but I didn't mean it for you. It was for them as doctor..." Sanskar said looking at him apologetically.
"I understand Sanskar. Swara need light environment around herself. Their presence will disturb her more. But beta, I am confused that Swara doesn't even want Shomi ji around her. She used to love her mother a lot then what happened?... Anyways, she can only give answers when she will wake up. You go inside and be with her." Dp said.
Sanskar nodded but his mind stuck on what Dp said. Yes, he was right. Swara loved her maa then why?
Dp went from there and Sanskar came inside the room lost in his thoughts. He came and sat beside Swara.
"What's hidden behind Swara? Why did you suddenly try to suicide? Why you don't want anyone, even your mother around you? I want to know everything. I want to hear it out from you. I am sorry for being ignorant and drowning myself in too much pain to notice your pain. Please wake up soon, Swara. I can't take it more. I need answers. The reason of your sudden decision." Sanskar said lightly massaging her scalp.
That's when he sees Swara's fingers moved. Her little finger tapped lightly on his phone that was lying beside her. He got confused a bit but he understood that she wants to say something as she again tapped on the phone a couple of times.
"Phone?" He whispered and looked at her. Trying to understand what she wanna say.
"Her phone." He muttered realising it. Only to recieve a blink from her confirming what he was thinking is right.
"While coming here, She placed it in my hand and told me to give this phone you IF you come."
Sanskar hurried took out Swara's phone from drawer as he kept it there in hurry to run back to hospital. The phone's battery was down and it was switched off. He got the charger and immediately put the phone on charge. He waited thinking what happened a day before accident. The audio clips. There might be possibility of having few more clips and he can get his answers. Why did she try to kill herself?
He waited for half an hour thinking about everything. Then he took out the phone. It was enough charged. He switched on her phone. But it was having a password. He knew about her last password but what if she has changed. Still, he tried the same password, his name. And it unlocked.
Scrolling into her phone, he went to her audio gallery only to see so many audio clips as he had expected. He looked at Swara and he knows he had to hear them if he want to know what forced her to take such decision of ending her life.
Thinking a bit, he started from oldest audio clip according to dates. It was all recorded in last one month only.
"Hey Sanskar, how was your day? You won't talk to me as usual but I want to say a lot of things to you Sanskar. For once and all, I want to let it out and then we will never talk about it. It will be you and me only.
Sanskar, I have nothing more important than you in my life. In last six months, I realised that my biggest mistake was leaving you that day. Why I am like this Sanskar? Why I think about the people who only hurt us? We both tried to do a lot for this family then why they don't think about us? I came to know everything you faced in these six months but I was also alone as you were. I was helpless. I wanted to run back to you. But I couldn't. I thought once this problem will end and laksh come back, we will be together. But no!! There wasn't a single day when you weren't accused in that house. When I tried to take stand for you, everyone was against me that I am selfish. I don't think about my sister. Was that true? I left you for my sister and I was selfish just because I was saying you aren't wrong. I knew you will find laksh and then they will be silent.
Trust me Sanskar, I had no idea about your no. being blocked from my phone neither I recieved any message. But I know who is behind this. I never came to know that you came to meet me. All I heard from my parents that you don't care for me that's why you don't call and never try to come to Gadodia mansion. I should have understood when Ragini was trying to stop me from coming downstairs a couple of times but I overlooked it. I tried to call you Sanskar, but only to hear taunt from Baba that I am thinking about my selfish husband. I don't want anyone accuse you Sanskar. I tried to message you a couple of times but Ragini saw it and she started her crying and self pity drama, only to accuse us. Maa, baba, dada , Dadi everyone were accusing me like I was wrong. I felt suffocated in that house like they were keeping me in house arrest and I will run to you leaving Ragini. I was doing crime by believing my husband. I thought atleast maa will support me but she also lied to me about you. She hide your visiting to badi. She was only thinking about Ragini. I couldn't take it Sanskar. I needed you. I would have run back to you but this family wouldn't have let us be in peace. But I still curse myself that why didn't I just came back to you? Why couldn't I feel your pain? Why couldn't I understand when my heart was restless for you? Why did I overlooked things? And was still thinking about these selfish people? That's my mistake and I will be always guilty till my life. Please forgive me for that.
