Hello again guys.

A lot has happened in the past few months. I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, which means I fluctuate between depressed and manic, depressed being my near constant state. However, what isn't so well known to the general public or talked about is the periods of utter numbness, where the only escape is laying there in bed. You'd think feeling depressed is the worst, but at least you know you still feel things.

To those that stuck with the story, thank you. I will finish this, even if it kills me! I'm feeling better now I'm on medication and seeing someone to talk to on a semi-regular basis. The support I got through the last message was astounding. And this fan fiction is my baby, and everyone who has stuck to it has helped pulled me from the numb depths because I know what it's like when you wanna see the end of a fic. So thank you again guys, if it wasn't for you I genuinely do not think I'd be as happy as I am now.

For all those curious, me and my partner have gotten engaged and we're moving back in together before Christmas. I'm going to try and finish the fic before the end of next year. I'd say we're about half way through, but I'm going to dedicate time every week to updating!

All my love,
Lucia xxx