I woke up late in the afternoon, I believe it was past three already. Nagising lang ako dahil tumatawag si Patty sa akin at niyaya ako na lumabas. Gugustuhin ko man, pero sobrang pagod ng katawan ko kaya tumanggi ako na sumama. The alcohol that I drank last night didn't knock me off completely, but I don't know why I felt like I was beaten up by men for a few hours. It wasn't like this when someone fucking me for three hours straight.

I got up and went to the kitchen so I could make myself some coffee. The coffee I had earlier didn't help, but I guess this time it would help me keep awake. As I boiled some water poured them into the mug and stirred with some coffee. I brought them to my porch where I sipped them slowly so they won't burn my tongue.

"Mitch!" Mabilis naman akong napalingon sa tumawag ng pangalan ko. I was expecting my friends would come to my house and forced me to come with them tonight. 

When I found the topless man in his jeans holding a lawn mower made me drool so much. Napalunok ako ng laway. Sana iba na lang ang nilulunok ko and that would be great for me. Kumaway pa ito sa akin at hindi ko maiwasang mapansin na umangat din v-line nito. Sa paggalaw ng pantalon nito sa baywang niya ay napansin kong wala siyang suot na underwear at para akong nabuhayan dahil kung ano-ano na ang pumapasok sa isipan ko ngayon.

Ito na nga ba? Was this the moment I have been waiting for?

Nginitian ko siya at ikinompose ko ang sarili ko na kumalma. "Hi Hayden! Mukhang busy, ha?"

Napangisi naman ito. "Yup, I am. I just thought I should cut some grass here and in the backyard. I almost spend most of my days doing something around the house. I thought Renee and I were done, but I guess there were still a lot of things to do."

"Do you want some help?" I offered. I could clean your pipe.

He waved his hand, declining my offer. Napasayang talaga ako ro'n, but there could be more chances coming for me. If he would always show up looking like this, I guess there would be a high chance for me to get down on my knees and pull those loose pants that were just hanging on his waist. Fuck. His happy trail always turned me on.

"No, don't bother yourself. I can do this and I love to do this work. You know what, I don't have a job right now and I thought I should focus on turning this house into our home. The reaction of our friends and family during the housewarming was unbelievable."

"You did great there, Hayden. And Renee, of course! The teamwork you guys put together made your home look fantastic. If you guys are free, can you also do mine?" pabiro ko pa.

Tinawanan na lang din naman ako ni Hayden. "Sure, when do we start?"

"Oh, I remember!" aniko at inilapag ang baso ng kape sa mesa. "I think I should cook what you have been requesting me." Tumayo ako sa kinauupuan ko. "I'll make the lasagna for you! Do you think Renee would be able to join us later?"

"I think she will," he said, creasing his forehead. "She was just busy at work, but I think she will come home early."

"Sure thing! I'll go fire up the stove and see you later." Kindat ko pa. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko siya kinindatan. Ang landi ko sa part na 'yon, pero hindi ko na mababawi pa. Nakangiti naman siya sa akin at mukhang hindi naman niya napansin.

"I think I'll continue cleaning up my backyard and take a bath. So, I'll see you later."

Nagmadali akong pumasok sa loob ng bahay at nagsimula akong ihanda ang mga ingredient ng lasagna. I started boiling some salt water and slicing up some onions, garlic, and bell peppers. I washed the ground beef and started heating the pan so I could deliver this lasagna straight to Hayden.

As I was cooking the red sauce, I let the lasagna pasta cool down and started working on the bechamel sauce. I don't know how long I was working in the kitchen, but I knew how cooking this lasagna would take me a few hours, but basically would take me two to three hours.

Once everything was done, I grabbed the tray and started piling pasta and sauces until there was nothing left on the table. I preheated the oven before I put the tray inside, and once I thought it was hot enough, I slid the tray in and turned the timer on for forty-five minutes.

While I was waiting for the lasagna to finish, I took a quick bath. When I got into my bedroom picking clothes to wear, I heard the lawn mover stop and I knew what that meant. Tumungo ako sa bintana at sumilip ako ro'n at naghintay sa pagpasok ni Hayden sa kwarto nila. They haven't closed that window since they moved in and that was the best decision they made because I was able to see them in an act that no one should see.

Hindi ako nagkamali nang makita kong pumasok si Hayden sa kwarto nila. The sweat on his body was glistening. He was kind of dirty because he had been doing a lot of work in the backyard, but I thought that made him look hotter. Hindi ko inalis ang tingin ko sa kanya. Ang sunod na lamang niyang ginawa ay inalis nito ang pantalon. Napasinghap ako nang maisip kong tama nga ako. He wasn't wearing any underwear under those loose jeans. Even though he was flaccid, I think he was already at five inches and I couldn't help, but imagine myself playing his balls. It was so big. It could fill both of my hands.

Ang sunod na ginawa lamang niya ay kumuha siya ng towel at pumasok sa bathroom at saka naligo. I was so turned that I don't know what to do with my boner. I just tried letting it go for once. Pabalik-balik naman ako sa kusina at sa kwarto upang masilayan ko ulit siya.

