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Days passed, but nothing has improved for better. Sanskar's ignorance toward Swara didn't changed a bit. Still, Swara didn't lost hope. She tried to hold herself for him with a belief that her Sanskar will be back in her life once again.
In all this, Swara feels so hurt to see this family for whom she fought, did a lot but they didn't support her. Infact, they don't care about her and Sanskar's relationship. She could bet that except Sujatha, none had even idea what's going on in their life. No one care for her like she don't even exist. But Swara also doesn't care about them. She was now only living for Sanskar but seems like she is too late.

He has told her not to interfere in his life. She doesn't hold that right. Everytime she tried to do anything for him, his rude behaviour breaks a part inside her. She feels hurt by his words but she never answered back. She feels like it's her punishment for her mistake. But she tried to be as much normal as possible. She wake up, arrange his things on table even he stops her and behave rudely. She regularly take out his clothes to go to office but he never wear it and wear another. But Swara doesn't say a single word.
But yeah, She doesn't bring his breakfast because she know he won't even touch it and leave without having so either kaka or Sujatha bring his breakfast. It hurts her a lot. She always look at him while he eat. But when he looks at her, she shift her gaze and turned around to wipe her tears without being noticed. But she also knew very well that he wasn't unaware of her tears. He knows her.

It only happened once when she brought his food and he have it.

Flashback:

One day, Kaka has gone to market and Sujatha was having headache. So, she asked Swara to take Sanskar's breakfast. Swara was little reluctant what if he won't eat. Still, she takes it for him. When she came inside the room, Sanskar was getting ready. He sees her through mirror and as usual ignored her.

"Sanskar, your breakfast?" She said.

"I don't wanna eat. I am.." Sanskar was about to say but before that Swara said.

"Don't worry, I didn't make it. Kaka made this. He has gone to market, mom is having headache and Uttara has also left for college. That's why mom told me to give it to you. I know you don't like it if I do something for you but please have it." She said not looking up for once and filling his glass with water.

Sanskar look at her as she said it calmly. Its not new, since the day she come. She talks very less and so calmly. Not even respond to his anger. He looked at her as she goes and sit near window after arranging everything on the table. She took her phone and started Swiping something like she usually do as they have nothing to talk, rather he doesn't care to listen.
Without saying anything, he just sat and have breakfast. Swara feels relieved that he was eating but also felt bad that he was eating because she didn't make it. She looked at their pictures in her phone that bring sad smile on her face.

Flashback ends...
.......

Swara doesn't bother about family but sometimes Uttara's and Sujatha's taunts hurt her a lot. She cried but never in front of Sanskar. Still, he wasn't naive to notice it.

Its been a months, Sanskar had immersed himself in his office work. It was usual for him as this is what he was doing since the day Swara left him but for Swara, it's really suffocating.
The more days was passing, Swara came to know everything through Sujatha who taunt her for being the reason Sanskar changed so much. What he was facing all the while, the accusations and blame for everything wrong happened was due to him.
Hearing this, Swara could only blam herself for leaving Sanskar who was always there for her that too for her sister who never cared for her. That's right, Ragini her sister never cared for her. She was happy in her life with Laksh. Who cares for Swara? It's not that Swara expected any kind of sympathy or nice behaviour from her because in those six months also she always behaved harshly with her, saying it's all because of Sanskar, Laksh was missing. But when Swara tried to support Sanskar everyone get angry on her. Her baba, dadi, dada.. Even Shomi, Her Maa, everyone and call her selfish that she doesn't think about Ragini. She felt alone and wanted to run back to him but she stopped herself thinking once everything will be fine, she will start a new with Sanskar, a place away from these selfish people. She will be in her world with her Sanskar. Because she understood that there is no one who care for and loved her more than him. She was alone since her birth. Her maa and Dida were there she thought but he stood by her when no one did. God had sent Sanskar in her life to make it more beautiful. Till he is with her, she is not alone. She can live and she will live for him.

