I literally woke up... Basically 3 minutes before I saw a message.

"Don't worry. . ." (more after it)...

So... Its an insult if someone says "don't worry" then follows that eith everyone who has helped you out....

So I guess one more friend who fucking cares doesn't matter.
So it doesn't matter if I don't know shit of the situation...
Gee... Thanks.

I don't have the self confidence at all already, not just eat at the esteem...

I KNOW PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT IT HURTS AT FIRST.

BECAUZE I DID THAT SAME SHIT LAST MONTH.
BUT COME ON...

The jist of what I had said was: I felt left out and I was scared to tell my friend how I felt.

It was the wrong words, in the wrong time.
We fixed it because she was able to pull us together somehow........

She was there for me yesterday as well as my other friends....

The only thing that kills me even more is "Well nobody else knew so it's fine"
I understand that people don't want to tell everyone what's wrong... But tell SOMEONE PLEASE? Like me? Cause... I won't judge... I seriously won't.... I'm willing to help... Just no one seems to want to...

Just...
Ugh........

If anyone tells me "They didn't know" on the situation, then I'm gonna go all bullshitted on them because I tell all of my friends and inwrite here in THIS BOOK all the crud I go through.... So... Unlike others, In opening up to you all.

If you didn't know, then apparently you're just as blind as I am...

Bye.
-Alaina