I was dating a guy named Brad, he was about 4 inches shorter than me but strong, we’d already been sexual a few times and he pushed my boundaries but so had every guy I’d been with. 

It started with sticking a finger up my butt without asking or any warning and laughing when I yelped and asked him to stop. 

We went to visit his grandparents and he said he wanted to show me something in his room at the back of the house, so I went with him and as we were walking passed his bed he slammed me onto it where my hips were on the edge legs off head in the middle. He had his forearm pressed against my throat and I froze I didn’t even try to fight because I couldn’t breathe. 

He lifted my ankle length skirt up high enough to force himself between my legs to rape me it felt like hours but was only about 10 minutes... when he finished he just zipped his pants up he didn’t say anything... I didn’t say anything I just walked to my truck out the back door. We never spoke again we never technically broke up I just blocked him on Facebook that was the only thing I did about it.