You DONT understand!
No matter how much you think you do, NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL.
NO ONE CAN "RELATE" TO IT.

SO MANY FREAKING PEOPLE DO IT FOR SHOW.
ALMOST EVERYONE DOESNT CARE UNLESS IT EFFECTS THEM SO MUCH THAT THEY HAVE TO MOVE ON.

No... One... On Wattpad... Understands..
You don't know what I've been through...
You only know fragments...
Only a FEW of my friends. A FEW. know ALMOST everything... Everything that I haven't said...

Everything I've kept bottled up...
Which makes me Even worse if a person... For not...
for not being honest...

I hate... I hate seeing other people in pain because of ME...
Even if it was their choice... It hits harder than if I got run over...
Everything does....

You guys don't understand... Unless someone else other than a few actually came up to me to talk, and it wasn't just for one time... maybe I would consider you care...

But my trust, is not easily given anymore... Someone broke that the middle of May... And gave me hell for a week...

Physical pain.. does not take away emotional pain... It's... Just... Better to deal with...

I'm never really happy unless it is someone I love... or something I like... That happens....

I just....
Role-playing is starting to lose its spark right now... It'll come back......  

eventually..........

Bye......
-(y/n)...