<3:
do you still love me?

gonpachiro <3:
yes

<3:
holy mother of christ

gonpachiro <3:
every thing okay?????

<3:
never have you answered so fast when you were at work

got scared for a second

gonpachiro <3:
,,,

never?

<3:
well at the beginning you also used to text me like all the time but then came our lore

gonpachiro <3:
lore?

<3:
inotan lore

gonpachiro <3:
you gave us a shipname?

<3:
everything for the supreme love ma dahling

gonpachiro <3:
do you know what Supreme means?

<3:
like smth level 1000000 but thats not the point here rn

gonpachiro <3:
I suppose not

<3:
also kinda hurt that you thought I use words i don't know the meanings of??

gonpachiro <3:
you do that though

<3:
can't deny that but no need to call me out on my bullshit
5 minutes ago

gonpachiro <3:
won't you explain the meaning behind your first message there??

im worried yk??

<3:
can't we leave that message alone? its an introvert and shy

also insecure

gonpachiro <3:
inosuke,,,,,

I know you're not going to talk abt this when I get home so please explain it now

<3:
home (:

makes one happy to hear that tbh

also

there you go again calling me out on my bullshit

gonpachiro <3:
do you not feel loved?

<3:
I feel unlovable

like im lacking?

like there's something abt me that keeps everyone at friendships distance and you idk

it doesn't make sense

like I have been gone for 2 years

and the insecurities abt myself have gotten a level up

the fact that I just left yall is also unjustifiable

I also don't understand how you can like like me??

qlso i lost my funny so there's less to like abt me now

my funny got replaced with insecurities

sry im ranting

im off now eating your kitchen out

sounded sexual. wasn't my intent

gonpachiro <3:
but you do understand that we love you right?

<3:
I know that you do. but I don't understand

gonpachiro <3:
while it's true that you could've warned us abt you going to take care of your business

that doesn't have anything to do with how we view you

you're already a criminal in our eyes. enemy against the law and you know it

but that doesn't mean you're not an important person to us you know?

you didn't lose your funny either. its probably just been some time since you could be so open with people

and its qlso not that we only like your funny. you're a very caring person despite pulling pranks on everyone, especially zenitsu. and we trust you a lot too. like I am sure you always have my back and will call me out on my wrong doings instead of saying it's okay

and please don't distance yourself from us. please talk to us instead yk?

<3:
now i regret being sober

how am I going to process feelings

im going back to my ex aka alcohol

gonpachiro <3:
NO
2 hours ago

<3:
you know

when I woke up

I had a wonderful time

I felt rested and

not full of energy but I felt great

also

I miss my lizard

and

I wish sabito was my brother

gonpachiro <3:
so you just left me on read for 2 hours only to return with a story time

<3:
can you blame me tho

gonpachiro <3:
yes actually

<3:
valid

but also what did you expect

gonpachiro <3:
for you to be actually a little bit more responsible actually

<3:
low blow for me but that was the most sexual thing that has happened to me in the last 2 years if we're being honest

gonpachiro <3:
thats sad

<3:
that was funny

gonpachiro <3:
you know what

sure

<3:
might fuck around and go back to harassing giyuu

its a hobby

like send him women's lingerie and he'll first suspect sabito doing that

also i think you should open a strip club

like you'll have a more dangerous and mysterious image yk?

gonpachiro <3:
I think ill just be viewed as a pervert

<3:
okay but what's the difference fr

gonpachiro <3:
there is a big difference

<3:
and also I think you should get booty shorts

gonpachiro <3:
im sorry what

<3:
sorry I had a weak moment

scratch that

I've not had a strong moment since I've come to learn what rent is

I guess you came out of the womb knowing what that is

in fact you probably did your parents taxes while still being a gross alien in your moms body

actually no. you're rich yall r constantly committing tax fraud

just like Shakira

gonpachiro <3:
idk if you're making fun of me or if you're actually hating on me

<3:
first of all, always, I love you

gonpachiro <3:
I feel like you're dodging the question

<3:
I do what I want. I know my rights

gonpachiro <3:
but do you really

<3:
I dont but say that to anyone and they'll fuck off right away

have I told you I once had a crush on my teacher

that was also a weak moment

gonpachiro <3:
okay wait,,,,

lets unpack that,,

<3:
I hope ill be unpacking you tonight like a present

gonpachiro <3:
our conversations get more concerning each time yk
read

______________________

sabito is a lesbian

boar:
[sent an image]

so how concerning can one go until its actually concerning?

shiro kinnie:
concerning is not real

I know since my therapist kicked me out at my peak aka my lowest so she wasn't all that concerned

also, currently thinking into checking myself into a mental hospital

boar:
omg same

lets become roommates

like I have so much trauma to talk about but not to unpack

shiro kinnie:
yes

I want to gossip abiut my trauma but don't ask me how I feel emotionally about it

boar:
yes because that's like obvious

pika:
literally how are you two still alive

boar:
pure spite

shiro kinnie:
updates of a webcomic

boar:
tanjiros cake which im pretty sure he just gets from the store

shiro kinnie:
the 5 minutes of sleep i give myself after my alarm goes off

boar:
the evangelion opening

pika:
this is not a competition

shiro kinnie:
+this competition

didn't think I'd find myself here after a century.

literally my humor is getting too dark for telling but is too funny for a therapist so wattpad is the middle ground where rude 12 year olds can bully me into finally being sane again.

like literally such a low blow. I dropped out of high school.

I know its not a diary but like at this point yk might as well be.

stay slutty my friends

disrespectfully optimus prime