Even though Zeke could satisfy me with all the stories about Hayden, it wasn't enough for me. I feel like the only thing that would help me get out of this craving is that I could taste him. But reality always slapped me so hard that it won't even happen. Not in a slight chance.

Nang sumakto ako sa pagbalik ko sa kwarto ay nakita kong kakalabas lang din ni Hayden ng banyo at pinapatuyo niyo ang buhok gamit ang tuwalya. He was confident in letting his tool hangs out. This could be the reason why Renee fell in love with him so hard.

Nang tumunog naman ang oven, napalingon si Hayden sa direksyon ng bintana ng kwarto ko. Mabilis akong napatago at mabilis ang kabog ng dibdib ko. Nakatayo lang ako ro'n habang iniisip ko kung nakita niya ba akoo hindi? I tried to wash the thought away and went to the kitchen so I could check on my lasagna.

I opened the oven and there the smell of my creation immediately surrounded my kitchen. I was so happy that it turned out great. For the last procedure, naglagay na lamang ako ng parsley sa ibabaw.

Before I went and met Hayden again, I checked everything—myself, the lasagna, and if I smelled as good as my creation.

When I thought everything is fine, I went out of my house and headed next door. As I stood in front of their door, I took a deep breath. Kumatok naman ako sa pinto at ilang saglit lang din ay narinig ko ang yabag ng paa nito sa loob at saka pinagbuksan ako nito ng pinto. Lumaki ang ngiti sa labi ko kahit na puno ng kaba ang dibdib ko.

"I'm here!" pagbati ko pa. "Just as you requested, here's your lasagna."

"Oh, come on in, Chel. Bring it inside," he said.

Nang makapasok naman ako sa loob ay niyakap niya ako as he said he was grateful for how I was so helpful and kind to them. Sa pagyakap niya sa akin ay hindi ko maiwasang amuyin siya. He smelled so fresh. He didn't wear any perfume, and I could smell the soap he used. It was manly and refreshing. As soon as he parted his hugs away from me, he directed me to the kitchen where I put the tray down on the table. I let him open the tray's lid and he was so excited to see and eat it.

Kung ako ang tatanungin, isa lang ang kinasasabikan kong kainin.

Para siyang batang sabik na sabik nang binuksan ang takip ng tray. Nang amuyin niya ito, he couldn't help himself, but quickly get some plates, knife, and forks for us. Ang sabi ko pa sa kanya, I made this lasagna for him and Renee, but he insisted me to eat it with him. It was past seven na rin naman, and time for dinner. Pinaupo niya ako sa mesa habang siya naman ang nagseserve sa pinggan ko.

"Thank you so much. . . You don't have to do that, pero I appreciate it!"

He chuckled. "No! Thank you, Chel. Now, I get to taste your lasagna. Thank you so much."

"You should eat it and tell me what you think!"

"I don't think I need to taste it just to say it was good because it already looked good for me," he said.

I watched him take a bite of it and my heart fluttered by his reaction. Marami siyang sinabi sa akin na ikinatuwa ko. I think I would be cooking and baking lasagna weekly so I could just visit him in his home. I think that would become a routine for me.

"I'm happy you liked it!"

"I don't like it," he said, and made me react nothing. "Kidding! Because I loved it, Chel! You did so well! Chef kiss!" he said, putting his finger on his lips and kissing them flying away. He even gets some unopened bottles of wine for us.

"Don't forget to leave some for Renee! I would love her to taste it!"

"Oh, sure! I would leave her a slice of it," he joked, and I laughed at it kahit ang babaw. "Anyway, I came knocking on your door earlier, but no one was answering so I thought you left. I remember you left last night, did you come home late?"

Umiling naman ako. "No. I didn't come home. I stayed overnight with my friend, and I just got home this morning. I was probably asleep when you came in."

"Well, then I'm lucky I found you on your porch," he said.

"I guess so. . ."

We tossed our glasses and I made a wrong move and spilled them on the floor. Mabilis naman akong kumuha ng tissue at lumuhod sa sahig para punasan iyon. Hayden was about to stop me, getting me off of my knees. He was grabbing me on my arm, making me stand up, and so when I looked above to meet his eyes, mas bumilis ang kabog ng didbib ko. Lumipad ang kamay ko sa hita niya. He was only wearing shorts, so I touched his skin and I was only a few inches away from my dream.

Napalunok ako ng laway. His legs were spread widely on my face and he wasn't wearing any underwear in it. Hindi ko inalis ang tingin sa kanya habang gumagapang ang kamay ko papasok sa loob ng shorts niya. He wasn't moving my hand away until I finally touched his dick inside his shorts and it was slightly growing.

I only pulled my hand inside his shorts when we heard someone coming in. Mabilis akong napaupo sa silya at saglit lamang ay narinig namin ang boses ni Renee. Tumayo naman si Hayden at sinalubong ang asawa niya at doon niya ako nakita na nasa kusina at sinalubungan sila ng lasagna. She was so excited that she didn't even change her clothes and get herself a plate and put a slice on them.

At that moment, my heart was still pounding and I didn't know what to do, but smiled like nothing happened. Hayden wasn't looking at me now. I made a huge mistake. Really, really big.

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