¤ Unravel Me
Jojee ↲

You unravel me
You pull out the threads
Detangle all the stress
Don't you stop what you're doin'
'Cause you know
You unravel me

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Everything was finally out in the open between Taehyung and Jungkook.

Taehyung knew about Jungkook's financial situation and Juyeon's health. The younger knew about Taehyung's abuse at the hands of his father and nanny. There were no other secrets or hidden parts of their lives to share. Now they could solely focus on building a future together, of sharing good days and memories to come.

There was still a slight piece of guilt lingering within Taehyung at not voluntarily telling Jungkook about his father. Going back to that silly deal they made all those weeks ago - where Jungkook would open up about his scar if Taehyung explained the origin of his bruise - he didn't uphold his end of the bargain.

Taehyung shared his remorse over this with Jungkook after they left his parents' party, heading back to his apartment for the night. But Jungkook, like the amazing boyfriend he was, didn't hold it against him. The younger explained that he felt ready to talk about Juyeon's illness with Taehyung and that was why he shared first. He didn't care about their deal, not now that they were in a loving and trusting relationship. Jungkook also didn't think it was fair to pressure Taehyung into talking about something he might not be ready for, so that was why he didn't push the topic.

All of this made Taehyung love Jungkook all the more. He never knew a love like this could exist - he never knew such a thing was possible. No words could properly explain how tightly tied his heart and soul were to the beautiful person he had the privilege of calling his.

Over the past couple months of growing and evolving, Taehyung learned the absolute joy of sharing himself with another person. He had allowed Jungkook into his mind, sharing his thoughts and wishes and fears. He welcomed the younger into his heart, where he learned to love and also be loved in return. And then he bared his soul to Jungkook, letting the boy see every raw and vulnerable part of him.

All that was left to share now was his body.

"You know, I could barely sleep last night," Jungkook said later the following morning, sitting up against the bed's headboard. "I felt like a kid on Christmas Eve."

Taehyung was in between his legs, leaning back against his chest with a smirk adorning his face. "You're such a liar. You passed out right after the party."

"How do you know I didn't wake up soon after that, hm? Do you watch me in my sleep, Taehyungie?" The younger teased, tickling Taehyung's sides.

A surprised yelp left Taehyung's mouth and he squirmed within Jungkook's arms. "You are . . . impossible . . . Do you . . . wanna talk or . . . not?"

Taehyung could barely breathe as laughter consumed him, his chest sensitive to the younger's light touches. He tried swatting Jungkook's hands away, but it was useless. The boy was too determined.

"You're so cute like this," Jungkook giggled, slowing his tickling antics and instead wrapping his arms around Taehyung's waist. "And I love how sensitive your skin is. Makes me wanna kiss you all over."

"Alright, perfect segue," Taehyung announced, placing his hands over the younger's. "Let's start."

"Okay, how do you want to do this?"

Taehyung tilted his head back on Jungkook's shoulder, meeting his gaze. "Why are you asking me? I've never had a talk like this before. You're the one with experience here."

"For starters, it's not like I have that much experience," Jungkook said. "I only had two flings during my freshman year of college. And I never had talks like this with those people. We didn't really talk that much at all."

Taehyung nodded, already knowing that Jungkook had a few hookups back in the day. He was surprised, however, to learn that Jungkook never talked about intimacy with his partners before.

"Why didn't you?" He asked, rubbing his thumbs over the back of the younger's hands. "Was it awkward or something?"

"Tae, I think you're the only one I can open up and talk about this sort of stuff with. Maybe I'm crazy, but I feel much more vulnerable talking about sex than having it. Sharing fantasies and getting down into the details is really intimate for me. I've never even wanted to share all this with anyone else but you."

"Then I feel honored," Taehyung beamed at him, puckering his lips and waiting.

Jungkook got the hint and leaned forward, kissing him softly. "Alright, I can start. I think it'd be useful to talk about what we like and what we don't like. Things that turn us on. Then we can progress from there."

"'Kay," Taehyung smiled up at him, loving the look of excitement on Jungkook's face.