She was missing her Sanskar very much because he was always there when she need him being a support, being a friend, being a caring husband but now she was only left with her tears and loneliness. She wants him beside her. She wants to talk to him. Not about past but normally as a friend that will make her feel better. She wants his embrace when she sleep because she doesn't remember when she peacefully slept last time. She wants to cry but in his arms when he will gently hold her and say those soothing words. She wants to live life like the way they were living. Not with any misunderstandings, guilt or anger. She wants everything normal but she also knows it will take time. She has to wait for him and she will wait for him.
She tried to give herself strength but it's breaking her slowly. She was feeling so weak without him. His ignorance hurts her.

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One months later,

Sitting on the terrace, she was looking at Sanskar's pic on his phone and talking to him, more to herself.

"I will wait for you. I love you... Good night." She said and stopped the recorders then saved it naming today's date in her phone audio galary. Scrolling her phone, she smiled sadly to herself as it was audio file no. 22 that she saved tonight.

It was normal for her to save the audio like she was talking to him as he didn't have time to listen to her. For a week, she tried so much that he listen to her but he never paid any attention. He is too busy in his works to listen to her, rather he was too broken to raise any hope by listening to her.

Flashback ( day 5 she came back to maheshwari mansion)

Night:
It was 11:35 p.m. Swara was waiting for Sanskar to finish his work so that she can talk to him. He was working in his laptop while she was reading, or just pretending to read because all the while she was looking at him. It was 12:30 a.m. when Sanskar finished his work, he just shut down his laptop and go to his side to sleep.

Swara kept her book aside, and say.

"Sanskar, Actually I wanted to talk something... I.." swara started only to be interrupted by him.

"There is nothing left to talk. Anyways, I have important a meeting tomorrow. Now kindly don't disturb me and let me sleep." He said with straight tone.

She felt hurt

"Hmm okay, fine you... you sleep. Meeting must be important important. No problem, we will talk later." She uttered slowly.

Saying this she turned around, switch off light and closed her eyes. A lone tear escaped from her eyes but she wiped it.

Next day Sanskar was again busy with his work after coming back from his office. Swara waited for him to finish it and then they will talk but no. She kept waiting. It was 1:00a.m when he finished and just go to sleep without listening her.

"Sanskar woh... I was saying .... ( look at him lying with his eyes closed and tights turned off already, she stopped. She pressed her lips to control her pain)

Like this it always happen couple of times more. Swara was breaking day by day. She has so much to say, to express herself but there is no-one who will hear her. His ignorance was something unbearable every time.

The another night, she again tried to talk to him but he just changed himself in track pants and t-shirt and slept. Swara wasn't able to control anymore. She rushed outside to terrace and started crying bitterly. After it felt like hours, she stopped but silent tears were still falling from her eyes continuously. She looked at their pictures in her phone and tried to smile remembering their beautiful moments. Then suddenly, she thinks something and wipes her tears. She starts recorder and speak whatever she wanna say. She felt like she is sharing with Sanskar. And at last she say I love you and stopped recording. She felt little better. One day when everything will be fine, she is going to make him listen to everything. With this hopeful smile, she went back to their room and sleeps facing him who was again facing his back.

Like this She used to go to terrace after he sleeps and talks what she feel like looking at his picture. It was somewhere giving her relief.

Flashback ends...
......

Thinking all this, she took a deep breathe with smile and got up. Then went downstairs.
Coming inside the room, she saw him sleeping and smiled. Then she also laid on the bed and slept.

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The next morning,

Sanskar was ready to go to office. He was looking for some file in cupboard and he got it.

"Yes, Mr. Sharma. I will be there by half an hour. You check everything. I don't want anything goes wrong. Yeah... Okay." Sanskar said and disconnected the call.

He was keeping his file in his bag when he heard Uttara's voice. He got confused. She was shouting on someone.