No one was happier than me when Laksh was found as everyone was proved wrong for accusing you. The day I came to this house again, I didn't want to be with this family anymore, I wanted to say that to you that I wanted to be with you only, no one else. But you were too hurt by me to hear me out.
Please forgive me Sanskar. I am sorry for leaving you. Please give me one last chance. I can wait for you forever but i can't live without you. I accept I couldn't be a good wife to you but please give me last chance, I will try to be best wife for my world's best husband. I love you." Sanskar shivered hearing her heavy and crying voice.
He was feeling guilty to ignore her side story, what she was facing and anger on Gadodia family. He understood why the whole family lied when he went to meet Swara. For Ragini and Laksh's relation, they tried to break their relationship.
Looking at her, he played the next audio clip.
"So, everything is cleared last night. I told Everything and now I am feeling light. So Now, we won't talk about last six months. Umm.. then let's talk about us. hmm... Yeah, I noticed Sanskar, you were so stressed today. Everything is alright na? You can share it to me if you want. May be I try to solve that for you. But I know, you won't say a word to me."
Next,
"Hey Sanskar, you know what I am feeling my head bursting out with this headache since morning. I took the medicine but I just slept but pain still didn't subside. Can you please take me in your embrace and massage my head lightly just the way you used to do earlier. It will make me feel relieve from pain and I will sleep peacefully. You know Sanskar when you kiss my forehead, I feel I m free from every pain."
Sanskar kept playing one after the another audio.
"Sanskar, you know today I went to our special place. The same where you proposed me, Mr. Maheshwari. Remember? I wanted to go with you but you seems to be so busy nowadays. I tried to ask you yesterday but you were busy in your presentation work and ignored me as usual. But it's okay. We will go there again together. I remembered our beautiful memories visiting that place. How you proposed me, I felt like a real princess, my prince. That place still feel like those moment are fresh."
Sanskar let out a sad smile hearing this. With every words, he was feeling guilty for ignoring her and leaving her so alone.
"Another night and you were again busy with my SAUTAN!! How dare you Sanskar. ( Sanskar's eyes opened wide suddenly hearing this) Again with laptop. Wait, don't tell me you watch those kind of videos in that stupid and boring laptop? Hawww!!! Do I need to check your laptop, Mr. Maheshwari? If I found out, you are watching those videos then I will have somes serious talk to that person who named you SANSKAR... On second thoughts, no one has better idea than me that.. you aren't Sanskari at all. That's why I nicknamed you Mr. Shameless Maheshwari."
Sanskar chuckled a bit hearing this.
"It's been so long, we didn't go anywhere together na? You are so unromatic husband!! Seriously!! Always work!! No honeymoon.. Huh!! Haay!! My faith!! What will I say to my future child when they will ask me how and why they came so late in this world? By the way, are you even planning to have any kids or not?"
"We will have as many you want after you wake up." Sanskar whispered and only to see a tint of blush. He played the next one with smile.
"You know why am I recording all this? So that I don't forget anything I wanted to say to you. You will hear it one day and will have smile on your face that how much crazy your wife can be? Do you know how hard it is to maintain silence around you when I want to say a lot."
Sanskar smiled at her.
"Sanskar, when will you be free? Please give me sometime. I am feeling so weird. I can wait you my whole life but.... We do have time right? I don't know but... I slept in afternoon today and then I got a horrible nightmare. It scared me. You will be with me always, right?"
Sanskar got confused hearing this. She sounded worried. He immediately pressed the next one to play.
"I am feeling so weird nowadays Sanskar. Like something is going to happen, something really wrong, like I will lose you. I will be away from you once again. It won't happen, right? I don't want to go away from you, please. It may be one of those stupid thought but I am scared. I will die if I will go away from you again. And I don't want to die. I want to live with you. I love you Sanskar."
Hearing this, Sanskar got alert. She didn't want to die. She wanted to live with him. The audio was two days before her accident. Then why? There should be a major reason. He jumped to the next one only to get more tensed hearing her.