"So . . . I love the feeling of you on top of me, of your body pushing against mine and your arms locking me in. When you take control . . . Damn, I'm putty in your hands. And god, your hands. I want them all over me. And your fingers. I . . . I'd like to feel more of them. They're so long and beautiful and -"

"Okay, you want my fingers up your ass, keep going," Taehyung teased, splaying out his hands and waving them in the younger's face.

Jungkook chuckled, but didn't try to deny it. "And when you're being a tease like you are right now, I'd like to be inside you, baby. Driving you crazy with pleasure until you're moaning my name."

"Fuck," Taehyung swore under his breath. Just imagining that was starting to get him aroused.

In his past - given his lack of relationships and attraction to anyone - Taehyung never considered intimacy between men. He wasn't clueless; he understood what a top and a bottom were. Though he never once thought about his preferences. But, based on what Jungkook said, it appeared the younger was interested in being both.

That was a new and interesting concept to him.

"I've never explored any kinks, so I can't say if I know of any right now," the younger continued, voice noticeably lower. "But I'm willing to try some out if we both agree. Hell, I'd even let you tie me up and have your way with me if you wanted. I think that'd be hot."

Taehyung took all that in, processing what Jungkook seemed into. Really, it seemed that the younger was into everything, though he would never judge for that. Taehyung rather liked that fact, as it would be easier to explore and figure out his own preferences.

"And for things I don't like . . . Please don't ever wear a skirt. And don't pour candle wax on me for that matter."

"I will never do either of those things," Taehyung promised, "as long as you don't either."

"Deal. Now it's your turn, baby," Jungkook smirked at him, squeezing his waist in anticipation. "I'm ready for you to knock my socks off."

"Think your socks are already knocked off, Kook," Taehyung replied with a laugh. "You are strictly dickly."

A bark of a laugh escaped Jungkook's mouth and he threw his head back. "Yes, I think we've established that I'm gay and you're . . . You're just into me. So whatever things we do are definitely not considered straight."

Taehyung had to bite down on his lip to rein in his resounding laughter. "Okay, okay. So . . . Your body turns me on."

"Great," Jungkook beamed. "I will always be naked, then. Next."

Taehyung rolled his eyes in amusement, thinking the younger looked quite adorable with his big smile, then continued. "I don't know if I have any kinks either, but . . . We can see how things go. I don't want to shy away from something just because it's unknown. I really do want to explore these things and I feel safe doing that with you."

"Good." Jungkook kissed his forehead gently, letting his lips linger for a moment. The small act of endearment made Taehyung's chest swell and his whole body warm.

"I want to be inside of you, too, Kook. That . . . Thinking about that really turns me on. But I also kind of want you to do that to me? I really just want to feel you in as many ways as humanly possible. I want to experience it all with you." Taehyung studied the younger's face, hoping all that made sense. He was surprised he wasn't more embarrassed talking about all this, but he suspected it all linked back to his comfort with Jungkook.

"We'll switch. That's what it's called."

"In your past hookups, what did you do? Did you switch with them?" Taehyung asked, not quite able to guess it on his own.

A small sense of jealousy pushed his lips into a pout. He didn't like thinking of Jungkook with other people in that way, freely giving his body to someone that wasn't him. Of course, this wasn't fair of him and he didn't truly hold that against the younger. Taehyung just didn't like thinking about it, that was all.

"I didn't switch with them, no," the younger revealed, eyes focused fully on Taehyung. Taehyung liked that - the younger didn't get that glazed over look that meant he was reliving those past experiences.

"I topped."

That fact made Taehyung smile. "But you'd bottom for me?"

"Only for you, baby. You put it so romantically before . . . I want to experience it all with you, too. But . . . to put it another way . . . I haven't stopped thinking about how your dick would feel inside of me. My toes are curling just imagining it."

"Oh, really?" Taehyung grinned mischievously, sitting up slightly. He pushed his ass against Jungkook, feeling the telltale sign of his arousal. "Your dick is hard, too."

The younger groaned, pressing his head back against the headboard. "Yeah, I know. This was bound to happen . . . We're talking about you and me having sex, Tae. My mind is going wild imagining it."

