I can't help but feel like...
When I show up...
Everyone's life gets harder and worse...

A lot of bad things happen after I become friends with someone it seems....

And people change and... They dont like their change and.. Then they're hurting so much and I'm trying to put the pieces together...

Then I just feel left out when others can do a better job... And it hurts even more than watching them be in pain..........

I can't help but feel that way...