I miss you.

I miss those who smiled.

I miss those who laughed.

I miss those who could talk for hours.

I miss those who had my back.

I miss those who I could talk to.

I miss those who have moved on.

I miss those who write me off as another internet person.

I miss those who see I'm here but never say hello.

I miss those who made me smile and laugh while I was crying.

I miss those who help me in dire situations.

I miss it.

I miss this all so much, it's even worse than rejection.

I want the only thing in my life to be bad is the paranormal Crap happening to me.

I miss being able to smile getting on Wattpad.

I miss being able to converse with my friends.

I miss it.

What do you miss?

What do you want me to change?

I miss people who have changed.
And then left me in the dust.

I miss those who are hypocrites.

I miss those who don't understand.

I miss those who remember my name.

I miss those who would answer a text.

I miss those who would support me.

I miss being able to give everyone back
what they gave me.

But then society has come and destroyed our souls.

Mostly,
Internet has destroyed everyone's innocence.

Has destroyed a child's mind. A child is a child until they are 13. A teenager is a teenager until they are 18. And an adult is an adult until they reach 65. Then an elderly is an elderly until they die.

I miss being able to believe everything is gonna be alright.

I miss seeing the world as happy.

I miss seeing my friends smiling. my friends talking. my friends being friends.

I bet 99% of those who started reading this clicked out.

I miss the times that people actually tried, that people weren't selfish, that people would smile, that everyone was a friend.

But those times, just like everything I miss.

Are all gone.

Hello everyone. My name is Angela.
And this is how my story is.

My story is what has built me.

Being insulted by someone I loved.
Being picked on.
Being ignored.
Being alone.
Being scared.
Being a part of society.
Making friends.
Making smiles.
Building trust
Breaking trust.

My friend told me once and she says it all the time.

"If we all focus on the bad, that will turn us into someone bad as well. If you focus on the good, then it turns us into someone who ignores problems. We need a proper balance between good and bad. Without it, our lives will crumble." ~Katelyn

Let me put this for you in other words.

Put yourself in someone's shoes.

Would you think how they think when you do something?

Think about it.

It is human nature to assume things. It is human nature to not be attatched to someone we don't see face to face.
It is human nature that our lives aren't perfect.

But who can try?

We, being ourselves.

Think about it.