"Sanskar, I am not feeling anything right. I am feeling so suffocating here. No one cares for us. I know that and I don't care about them anymore but I don't want to live here. Please take me somewhere else. Can't we shift from here, please? I will be happy even in a small house with you but this big mansion filled with these people feel so strangling, like this is not where we belong."
Her voice was choking. She wanted to go away from here. The more he was hearing it, the more it was making him resltess.
"I am so hurt Sanskar. I am so hurt that I am not able hold myself anymore . For how long, everyone keep accusing me, my character. I am not characterless woman. You trust me, right Sanskar? You trust me na that I will never cheat on you. I know you do. I had seen in your eyes. You told me to give my phone to Uttara so that she would have been proven wrong. You didn't misunderstood me na. You trust your Swara, right? You don't have to justify or say anything because I know you will believe me even of the whole world will be against me. You will never doubt me. You love me. I know that. I need you with me Sanskar, please."
"I will never doubt you Swara. I know you are most pure hearted and pure soul. You are divine both from in and out." Sanskar said caressing her forhead.
Then he played the next audio file. But as soon as it played, Sanskar was shocked hearing her crying and quivering voice.
"Sanskar,... Sanskar, that.. th.. that was lie na. That's not true. You love me. Mom was saying you want to divorce me throw me out. You want me to go away from your life. I... I am creating pro.. problems for you. That's not true, na!! Please Sanskar, don't go away. You want to live with me na? I am sorry for everything but please don't do this. I will do as you say but please don't divorce me. I need you in my life. She was saying you want to start your life again and you will marry someone else after divorcing me. That's a lie na. But.. no!! I won't believe that. I will talk to you first. I know you can't do this. I am coming to you."
As soon as the clip ended, Sanskar was too shocked. His mom!! She told this to her. It was all lie but Swara trusted him. Then why?
"Why Swara? You trusted me so much that I can never love anyone else than you, then why you did that? Why didn't you try to talk to me?" He asked looking at her.
His finger accidentally touched the next and he heard what made him.
" You don't want me then I am leaving, Sanskar. This is the end. I quit!!!. ...thuddddd !!SANSKAAARRRRR!!!"
He heard the horrific sound when she must have dashed with car and it ended. It was last audio file. Sanskar look at Swara who was blankly looking at wall. Then a lone tear escaped from her eyes. His eyes turned glassy but he squeezed it.
He held her hand in his and then cupped her face with his another hand. He wiped her tear tenderly.
"I am here with you Swara. This is not the end. I am not letting you go. You wanted to talk to me then why you didn't? You are the only girl I love then why will I divorce you." He whispered with heavy voice.
That's when something stuck his mind. What she was doing there, at the time of accident? It was after noon. He sees the audio clip timing. Then the previous audio file, it was half an hour before the accident.
She said she is coming to him. That means, she must be coming to maheshwari industry.
He immediately took his phone and called someone.
"Hello, yes,... good morning. Tina, I want to know, did my wife visit to office last Friday?" Sanskar asked in serious tone.
"Yes sir, Swara ma'am came here that day sir."
"What? And you didn't inform me?" Sanskar asked angrily.
"Sorry sir, I didn't understand. You didn't meet her? Sir, that day I was about to inform you but she said she is directly going to your cabin to meet you. She went to your floor and I continued my work. But... within a few minutes, I saw her rushing outside hurriedly. She looked disturbed. I was confused. But after couple of minutes, you also went out. So, I thought you both might have some personal problems. So, I didn't think much. But then... I came to know about her accident from Mr. Sharma. I am sorry to hear about your wife sir." He heard from Tina.
"Tina, are you sure Swara came to my cabin to meet me?" Sanskar asked as Swara didn't came to him that day.
"I saw her going to your floor sir." Tina informed.
Sanskar felt it confusing. She came but didn't talk and just rushed outside. He need to know what happened in those few minutes.
"Tina, talk to security room and send me the camera footage of that day." Sanskar said.
"Okay sir, I am sending it in few minutes." Tina said.
Sanskar waited while Tina was sending the footage. He was really confused now what happened in those few minutes. As much as he remember, he shouted on Nysa for being clingy and then he talked to his mom before rushing out.
His phone pinged as Sanskar sees Tina has send the footage. He took his laptop and started the footage and watch it. He directly went to the time where Swara came.
