June - After

Standing at the edge,
You turned around and said
That you don't want me,
But one who won't let you free.

Almost immediately,
My chest, it hurts.
A stab in the heart,
But it's only the start.

You in my life,
Is a beauty, none alike.
Not having you with me,
Is a curse that I plea
To never endure.

But right now it hurts me,
To even think of you.
Please, go away,
Even though I want you to stay.

I don't know what this means,
Nor what I want to say.
But if I'm being honest,
I want to see how it plays.

Say you don't want to lose me,
Say you care too much.
Say that it always ends the same,
Reason why don't want to be with me.

I think that it's stupid,
For I know you'd never hurt me.
Though I know you just won't ruin,
The friendship we've made.