Wooyoung | San

It's now Sunday meaning I had to attend church, not just any church though, it was the Choi church.

My father insisted that we help the Choi's greet the people that came in, so that's what I was doing currently. San stood next to me with a fake smile plastered across his face, hand stuck out to shake.

I followed suit, shaking every hand my eyes came across.

Soon after the service started, I sat next to San while his father began preaching. Usually I would space off, don't get me wrong, I am very Christian, it's just things like this don't feel necessary.

My eyes wondered, I wasn't paying attention. That was until the topic of gay people came up. I raised my head, fully listening now. "i hope you all know that loving the same gender is utterly disgusting, and it goes against god" he spoke, fixing his tie as he talked.

I grimaced at the hard word, disgusting? "man and man should never share a bed" he spoke loudly, lots of voices circulated, people nodded their heads—agreeing with his statement.

my eyes wandered to San, his face was cold, his features almost looked like they were stone. It was obvious he was holding himself back.

"Those things will go to hell!" He practically screamed, cheers and roars were heard. San was shaking his leg quickly next to mine, If Mr.Choi said one more word, I'm almost certain San would kill him.

I rubbed his knee gently with my fingertips, subtly of course. His leg slowly calmed down as well as his hard breathing.

"it's okay" I whispered

He nodded his head and gave me a slight smile, probably for reassurance although I didn't need it.
—
Church was over in a heartbeat, soon enough I was headed back to my house, presumably to do nothing.

My father said he had some things to do along with my mother. This means I'll be all alone, like usual.

I sighed and sat down on the couch in my living room, scrolling through my phone. I'm not sure why though, I never get notifications on my phone.

Today was different though, a small ding erupted through the house. I squinted my eyes at the phone, no way I just got a notification.

I half expected to be Uber eats or something, but instead it was in fact, Choi San on Instagram.

San
I'm coming over, leave the door unlocked.
—
I scoffed, just who does he think he is? And how did he find my insta?

Soon after though, I found myself walking to unlock my door.
.
I heard my front door open, interrupting my previous silence. "Hey" San breathed after taking off his shoes.

"How did you know my parents weren't home?"

"Guessed"

I hummed and patted the seat on the couch next to me, "let's watch something" I said, grabbing the remote from behind me. He laughed slightly, "that didn't go too well last time."

I scoffed and glared at him, "yeah and it was because of you"

It has been a few days since that happened, and since then we've been talking more comfortably.

He just chuckled and stayed quiet.

We ended up just putting on funny videos from YouTube, I giggled at the weirdly edited videos, they were definitely something else.

"I'm kind of tired" he yawned, I raised my eyebrows at the boy, "go home then, it's only 5" I spoke. San shook his head at me and stood up, "I'll just nap in your room, join me." He said before walking up the stairs, right to my room.

I sighed and began walking up the stairs too.

There he was, body laid across the bed like a starfish, shirt off and pants half unbuttoned. "S-San! What are you doing"

"Sorry I can't sleep with clothes on" he laughed.

"at least keep your pants on please" I groaned as I laid next to him. He hummed, "let's cuddle"

I stiffened at the sudden request, "why?"

"Why not?"

I rolled my eyes at the boy and hummed, motioning for him to come towards me. Of course, he compiled.

I felt his warm body come behind me, it was comforting. His arm was draped across my torso while his face made its way to my neck.

I was too scared to move, do I just stay still?

"If you want to live woo, you should probably breathe" he laughed, I realized that I indeed was not breathing. I finally exhaled after a second of silence.

"You should face me" San whispered.

I shivered slightly at his breath hitting my neck, turning to face him. He pulled me closer by my waist, resting his head in my hair.

Choi San is holding me in his arms right now, a boy.

I've always had feminine features, I recognize that. My voice is a lot higher than the average male and it always made me a bit insecure, but right now, I don't mind feeling small.

I lifted my head to look at the boy, his eyes were closed and his lips were parted, faint breaths escaping. He's so good looking.

I felt like I was under some spell, my eyes made their way to his lips, his wonderful lips.

"Want to kiss them?" He laughed quietly, I quickly looked up to see the boy staring at me, a smile playing on his once parted lips.

"no" I said simply

"Liar"

"Am not"

"Are too"

"Am not!!"

"Are too!!"

I groaned at the annoying boy, he'd never shut up. He seemed like the type to win at this type of stuff so I decided to be quiet.

"I want to kiss you though"he sighed

"Then do it"

He chuckled quietly, "I knew you wanted to kiss me"

"You just said you wanted to kiss me"

"Whatever"

We stayed silent for a second, "are you going to kiss me or not?" I sighed.

"Gladly"

—————
A/n: sorry if this one is a bit short I just wanted to update everyday from now on for some reason 😭 i hope you liked!!! Love you

edit: ahhh, before i edited this—in one of the paragraphs i used the f slur as a lesbian woman. Some comments told me that that word was only being reclaimed by the mlm community, which i was not aware of. I'm sorry, sincerely since i did not know.

this chapter has been edited and re-read!! much love.
</33