love?

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love? magsalita ka naman kinakabahan na ako. love? please

jay can you ask je and kuya eric not to wait for us?

o-oo naman... sandali tawagan ko lang

tinawagan nya si kuya eric at sinabing mauna na sila at si quatro na lang ang gagamitin namin. patingin-tingin pa rin sya. hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako sa reaksyon nya. parang batang nahuling may ginawang kasalanan.

lo—love... ahh.. o-ok na po. pina-lock ko na lang yung gate. ahmm.. love may nagaw—mmmmmmhhhh....

i didn't let him finish. i grabbed his nape and kissed him. a kiss that bared my soul. this time i wanted him to feel that i'm ready. it took him a while to respond. probably he was caught off guard from the boldness of my actions. and when our lips parted to catch for air, i can still see the confusion in his eyes

is it true?

love? wha—

i am your sun?

yes love. yes, you are.

i love you

and i love you. shit, kinabahan ako dun ah

i chuckled. he smiled while placing his hands on my cheeks

wag mo ng uulitin yun. akala ko masesesante ko na si je

grabe ka naman kay je. so, when are you planning to tell me?

tell you...???

that i was the sun that you're planning to convince na iwan ang buong mundo para tumakas kasama mo?

kapag nakaisip na ako ng paraan para pumayag ka

i grabbed his hand that held my right cheek and kissed his palm then i looked straight into his eyes.

what if i don't need any reason?

are you sure?

pwede bang wag mo na akong tanungin? kasi ayoko ng bigyan yung sarili ko ng pagkakataon na makahanap ng rason para hindi sumama sayo. ayoko ng mag-isip kasi baka magkaroon pa ako ng panahon na matakot para tumakas kasama ka. dito. ito. ngayon. walang rason. walang takot. walang pag-aalinlangan. walang tanong. ikaw. ako. tayo lang.

love, bago pa magbago ang isip mo. itatakas na kita.

i lounged myself at him and captured his lips again. ito muna. kami muna. walang kayo. walang sila. walang tayo. kaming dalawa lang muna. i may have my doubts tomorrow for this decision but for now, angels be damned, i have to be his sun. for the longest time i tried to stay strong so the world could live, but now, i'm feeling great being weak just so the moon can conquer me.

kung ano man ang init na dapat para sa mundo, para sa buwan muna ang lahat ng ito. dahil sa ngayon ang araw ay nasa pagitan ng isang paghimlay at pagsuko. dahil kailangan na ang bahaging ito ay maisakatuparan at mabuo. kayo naman ang bumuntong-hininga. kayo naman ang magparaya. ito muna ang aking pasya. sa gabing ito makuntento muna ang lahat sa liwanag ng mga estrella. at bukas sa inyong pag-gising, ang kalangitan ay magiging makulimlim muna.

^^^^^^^^

i love you....

hmmmm....

he kissed the side of her hair. not wanting to wake her up. he still can't believe what happened. his mind was still dazed. he hugged her tighter.

jayyy... sleep pa po...

sshhh... opo...?sleep ka pa

pinagod mo ko...

i chuckled at her statement. i giggled at the thought of what we shared a few hours ago. of how she asked me to escape and go somewhere only we know.

sleep more... sorry kung pinagod kita...

kung ano man ang naganap sa pagitan ng araw at buwan. hindi na ito dapat pang ipaalam. siguro naman naintindihan na ito ng buong kalawakan. ito ang pangyayaring para sa kanila lang nakalaan. at kung ano ang naglalaro sa inyong mga isipan. hihilingin na lamang ang inyong katahimikan.

jayyyy....

hmmmm???

i'm sore...

i'm sorry.... gusto mo ba ng hot bath? it will help

i can't even stand

i can carry you

he kissed her forehead and massage her back.

ughh... masakit pa rin

sorry love...

she lifted her head and looked into his eyes where she saw how worried he is.

uyyy... hindi naman po ganun. it's just—
i ju— hin—

and then she moved inside the duvet and covered her blushing cheeks

love, ano?

wala po...

love....

iiihhhhh....

huy ano nga?

he removed the duvet and tilted her chin so he can see her eyes

i— hindi— i just didn't expect na.......

na ano?

iihhhhh.... wag na!

love ano nga? how can i make it better or how can i change it kung di mo naman sasabihin sa akin

oh dear god! hindi mo na mababago yun

his heart was beating wildly. was there something he did that she might not liked? he has to know so he won't do it again.

i can. just tell me... love i'd do anything to make us work...

when she saw the uncertainty on his face and realized they're not on the same page, she grabbed his cheeks and kissed him to give him an assurance.

hindi kasi yung iniisip mo love... what i mean is.... kasi— hindi ko lang inexpect na...you're...

ano nga po? i'm what?

you're.....

ano nga? love you're killing me

huge...

she said it in a very low voice that sent him over the edge. well, he really can't do anything about THAT, if that's the case.

i mean... gosh! i'm not complaining naman. kasi you were great. siguro i just need time to.... ahmmm... ahh adjust...??

we'll practice more so you'll get used to it

she hit his chest playfully then buried her red-stricken face again. this time on the crook of his neck

nakakahiya!

huy! love...

he caressed her bare back while smiling.

tingin ka na sa kin

ayaw!

dali na... please???

nahihiya ako...

why would you? gusto mo ba dalasan natin para mawala yung hiya m— aray! love masakit

she hit his chest again this time a little harder.

ang bully mo kasi... nahihiya na nga ako eh....

hindi na. sige stay here. i'll prepare you a hot bath.

he stood up and wore his boxers then made his way to her bathroom. by the time he finished preparing her tub, he noticed she fell asleep again. he caressed her cheeks and just stared at her face lovingly.

i hope everyday you find this courage. para araw-araw pwede na kitang itakas. para gabi-gabi kitang mayakap. i love you nico. for always. sa mga araw na hindi mo kayang lumaban. sa mga gabing takot ka. at you're best and at you're worst. mamahalin at mamahalin kita.

hhmmmmm..... jay....

you're bath is ready love. hold on to me

he placed her hand around his shoulder and carried her towards the bathroom. her naked body is really tempting him but he knows he has to slow down. he placed her carefully in the tub

call me if you need anything, ok?

he gave her a peck on her lips but nico pulled him in for a deeper one. the kiss grew hungrier and before they could do something more, he slowly parted his lips from hers and whispered- i'll just be outside...

for her part, she does not want the kissing to end. and maybe something more than the kissing.... she bit her lips, but when she saw jay's retreating back, she knew she had to do something...

why wait outside when you can join me.

when he turned to look at her, she's biting her lips while her eyes seductively gazed at him.

is that an invitation?

that you can say no to? nope

a proposal then?

that you can decline? definitely not

so what is it then?

subpoena.

so it's an order?

a summon

what's the rule of outcome?

something hot, steamy and pleasurable verdict

and that's it. game over for mr. faulkerson. he removed his boxers and joined her in the tub.

and again.... it would just be them. the sun and the moon. as per mainedcm's quote "you see something. you keep quiet. then you understand" 🙈🙉🙊

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