Hey I'm monic and this is how my story began I guess.
I woke up one morning Monday , deciding to go to school or not..things have been happening in school and it's not the best time to fool around and be happy ....
I got a message from my boyfriend, Eric, saying good morning beautiful, I was excited to actually text him and almost forgot all the shitty stuff that was happening....i had to get to school and for two reasons, one for my bestfriend Alex and the other for Eric..
Me and eric have been together for 8 long months and a couple days , and my bestfriend alex has always been there to help me through the rough times , especially with problems with eric...
Alex and I met through one of my band member,kevin, and the first thing I said to her was..nice shirt, it was a pierce the veil shirt,and that's when a beautiful friend ship happened.
Eric and I were getting a little distant and me and Alex we got really close.The closer we got , was so exciting for me I really didn't know why, I would be and smile, I would laugh with her and laugh even more, everytime I was with her I just didn't want to leave ,or I didn't want her to leave. Her smile, her laugh, her stare, her everything, it just made me fangirling I guess...
But one thing was bothering me, what was it that I felt towards her, was it a friendship that can't be broken, sisterhood...or was it.. love....i just felt strange , I felt like she completed me...
When I was with eric , i just didn't know what to think , I kept thinking about her , I just wanted her near me....and with eric, yeag I loved him but not like how I loved her....
Days passed and weeks went by fast and eric stared acting really strange, well he told me his mom took his phone away , and he told me that he would get into alot of trouble cause of me....damn he even said he would get into trouble for me, and that he would do anything and he would never leave....well ....couple days passed he didn't go to school so I did what was possible and I was fucking happy for it, but I kept crying cause of him....i spend the days with Alex and damn I wish we can repeat that day...every time I would cry for him...she would help me ....she would hold me...and she would make me feel better....Damn when I would look into her eyes , I just got excited, but I was scared to show it , I was scared she didn't have the same feelings.....
Two days passed and it was a Thursday, he came to school and was acting strange....he didn't look me in the eye, he didn't kiss me, he didn't even tell he loved me...i couldn't handle it, and I asked him what was wrong ...he jsut kept saying he wasn't good enough, he kept saying things I didn't want to hear....i couldn't handle it i walked away but he chased me...later that day , with the same conversation, I yelled at him...i told him if he loved me or if he wanted to stay...he said yes to both things but deep down I didn't believe. ..
The next day he didn't go and I went with Alex and she was excited to show me something......she decorated the closet we would hang out in one of our classes....i wanted to smile and be happy , but Eric was on my mind I just busted out crying....she came towards and hugged me tight...
*third person*
Alex: monic what's wrong *wraps arms around Monic*
Monic: Eric B-Broke up with me...*she cried*
Alex: WHAT WHY, monic look at me *tried to pick up Monic's head*
Monic: idk....i assume that since he hasn't replied or he didn't come he doesn't want to be with me
Alex:maybe his parents took his phone away, just calm down...
*End of third person*
After I calmed down alex offered to put on a scary movie and it made me happier, then during the movie I saw how alex would smile, I saw how she was...just.....beautiful. ....i wanted to kiss her I wanted to just hold her....but I was scared.....i felt bad...i felt like I wasn't enough for her..i felt like she can gain better.....plus it made me feel worse thinking about eric because it made me feel like I wasn't good enough for her....it was soon time to leave and I had to go home..
As soon as I got home,my mom asked about eric I started crying, so did my mom cause she's never seem me cry that way before, and my older brother, justin, got pissed off he wanted to beat him up, but I told him not to waste his valuable time, cause he wasted my entire 8 months ....
I texted Alex what happened. ...and then my sister kaycee....
And that's when it all began, the real thing..
A/N: so this is a speed up of things and I'm totally sorry if it's not good but I swear to you, the next thing is going to be amazing. .