He saw her coming. She was looking so devasted like she cried. Yes, in second last audio clip she was talking about his mom and crying. He saw her on his floor. She came to his cabin and was about to open the door but she stopped.
"You stopped? Why?" Sanskar was confused and looked at Swara who was as usual having blank expression.
As she came, She just stood there merely for couple of seconds and then muffled her cried covering her mouth before rushing from there. She heard something. But what?
Sanskar started footage of his cabin side by side at exact time. He was talking on his phone and then he disconnected the call.. It was Sujatha. Swara heard him and rushed from there but why? He was shouting about Nysa. He turned on the audio entering the code as his cabin has camera and transmitter to record audio too.
"I know what the hell she wants. But I am not letting that happen! I am gonna throw her out very soon." He shouted and that's what Swara only heard and rushed from there.
"You thought I was talking about you?" Sanskar had unbelievable look.
Sanskar ran his fingers through his hair just wishing she would have talked to him that day then nothing would have happened.
Then he started the video from few minutes back to let her know what exactly happened that day. He showed and made her hear, what Nysa did and how he was angry on Nysa and Sujatha for thinking about marrying him to Nysa.
Then he felt a couple of tap on his hand and she took a deep breath. He understood she was feeling guilty and now stressing herself. He immediately put the laptop aside and held her hand in his before embracing her as she was half lying with support of bedpost.
"Swara, please calm down. Don't take stress. I just wanted you to know what happened that day. I know why did you think like that because mom had put those thoughts in your mind. Relax. Your Sanskar is your's and always will be yours only." He said caressing her hair slowly.
Her breathe was still so heavy. He caressed her forhead soothingly and let her feel relaxed with his soothing words. After few minutes, she was calm.
"I don't want anyone else in my life. It was you and always will be you. I love you forever." Sanskar said before kissing her forehead affectionately.
"YOUR WIFE TRIED TO SUICIDE"
Then he think something with stern expression. His mom was root cause of it. She put those things in her mind and Swara thought to end his life. Now, she will have to answer.
After sometime, he made her lay carefully on the bed.
"Now you take rest. I will just come. Hmm?" Sanskar said with smile.
But her index finger lightly entangled his finger to stop him. Like, she understood what he is going to do.
"Swara, I know you don't want me to Lash out on mom but if anyone will give you pain then I am not leaving it just like that. You don't worry about anything and just take rest. I will be here before you get bore. Keep thinking about me, princess but no stress. Hmm?" Sanskar said and gave a quick peck on her lips before tucking her hairlock behind her ear.
Then he got up from bed and went outside.
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"Mom!!!Mom!!" Sanskar shouted barging inside his parents room.
Ram was not present.
"What happen Sanskar?" Sujatha said being confused.
" What did you say to Swara? The day she met with accident?" Sanskar asked sternly.
"Sanskar, what are you talking about? Why will I say anything to her?" Sujatha stammered.
"Speak up mom? What did you tell her? That I wanna leave her? I don't want her in my life. I am getting married to some other girl? Really? When did I said all this to you? And, Who are you to decide what I want!!" Sanskar raised his voice.
"No..no, why.. why would I?" Sujatha stammered again.
"Don't lie mom!! Swara was stressed. You put those thoughts in her mind and she tried to commit suicide!! You are responsible for whatever she is suffering right now!!" Sanskar said angrily.
Sujatha didn't look at him and tried to deny.
"I will tell you bhai." He heard Uttara's voice behind her.
Sujatha was shocked. She nodded no at Uttara but she didn't show any reactions. Uttara came inside.
"What happened that day Uttara? Tell me." Sanskar asked looking at her with serious expression.
Uttara nodded and then she started telling everything.
Flashback:
Swara was in her room. She felt a little light today unknowingly. When she woke up, she found herself sleeping comfortably and blanket over her. She knew he must have done it. Her hope was still alive. And very soon, they will be together.
At afternoon, Swara was arranging clothes in her cupboard when Sujatha barged inside her room. Swara sighed as she normally taunt her nowadays but it doesn't affect her.
"What do you want Swara? Why can't you leave my son alone?" Sujatha said angrily.