"It's okay," Taehyung whispered, licking his bottom lip in the way that drove the other boy crazy. "I'm hard, too. You wanna feel?"

"Kim Taehyung, I'm trying hard to literally keep it in my pants right now and have a mature conversation. You're making it really difficult, baby."

"Then let's finish this quickly," he responded huskily, keeping his ass against the younger's hard on. "What else do we need to talk about?"

Jungkook took a deep breath to steady himself, hands locking tighter around Taehyung's waist. It was clear how much he was struggling. "Just a couple more things. Anything you don't think you'd like?"

And even though Taehyung had been preparing for this, the memories came trickling back in. But instead of sinking into them further - instead of letting the flashbacks blind out reality - he tried looking at them objectively. Instead of reliving those experiences, he let his mind flit over the details.

"Don't tell me to be quiet," Taehyung said softly, focusing on Jungkook's heartbeat against his back. "And maybe no holding my hands above my head or in any type of restraint. Those two are the biggest."

Another kiss was pressed against his skin. "Works for me, baby. I want you to be loud and have your hands roaming all over my body. Anything else about your preferences before we move on?"

A shake of his head signaled that they could continue.

"Cool," the younger pursed his lips, thinking. "Do you have supplies?"

"Supplies?"

"Condoms and lube," Jungkook clarified matter-of-factly. "I'd be fine doing it without condoms, but we'd need to get tested first. We're going to do it the right way and be safe."

Great, now the visual of Taehyung releasing into Jungkook was all he could see in his mind. He must have been thinking about that for a while, because he jolted when he felt his body start to shake.

It was Jungkook. "Earth to Tae? Do you copy?"

"Let's get tested," Taehyung said, his voice getting caught in his throat. "But no, no supplies here. We'll have to get some."

"I'm on it," the younger said. "Then there's the whole hygiene part of it . . .
Doubt I need to explain the mechanics of that. But if we're going to do this the right way, we need to prepare, Tae. I know being spontaneous would be fun, but it'll be a much better experience if we're fully ready for each other."

"You're so educated about this," Taehyung chuckled, glad he had Jungkook to help him navigate intimacy with another man. "I'd be lost without you."

"Probably," Jungkook agreed with a chuckle of his own. "But whenever the time comes, we can figure out all the rest."

"Like who's gonna top?"

"Precisely," the younger confirmed, looking proud over their adult-like talk.

Taehyung studied every inch of his face, soaking in the beauty that was Jeon Jungkook. He never expected a conversation like this to feel so natural. He expected it to be awkward and forced, but so far nothing in his relationship with Jungkook ever felt that way.

And because of that, he knew he was ready. He was so damn ready.

"Kook? Can we figure that out right now?"

Jungkook's eyes widened as he grasped the meaning of Taehyung's question. "Tae . . . We don't have to rush into this. I want to make sure you feel ready."

Taehyung smiled at him, never quite getting over how understanding his boyfriend was. "I am ready, Kookie. I can't promise it's going to be easy like your past experiences, but I want to try. I trust you unconditionally. My body is yours."

"Tae . . . Your body is one of the only things I don't want to claim ownership of. Your body is yours. But you're choosing to share it with me. And I'm choosing to share mine with you. That's what this is all about . . . not taking, but coming together as one."

"Now I'm even more ready," Taehyung laughed, those words providing such a strong comfort to him. And that's why he was so sure with this decision. Jungkook made it clear that this experience between them was a mutual form of love and trust. There was no stealing or taking or claiming.

"Fuck, Tae. I am too, but we don't have supplies."

Taehyung made to get up, unclasping his hands from Jungkook's and trying to scoot off the bed. "Then let's go get supplies."

"Whoa there, tiger. I'm not letting you go out with that monstrous thing in your pants," Jungkook chuckled, looking pointedly at Taehyung's arousal. He tightened his arms back around Taehyung. "Either we wait to calm down a bit or -"

"Take care of me, then," Taehyung said lowly, body getting hotter at the thought. He yearned to have any contact he could get.

"Ah, so Mr. Demanding has returned. I've grown to miss him," Jungkook teased, hands gliding just below his belly button. "I'd be happy to take care of you, but on one condition."

