April - After

One day you told me
You were falling for me.
And for the whole week we spoke,
Then five days later,
You had gone just like smoke.

I should've always known,
You loved her more than me.
Why did I think,
That a few weeks would change
The feelings you had
For years exchanged.

They say it is okay,
For you, to be afraid.
They say you're only looking,
For the easy out.
With me it's too scary,
But with her it's alright.

A few weeks ago,
The night you told me that,
I told you I was afraid,
And you said you were too.
I thought that meant,
Together we'd go through.
But you decided to run,
And you keep on running.

Relationships scare you,
They make you feel pain.
Trust me when I say,
I'll never hurt you that way.
I promise to hold you
When tears all fall,
Like I know you will love me,
Even if too high is my wall.