"I won't repeat the same mistake of leaving him again, mom. Even if you are happy with it or not." She said calmly doing her work.
When Sujatha came to her and held her arm tightly.
"Sanskar is not happy with you. Can't you see it? Why don't you go away from his life? He is sick and tired of you. Now see, what happened yesterday? We all came to know truth of your relationship. Sanskar has to pretend that everything is normal between you and him but now everyone know." Sujatha said.
"It's our personal matter mom. You don't need to think about it " swara said
"Huh!! Personal matter!! You think he will forgive you. No swara!! You are just increasing his problems. He wants to move on and start a new life. But you don't want to see him happy right?" Sujatha said.
Swara didn't believe it. Sujatha was angrily saying that Sanskar doesn't want her in her life anymore. She can only give pain to him. She doesn't want to see him happy. Why will he need a girl like her in his wife who never cared for him? He wants to divorce her and move on. Although Swara tried a lot not to believe it but as Sujatha was repeating them again and again, Swara felt some truth behind it as Sanskar's behaviour was no differ. He was ignorant toward her like he doesn't want in his life.
"Did... Did Sanskar te... Tell you this? He... He said he want me to go away?" Swara stuttered.
"Yes, he did!! He wants divorce and keep no relationship with you. And why are you concerned? You never paid heed to him or this relationship then why now? Just go away from his life!! And let him start his new life. That girl is so nice. She loves him a lot and I am sure she will keep him happy. Not like you, who always gave pain to him." Sujatha said.
Swara shivered with the thought of a life without him. Sujatha went out angrily. Uttara was standing behind the wall and she heard everything. She looked back at Swara, who fell on the floor and started crying bitterly.
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"Bhabhi was so broken. I saw her crying so much. But I couldn't do anything. I wanted to inform you but you were busy in meeting and you didn't take my call that day. So, I left her alone thinking she needs sometime alone and when will you come home I will tell you everything. You could only handle her. But after an hour, I saw her rushing outside. I followed her calling her behind her but she didn't stop and went somewhere with driver before I could reach her." Uttara told Everything to him.
And the later part was already known by him.
After hearing everything, Sanskar gripped his fist tight and looked angrily at Sujatha. His eyes was teary thinking the amount of pain Swara must have go through. He let out a sarcastic laugh and clapped at Sujatha.
"Wow Mom!! You are really so great. I don't even have word for you. Seriously, hats off to you. (Clapped at her with unbelievable look) So, I want to divorce her and marry someone else. A girl who loves me and will keep me happy? Who Mom? Nysa?" Sanskar asked sarcastically yet angrily.
"Sanskar, you are misun..." Sujatha tried to justify herself.
"Just stop it Mom!!! I don't need your justification. What's your problem with her? That girl gave everything to this family. She gave a life to your son when he was aimless. She accepted you all. But you can't accept her? Why? Why you never accepted Swara, mom? Not for once you tried to mend our relationship when we were on the verge of breaking? She is lying there lifelessly on the bed. She can't even move, talk or do anything and don't even know for how long she has to be in that condition. I try to stay strong for her and I have belief that she will be fine but I am still not able to erase fear that engulf me sometimes that what if I lose her? How will I live? And here, your eyes still didn't show any guilt Mom. Why do you hate her so much? Why do you want to see her away from me? What has she done to you!!!" Sanskar shouted.
"Sanskar, I am your mother. I think about you. I saw you were suffering in those six months and..." Sujatha tried to say but Sanskar interupted
"And? And what? Was you there with me? No mom!! You were with badi maa, busy in consoling that Laksh will be back. And I don't care. Look mom, Whatever has happened, it's between me and her? Who are you to decide for us, mom? I don't care what happened in those six months. All I care that she is my wife and always will be!!! No one can deny this truth. No one!!" Sanskar said angrily.
Sujatha couldn't utter a word looking at furious Sanskar.
"You know what mom. You don't want my happiness because you don't even know what is my happiness. Stop this already because I am done with making you understand the same thing that there will be no other girl in my life other than her. And if anything would have happened to her then you wouldn't have found your son alive till now. Just get it mom. And please... stay away from my and Swara's life." Sanskar said before going out of the room leaving Sujatha shocked.
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