Im in that one team thing where even if i was there people would know my existence, but they wouldnt exactly acknowledge it.

but i suppose its my fault ? Ive never been good at talking to people sports wise. Like what if my personality is too off and they might hate it ?

I just feel uncomfortable around them in a way, but thats not exactly true either. Like i sometimes feel that if was or i wasnt there, then it wouldnt matter.

It doesnt matter right now, anyway.