Being confused, he went out of room and looked down in the hall from the corridor,only to find Uttara was shouting on Swara. Everyone was standing in hall except Dp and Ram. He gripped his fist tight watching this and paced down the stairs.
Swara was trying to calm Uttara.

"Uttara, It's not what you are thinking? Please, Don't shout like this." Swara said calmly.

"Oh just shut up!! I just don't believe this. You could fall so low. I feel disgusted to call you bhabhi. What were you doing on terrace and with whom you were talking? Now, Don't you dare to lie. I heard you. I started to trust you but no. I never thought you will BETRAY Sanskar Bhai!!" Uttara shouted loudly.

"What are you saying Uttara?" Sujatha asked in shock.

"Yes, Uttara? What is it?" Annapurna also asked mirroring Sujatha's reaction.

"Badi Maa, mom. She is just having some misunderstandings. There's nothing like that." Swara tried to say Shaking her head negatively but Uttara shouted yet again.

"I don't have any misunderstandings. It's you, who is cheating on my brother!! Yes mom, badi Maa, since last two three nights I saw her going to terrace. I was confused. So, last night I followed her and guess what I heard. She was confessing her love to her boyfriend. It must be Nikhil, right Swara bhabhi (sarcastically)? He got so close to you in last six months na after all bhai was not with you, right?" Uttara said venomously.

Swara was shocked with Uttara's accusations.

"What is this Swara? I already told you don't spoil my son life more. Still, you came into this house and now!! If you wanted to go to that nikhil only, then why are you doing drama of being nice?" Sujatha asked angrily.

Swara shook her head.

"No.. no mom. You are getting wrong. I can never...." Swara was saying with hurtful voice but was interupted by a loud angry voice.

"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE!!" Sanskar shouted at the top of his voice with stern expression as he had heard everything.

Swara looked at him and immediately came to him.
"San.. Sanskar, it's nothing. They just have misunderstanding. I didn't..."

"I m not misunderstanding anything. Sanskar bhai, she is cheating on you. I have heard myself last night. There's someone else in her life." Uttara said.

Sanskar was fuming in anger as he heard Uttara.

"No Sanskar, I... It's.." Swara tried to say when he gave her look to stop.

"How do you know that Uttara?" Sanskar asked looking at Uttara turning his eyes away from Swara.

"So, You think I am lying bhai. Ok, I will clear it to you. So Swara BHABHI (sarcastic), can you please give me your phone? As much as I know, you keep your phone calls at auto recorded mode? So, it will clear everything." Uttara said smirkingly.

"Uttara please, try to understand me once. Why would I do that?" Swara said.

"I said give your phone, bhabhi!!" Saying this she tried to snatch her phone from her hand but Swara moved back her hand..

"I knew it!!" Uttara said.

"GIVE YOUR PHONE SWARA!!" swara heard this voice from whom she never expected this. She looked at him.
She thought he believes her but...

"Sanskar, do you also think.."Swara tried to say in broken Voice when he interrupted.

"I said something Swara." He said in dead serious voice.

Hear heart wrenched in pain. Still, she numbly types her password and extended her phone. Sanskar took it from her hand and then forward it Uttara.

"Take it and try to prove what you are saying Uttara!! Because she doesn't need to prove anything." Sanskar stated sternly.

Swara looked at him before looking down as Uttara took Swara's phone from Sanskar.

Taking the phone, Uttara firstly scrolled through her call logs but she found nothing and glared at Swara that she must have deleted it. Then she went to records folder and sees so many recordings. She sees the audio named date of yesterday. It was most recent one and She played it thinking of last night call recording.

"Hey, So, How was your day? Must be good na? And how was your meeting? I m sure, it must be great as usual! After all, who have the power to beat no. 1 business man SANSKAR MAHESHWARI!!?"

As everyone heard this, they were shocked while Sanskar was numb. He looked at her while she was blankly looking down to the floor standing beside him.

The audio continued..

