I stood there quiet, frustrated, wanting to attack ,from stress , i look at my mom and sigh then I just stayed quiet till she asked me one more time..
" Mom, I'm not ready to talk about this stuff with you..not yet...as you can see I didn't even want to tell you , cause I knew how you'd react, I just need some time...." as I responded with that ,my mom gave me a disappointed look and bit of her cheek and just gave me a plain look and walked away...I didn't talk to my mom i didn't want to go to near here...i loved my girlfriend I'm not just going to leave her...but since all this was happening...i was doubting to be with my girlfriend....i didn't want to leave her, but a tiny part did, but my love for her over came it and I then realized why change , why break up, why give up, just cause someone isn't happy with your decisions , your life...doesn't mean you change yourself..i then started thinking. ..if you lover her , fight for her, you have her, hold her till she stops crying, if you want her, don't hurt her, don't use her, don't leave cause of others, because others aren't you..I wiped my tears and I stood up i then walked up to my mom and straight up told her..
" mom, this girl I love her, she's been helping when I need people, damn I liked for a while now, and I finally got her cause wanted to show my real self, you once told me no matter what I do , no matter who I date , and no matter what gender i like , you said you would still love me ...i can't hate you , but I can stand for myself. .I love alex mom..the same way you love dad..all I need is a supportive mother....not a lady that can't accept her own daughter knowing what she does or what she is...let me be me...let me show others I am strong, I am the only one who can show people in our family wrong.." I look at my mom with tears in my eyes and she looks at me...and starts tearing up.." I never expected you to be bisexual...or I never expected you to stand up, and tell me your not my baby anymore, but your a women ...with your own decisions....if your happy...im happy...you may date her...just keep down low...dont tell noone else...especially your uncle david...and grandma...just be careful...." I gave my mom a hug and wiped away her tears..i then smile and give her kiss on the cheek ," i may be strong and I may be a women , and I know I said I'm not a baby anymore, but I know deep down that baby she's still there, and forever will need help from her parents.." I then jump up and look at her then giggle and ask her if she's okay..she nods her head and walks towards the kitchen and ask if I'm hungry I nod my head no but my little brother and sister were, I soon looked and gladly told her, I'm going to take a nap, see you later mama, i walk to my room a rest and dream...with a small smile knowing that when I wake up alex is going to be there..like she always promises....
I soon woke up and checked my phone and like I said she was there, I gladly reply to her message and had a huge smile on my face, I soon jumped out of bed and walked to the living room..my mom was watching tv and looks at me then randomly says something that pisses me off..
*third person point of view*
As monic walks in her mom looks at her and says without hesitation " no wonder why eric left you, he must've found out about you and alex " ends with a smirk and stares back at the tv,"what the fuck are you talking about, I can't believe you just said that.."Monic balls her hand in a fist and stares at her mom with a death glare,"well it's true, he probably didn't want you anymore, because of the fact that you were in love with someone else" my mom responds with a smirk at the end. " WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TELLING ME SHIT LIKE THIS, I DONT GIVE ONE FUCK ABOUT ERIC , I HATE THE FACT THAT YOU ACTUALLY GOT ME HAPPY THAT YOU SAID YOU ACCEPTED IT " I then walk away and walk straight into my room, i slam the door and plop on my bed slowly cry myself to sleep...i then text alex and tell her what happened...she tells me she's sorry but I tell her it's not her fault..we both kept texting till I fell asleep from crying...my mom then calls me and asked if I'm hungry I don't respond and she just leaves me alone....
Soon the week went by and it wasn't the best week of my life , until Friday came and I right away got excited....because Friday was the day that Alex and I have our one of a kind date...
Alex and I went walking to Spencers and hottopic we soon started deciding where to go after, we didn't know where to go, but we just went wherever our legs would take us, we soon ended up on the second floor of dillards at the pillow section, and we just sat there..watching videos and having a good time, a woman came and told us we had to move, because she was placing pillows on one of the shelfs we of course without hesitation moved, but not that far ..we both sat against a wall and we're looking at cool videos, until I looked up and so did Alex , it felt as if there was nothing around us and no one was on the planet, all there was , was alex and I , the space between us was getting smaller at the second and soon..our lips touched...and everything literally disappeared, we kept kissing softly and slowly, my heart was pounding fast and the time literally stopped....we didn't want to separate, but I broke the kiss...because of the fact there was a man staring at us...i didn't know how long he was there, but I swear I freaked out and ran ...I then looked at alex and told her that how awkward it was for a man to be staring...
We soon ran around dillards and we found an elevator and I look at alex and she smirks, I drag her into the elevator and I pressed the button to the second floor, I was soon silent till alex came near me and kissed me it felt so nice it just kept getting better and better..she put her hands on my curves and pulls my in a little more closer, I smile and bite her lip alittle and run my fi ng ers through her hair, everytime I did that she would hold me even closer, and I loved it, I actually felt like I was actually being loved...i didn't want to stop, so I kept pressing the buttons for the elevator and one we got to the first floor a lady came in and we quickly broke the kiss , we ran out of the elevator and went walking to Spencers....till alex had to go...and so did we....
Later that day we texted eachother and soon fell asleep...with a huge smile...
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A/N: well I hope you guys like th is chapter, hehe I know I do hehe..well I promise I'll write more chapters I'm just so exhausted , well love you chus bye bye