"Oh, yeah? What's that?"

"Remember what I said about being putty in your hands when you take control? I meant it. So I want you to take control, Tae. I want you to tell me exactly what you want me to do." Jungkook's fingers slipped under Taehyung's shirt, casually caressing the bare skin of his lower abdomen.

"Deal."

Taehyung leaned forward so his weight was no longer on the younger. "Get up and take your clothes off."

A shifting of sheets and pillows sounded as Jungkook rolled out of bed, hands going to peel off his shirt. Taehyung's eyes were locked on his every movement, heart thumping away in anticipation. When Jungkook's bare torso was revealed, Taehyung swore under his breath.

"Right," Jungkook smirked, pushing down his pants and boxers simultaneously. "My naked body is a turn on."

"Obviously," he replied dryly, grazing over every inch of the younger's exposed body. "Come undress me."

"Yes, baby."

Jungkook crawled back onto the bed, settling over Taehyung's lap as he helped remove his shirt. Once it was off, Taehyung pulled the younger down onto his chest, kissing him hard.

A moan ripped out of Jungkook's mouth and his fingers went to knot in Taehyung's hair. Heavy pants, soft whimpers, and sultry moans filled the air as they molded their mouths together. Tongues thrust into each other's mouths, caressing and exploring before tangling in the middle.

Taehyung ran his hands down Jungkook's back, stopping on top of his ass and squeezing. The younger gasped into Taehyung's mouth, thrusting himself against his stomach.

"Not yet, baby boy," Taehyung panted, sliding his mouth to Jungkook's neck. He kissed his skin softly while continuing to knead his ass. "You're going to wait until I tell you."

Jungkook moaned as Taehyung sucked at the spot just below his ear. "Can I touch you?"

Taehyung nipped at his earlobe, pulling down on the sensitive flesh. He quickly slipped out of his commanding role, brushing back a lock of the younger's hair. "You can touch me however you'd like, Kookie. Hands . . . Mouth. I'll let you know if it's too much."

"You sure?"

"Absolutely sure," Taehyung smiled at him, giving him a quick peck. "I want to know what your mouth feels like."

Jungkook's lips spread into a wide smile, so overjoyed it made his entire face light up. "If you need me to stop, just tell me, baby."

"I will. Now show me how much you love me."

A devilish grin was the last thing Taehyung saw of Jungkook's face before the younger started kissing up and down his neck. A soft tongue traced patterns over his skin, sending shivers along Taehyung's spine. He couldn't comprehend how this felt so good, but it really did.

Jungkook slowly sucked on his skin, leaving red marks near his collarbone while a hand drifted right over Taehyung's hardened length. He rubbed it with the lightest of pressure, driving Taehyung crazy.

"Stop teasing, love," he grunted out, moving his hips to get better contact.

"The teasing is the best part," the younger informed him, breath fanning out against his neck. "But what Mr. Demanding wants is what Mr. Demanding gets."

A hand slid under Taehyung's pants, touching his cock directly. And unlike last time, when the touch slightly startled him, Taehyung didn't have any negative reaction. Instead, he tilted his head back further and thrust his hips forward.

"So beautiful," Jungkook whispered, kissing down his neck and concentrating on Taehyung's peaked nipples.

Taehyung moaned as the younger licked and sucked at one, his hand playing with the other. His chest really was sensitive, but with Jungkook's hand and mouth on him, everything felt so amazing.

Jungkook's hand continued stroking him, slow movements that were driving Taehyung insane. And no matter how much Taehyung bucked his hips, he couldn't get what he was after.

"Take my pants off," he ordered, needing more than just this. And even though his body demanded that additional contact, Taehyung quite liked the teasing nature of all of this.

"Alright, baby, I'm getting there," Jungkook said, kissing a path over Taehyung's ribs and around his belly button. "I love your stomach so much."

Taehyung chuckled at the admission, a sound that turned into a relieved sigh as his pants and underwear were pulled down. "Out of all my body parts, the thing you love most is my stomach?"

Jungkook tossed the clothing to the side, eyes glued to Taehyung's cock. "I love every inch of you, baby. You're so damn beautiful."