"Sanskar, You did a lot of hardwork and I was sure that you will get contract. But sometimes I feel you should take rest also. Your health should not be deteriorated. Works comes first but health is priority and you.."

It was playing but Uttara by mistake touched another audio clip and it started.

"Sanskar, you know today I played guitar after so many days and tried to sing too. It felt really nice. You know na music is something always give me calmness. Ok, Will you listen, I will sing for you? I m little nervous after all I m playing guitar after so many days na..?( sighs) ok start.. hmm"

The audio stopped suddenly. Uttara looked at phone.

"The battery must be dead. I will put the phone on charge then you can listen if you want." Swara said emotionlessly.

Everyone looked ather but she didn't look up. Her gaze was fixed on the phone in Uttara's hand. Sanskar felt too shocked to react. When he heard her.

"My phone Uttara? Can I take it?" Swara asked extending her hand toward Uttara.

Uttara looked at her with guilt in her eyes for accusing her. She gave her phone.

"I m sorry bhabhi... I.." Uttara tried to say but she could not finish as Swara showed her hand and said calmly.

"It's not your fault. It's in my fate. After all, this is not the first time someone said me characterless, betrayer or pointed on my character. I am habitual of it since my birth. It's just that.. I.. I didn't expect it will be you Uttara." Swara gave a bitter smile.

"Bhabhi, I.. I.." Uttara tried to apologise but Swara didn't pay any heed to it. She turned around and walked upstairs.

Sanskar looked at her retreating figure. He sees her lifting her hand and wipe her eyes by back of her hand and silently move to their room.

"I m sorry Bhai." Uttara said sadly.

Sanskar looked at Uttara and then at everyone else giving a hopeless look but he said nothing to them and went from there to room following Swara behind her.

Coming inside the room, he finds her sitting on bed facing her back. He goes toward her slowly and sees her putting her phone on charge and then doing something with it. She didn't notice him. A tear escaped her eye.

"Swara.." He called her out.

She looked up to see him. Her heart skipped a beat as he called her after so many days what feels like eternity. But trying not to show any vulnerable side, she wiped her tears.

"San.. Sanskar.. y.. you didn't go to office? You will get late for your conference. It's 9 already." She said composing herself.

"Ye.. Yeah ,I was just going. I came to see you. Swara, I.." Sanskar was about to say when Swara interupted him.

"You don't need to say anything. I don't have any complaints from you. You let me stay here in this room with you. You didn't throw me out of your life or divorced me. That's enough for me. But sanskar, I can never think to ch..cheat on you. I.. I don't need to do that because I have you in my life what else I want. I just wanted to know.. you.. you trust me, right?" She asked looking at him.

He couldn't look away from her and was about to say something when his phone rings and he disconnected it but he again gets call. So, he goes to balcony to talk. He shouts on phone and disconnects it in couple of minutes. Then he came inside and sees her arranging his files that was scattered over table that was done by him only last night.

She looked at him and say.

"Good luck for your conference Sanskar. Take care." She said with small smile knowing he will reply nothing.

She continued her work when she heard

"You too, Swara." Sanskar said calmly while thousand of things were roaming around her mind.

He knows he needs to clarify everything but not now. He knows she won't say anything now.

Swara again looked at him and felt happy. She nods at him with smile. Sanskar took his bag and went out not before glancing at her once again.

"Bhai, is bhabhi okay? She will forgive me na?" Uttara asked as soon as Sanskar came downstairs and was about to go out.

"Sanskar beta, what's happening between you and Swara? Is everything okay?" Annapurna asked.

"Sanskar ji, are you again hurting Swara?" Ragini asked accusingly.

"What did Sanskar do? That girl only..." Sujatha was saying when Sanskar angrily said.

"Enough!! I heard enough. I don't want a word more. Whatever going on between me and Swara is our personal matter. I don't want any third person to interfere in between us. I don't need your opinion, concern or accusations!!" Sanskar said sternly and went out.

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