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(I have no idea where to put that thing anymore lol)

He crawled down Taehyung's body, spreading his legs and positioning himself in between. One hand returned to stroking Taehyung's cock while the other rubbed soothing circles on his hip. Then, in a surprise move, Jungkook began pressing kisses to the inside of his thighs.

"Your legs are so sexy," Jungkook said in between kisses. "I can't wait to have them wrapped around me one day."

Taehyung groaned at both the thought and the feeling of the younger's mouth on his skin. He kept every single one of his senses honed in on Jungkook. He savored the sounds the younger made as he kissed closer and closer to his cock. He relished in the sight of Jungkook in between his legs. And then he appreciated the feel of Jungkook's hair, wound tightly around his fingers as Taehyung gripped his head.

"Still good, baby?" Jungkook asked, breath so close to where Taehyung was eager to have it most.

"Yeah."

And then Taehyung let out a loud moan, head thrown back into the pillows. Jungkook's tongue licked a path up the underside of his balls, dancing around the delicate skin before proceeding up his shaft. This feeling was like nothing Taehyung had ever experienced before and Jungkook's mouth was barely on him yet.

He kept his eyes open, watching as the younger reached the tip of his cock, tongue coming out and swirling around the swollen head. A stream of curses left Taehyung's mouth, which turned into a strangled moan once Jungkook took him in between his lips.

Jungkook sucked on the tip fully before pushing down, his other hand gently stroking the lower part of his shaft. He hummed as he continued his descent, the vibrations feeling heavenly to Taehyung.

He was moaning loudly and frequently, hips thrusting up and hands knotting tighter into Jungkook's hair. The younger's mouth was so sinful around his sensitive cock, hot and wet and skilled. With hollowed cheeks, he took more of Taehyung, thoroughly dedicated to the task at hand.

"Fuck, Kook," Taehyung moaned out again. "Feels so good."

Jungkook hummed around his cock once more, causing Taehyung to thrust up a little too sharply. The tip of his cock poked at the back of the younger's throat, a sensation unlike anything he could imagine.

And Taehyung knew without a doubt that he was the one who was putty here. He'd let Jungkook do whatever he wanted if it would feel this good.

Jungkook lifted off of him fully, catching his breath while his hand resumed stroking him. A string of saliva connected his lips to his cock. "Are you okay, Tae?"

"I'm really close, Kook," he whimpered, hips bucking at a faster rate to chase his high.

"I'll get you there, baby. And you can come in my mouth, okay? I want to taste you."

Taehyung nodded as Jungkook sunk back down, eyes locked on each other the entire time. All he could think of was Jungkook. How much he loved Jungkook. How good Jungkook was making him feel. How he wanted to make Jungkook feel this way, too.

His hands knotted in the younger's hair once more, his back beginning to arch while his stomach muscles clenched. "Please, Kookie. I'm . . . fuck . . . almost . . ."

Jungkook took more of him than before and Taehyung lost it. His eyes closed tightly, head thrown back, as he came hard into the younger's mouth. His moans accompanied the sloppy sounds of Jungkook's mouth on him, sucking and swallowing and licking.

"Ah, Kook. Sensitive," Taehyung murmured once he came down and returned to reality.

Jungkook lifted off of him, a proud smile on his wet and swollen lips. "So proud of you, Tae. So fucking proud."

"Come here," Taehyung ordered, pulling him gently by the chin. "Wanna kiss you."

Jungkook quickly straddled him, leaning down to connect their mouths. And Taehyung kissed him passionately, not caring at all that the younger tasted of his release. One hand gripped the back of Jungkook's neck while the other went down to his cock, stroking firmly while their kiss deepened.

"Here, crawl up closer to my mouth," Taehyung instructed as his thumb flicked over the younger's tip. "I want you in my mouth."

"Fuck, okay," Jungkook let out, hastily climbing into position. He was basically hovering over Taehyung's face and he grabbed the headboard for support.

Taehyung took hold of Jungkook's cock and placed it between his lips, hands moving to his ass once he had a good rhythm going. He slapped lightly, which turned into a harder spank once Jungkook moaned in pleasure.

"Maybe I have the spanking kink," the younger gasped out, eyes big and dark as he watched Taehyung suck him off.

Taehyung hummed in agreement, flattening his tongue against Jungkook's shaft. His fingertips inched inward on the younger's ass, nearing dangerously close to his entrance.

"I really wish we had lube right now," Jungkook moaned out. "I wanna know how your fingers feel inside of me."

A moan of his own rumbled in Taehyung's throat and he lifted off Jungkook's cock. His hand continued pumping him as he looked up at the younger. "Spit won't work?"

"Not . . . ah . . . really. It dries up too fast. But . . . ah, fuck it . . . I'm willing to try. Give me your finger."

Taehyung lifted up his hand while he went back to pleasuring Jungkook with his mouth. He felt his index finger encased by the velvety warmth of the boy's mouth, a tongue circling it repeatedly. Jungkook pulled back and let Taehyung's hand fall.

"Just go slow."

Carefully, Taehyung ran his index finger down Jungkook's crack until he found the puckered rim. He pressed his finger in, past the tight ring of muscle and into more of Jungkook's heat.

The younger gasped above him, body stilling as he got used to the feel of stretching and burning. "Keep going, Tae. I know your finger is longer than that."

Taehyung chuckled around him, pulling back to suck on his tip while he slowly pushed his finger in the rest of the way. Pausing for a moment, he focused on tracing his tongue along the underside of the younger's swollen head, relishing in the subtle moans the boy made in response.

After a couple moments, he curled his finger, not quite sure what to do but paying close attention to Jungkook's breathing, movements, and sounds. Small whimpers left Jungkook's mouth, but Taehyung wanted more. He kept rubbing and curling until a piercing moan erupted from the younger's chest.

"Fuck, baby. Do that again."

Taehyung couldn't exactly remember where that specific spot was, so he kept moving his finger until he came across it again. Jungkook bucked his hips, moaning as Taehyung continued massaging the area.

"Baby, yes. Just like that. Ah, fuck."

If he could smile, Taehyung would. Making Jungkook feel like this was the best thing in the world to him. So he sucked harder, rubbed faster, and soon Jungkook was releasing into his mouth. The younger's body was shaking with the force of his climax, cock sliding deeper into Taehyung's mouth as he leaned forward to hold tight to the headboard.

Taehyung carefully removed his finger, then allowed Jungkook to pull out of his mouth. He laughed as the younger practically collapsed against him, head tucking in the crook of Taehyung's neck.

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"If this is what blowjobs are like with you, I don't know if I'll be able to survive sex," Jungkook murmured against Taehyung's sweaty skin. "They're gonna put Jeon Jungkook - Died of earth shattering orgasms on my tombstone."

"I'll put flowers on your grave each day," Taehyung teased, hand tracing patterns over the younger's back.

Jungkook hummed, close to sleep by the sound of it.

But before Taehyung would let him drift off, he needed to tell him something. "Kook . . . I was with you the whole time for that."

He didn't need to elaborate as Jungkook looked at him, aware of what he meant. "I'm so proud of you,  Tae. Fuck, I love you so much."

Taehyung hadn't thought of his past at all. Throughout the entire experience, his thoughts were solely focused on Jungkook and what they were doing together now. It was an amazing feeling to Taehyung and he felt more liberated than ever before.

"I know it might not always be that easy, but I'm so happy," Taehyung giggled, the feeling surging through his veins. "I'm so happy, love."

Jungkook kissed him again before cuddling back within his arms. "I am too, Tae. You deserve this so much."

And Taehyung nodded, knowing it was without a doubt true.

They both deserved this.

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》 V A L E N W R I T I N G 《

So when it comes to Taekook sexy time, who do we think is gonna top? 🤷‍♀️ Just curious hehe.

I believe the best relationships - intimate or platonic - are based on open communication. If you can't talk freely to someone, things aren't going to be smooth sailing. So I loved how Tae and JK built up their relationship and established open communication prior to getting to this talk. Being able to talk about intimacy not only brings people together, but makes the experience that much better as well. Just some food for thought!